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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:34:51 GMT
Warning: Contents of this fic may offend some people ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
*Introduction*
Lucy was a 3 year old girl whos parents hated her for no reason. Her father & mother would beat her almost everyday while her brothers & sisters just stood there looking & laughing at her. Lucy didn't have many friends at school because no one would hang around with her because everyone knew what her family did to her and therefore wanted nothing to do with her. There was this one girl called Amy who Lucy was friends with. Amy's parents knew what Lucy's parents did to her but couldn't do anything for fear their family would be hurt in some way. Amy was a huge fan of an Irish boyband called Westlife. Lucy liked them as well. Kian was Amy's favourite member & Nicky was Lucy's favourite member.
In two weeks time westlife would be playing at the Childline Concert in Dublin. Amy had won two tickets in a competition to meet Westlife before the show started. Amy invited Lucy as it would be Lucy's birthday on the same day as the meet & Greet. Lucy's parents let her go because then if she was with Amy she wouldn't be in their way.
^* End Of Introduction*^
*** "Owww daddy please stop" Lucy cried out
"Make me?!" Her Father, Jack smiled evilly
"Here Jake pass me those cleaning liquids son" Lucy's father said to her brother, Jake
Without wasting another second Lucy's father poured different cleaning liquids into a glass along with some urine and pured it over Lucy's head.
"I'VE HAD ENOUGH" Lucy shouted and ran out from her house eith her brother after her
"Little B!tch! Daddy isn't finished with you yet" Jake said and dragged Lucy back into the house by her hair
"When is mum home?" Jake aske dhis father
"Im home" Their mother Leah, called out
"You been having fun with Lucy?" Her mum smiled evilly
"Yeah!" Her dad smiled back
"Lucy?" Her dad called
"Is this sore?" Her dad asked before hitting Lucy across the face and sending to the floor causing her to bump her head of the corner of the fire palce making her bleed
"YOUR NOTHING BUT A LITTLE B!TCH THAT NO ONE WANTS! YOU WERE AN ACCIDENT AND YOU SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN BORN! THE SOONER YOU DIE THE BETTER" Her mother shouted before kicking her in the face
"Im sorry Im not important enough" Lucy sobbed
"GO TO HELL" Her father shouted before picking her up and throwing her across the room
"I'VE HAD ENOUGH" Lucy shouted before running out the front door and down the street before bumping into someone
"Are you ok little girl?" Nicky asked while picking Lucy up
"No my family have been beating me up for months and they won't stop" Lucy sobbed against Nicky's chest
"Lets get you to the hospital and make sure theres no real damage" Nicky said while putting Lucy into his car and driving to the hospital
*At The Hospital*
"Lucy has a cracked nose and two broken fingers but other than that nothing. She's an extremly lucky girl." The nurse said to Nicky
"Thanks. Im not her dad , I don't even know her. So what will happen to her now?" Nicky asked
"Well I'll call Social Services and hey'll put her into a care home until someone fosters her. But if I can find someone who will look after her for a few weeks until someone wants to foster her. " The nurse replied
"I'll mind her. I will not allow her to go into a home" Nicky said firmly"
"Are you sure?" the nurse asked
"More than positive. My wife works in a nursery school so Lucy will be able to go to work with my wife and mix with other kids as well" Nicky said
"Thanks you so much Mr Byrne." the nurse smiled
"I'll send someone around to Lucy's parents house to collect all her stuff and then have ot dropped over to your hosue. Is that ok?" The nurse asked
"Perfect" Nicly said
"Great. Well I have to go and find someone to collect Lucy's things. I'll ring you when that's done and the person is on the way to your hosue" The nurse replied
"Thanks very much. Lucy hey" Nicky smiled when he saw Lucy
"Your coming withh me flower and IM going to make you safe so no one will ever hurt you ever again. You like McDinald's?" Nicky said to Lucy
"Yes" Lucy replied
"Good. How about we get you a McDonald's for your dinner?" Nicky asked
"Ok. Thank you" Lucy replied
"I'll carry you." Nicky said and picked Lucy up and walked out of the hospital with her
CHAPTER 2
"Whos this?" Carm asked Nicky when he got home with Lucy
"I'll explain in a minute just let me bring her into Mark & Kevin" Nicky said and walked into the living with Lucy
Mark & Kevin look at Nicky confusingly when they saw Lucy with him.
"Mark, Kevin I'd like you to meet Lucy here." Nicky said and introduced Lucy to Mark & Kevin
"Hi Lucy I am Mark" Mark smiled
"Hi Mark I am Lucy" Lucy replied to Mark
"Hi Lucy I am Kevin" Kevin smiled
"Hi Kevin I am Lucy" Lucy replied to Kevin
"I'm just going to help Carm with somthing, Mark & Kevin you can play with Lucy" Nicky smiled and walked back into the kitchen to Carm
"Well? Carm asked
"Sit down love" Nicky said to Carm
"Lucy's a three-year-old girl whos parents have been beating her up for almost a year. I was walking around a corner when Lucy came running towards me and bumped into me. I picked her up and asked her if she was ok and then she told me that hr family have been beating her up and won't stop. So then I brought Lucy to the hospital and the nurse confirmed it that Lucy's parents have been warned many times by Social Services for their care towards Lucy and now they're taking a case against Lucy's family to stop them from getting her back. So then the nurse asked me if there was somewhere I know of that Lucy could stay until they found someone to foster her and I said she could stay with us." Nicky said
"I see. Well you better introduce me" Carm smiled
"You don't mind?" Nicky said
"No. Why would I?" Carm replied
"Lets go and introduce you two tehn" Nicky said and walked into the living room with Carm
"Hi Lucy. This is Carm my wife" Nicky smiled
"Hi Carm I am Lucy" Lucy replied
"Have you had anything to eat?" Carm asked
"Want to watch a cartoon with us?" Nicky asked Lucy
"Yes" Lucy replied
"You sit on Mark's knee and I'l sit beside you" Nicky said
"Ok" Lucy said and climbed on Mark's knee
*4 hours later*
"Nicky, Lucy is asleep" Mark said
"She can bunk in beside you cos she might get scared if she wakes up in a strange hosue. And Kevin isn't here anyway now he's gone back to London" Nicky said
"What? Me? Why me? Why can't she go in beside you and Carm?" Mark said
"Me and Carm are trying for a baby how are we supposed to try if Lucy is in our bed?" Nicky said blushing
"Right fine then" Mark sighed
"Im going up now I'll see ya in the morning" Mark said to Nicky and walked upstairs with Lucy
*5am*
"Hey whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when he heard her crying
"Im scared" Lucy sobbed
"Come here princess" Mark said and took Lucy into his arms
"It's ok I won't hurt you angel" Mark smiled
"Why don't I sing you a song to help you sleep?" Mark asked Lucy
"Ok" Lucy replied
"What song will I sing you?" Mark asked
"Butterfly Kisses. It's by my favourite band Westlife" Lucy said not relaising Mark is in Wesltife
"You like Westlife? I like them to" Mark said
"Yes. Nicky is my favourite member." Lucy replied
"Great angel." Mark said adn began singing softly
Theres two things I know for sure She was sent here from Heaven and she's daddy's little girl As I drop to my knees by her bed at night she talkes to Jesus and I close my eyes and I thanks god for of the joy in my life oh but msot of all
Bytterfly kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair Walk beside the Pony daddy it's my first ride I know the cake looks funny daddy but I must try Oh with all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
Sweet sixteen today She's looking her mother a little more evryday One part woman the otehr part girl Perfume & Make-up, ribbons & curls Trying her wings out in a great big world
Butterfly Kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
You know who much I love you daddy If you don't mind Im only gonna kiss on the cheek this time Oh in all the I've done wrong I must've done somthign right To deserce a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
She'll change her name today She'll make a promise and I'll give her away Standing in her bedroom She asks me what Im thinking and I said Im not sure Just feel like I'm loosing my baby girl the she leaned over and gave me
Butterfly Kisses with her mother there Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk me down the aisle daddy it's just about time Does my wedding dress look pretty daddy? Daddy don't cry Oh in all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night...
"You asleep?" Mark asked Lucy when he had finished singing
When he didn't get a reply he looked down at her and saw her sleeping peacefully while holding on to his t-shirt tightly.
"Don't worry precious. I'll try and never elt anything bad ahppen to you ever again. I love you so much" Mark said and kissed Lucy's head while tears started to fall down his face
CHAPTER 3
"Morning" Lucy said to Nicky when she walked into the kitchen with Mark the next morning
"NICKY..." Kian shouted making Lucy jump with fear
"Come here angel" Mark said picking Lucy up who was sobbing loudly
"You and your big feckin mouth Egan" Nicky said to Kian
"What?" Kian asked
"Ya scared her" Mark said to Kian
"Who is he?!" Lucy demanded
"Kian" Kian replied
"Don't shout it scares me" Lucy said angrily
"Im sorry Lucy I didn't know" Kian apologised
"Good" Lucy replied making Nicky laugh
"You want some breakfast Lucy?" Mark asked
"No thank you" Lucy replied
"Somthing to drink?" Nicky asked
"Hot Chocolate please" Lucy replied
"Hot what?" Nicky asked
"Hot Chocolate" Lucy said again
"How do I make that? What ingredients do I need?" Nicky asked making Mark laugh
"What?" Nicky asked Mark
"Hot Chocolate is a drink" Mark said
"Do I have any ehre?" nicky asked Mark
"How would I know? I don't live here" Mark laughed
"Gobsh!te" Nicky mumbled to himself
"I don't have Hot Chocolate Lucy would Tea or somthing be ok?" Nicky asked Lucy feeling guilty
"Yes. Tea please" Lucy replied
"Sugar?" Nicky asked
"Yes 12 please" Lucy giggled
"What? how many?" Mark asked in shock
"Just kidding. 1 please" Lucy laughed
"OK" Nicky replied
"What time am I going home at?" Lucy asked
"Your not going home angel." Mark replied
"Then where am I going?" Lucy asked
"Your going to live with me & Kevin" Mark replied smiling
"Why?" Lucy asked
"Cos your old family were hurting you and I won't allow that to happen anymore so so your going to live with me & Kevin princess" Mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek
"Why do you want me?" Lucy asked
"Cos your an absolute angel" Mark smiled
"No Im not" Lucy replied
"Yes your are darlin. And later on we're going into town and we're getting you some new things. And you'll need to choose the colour paint you want for your bedroom" Mark said proudly
"My what?" Lucy asked
"Bedroom" Mark replied
"Whats that?" Lucy asked
"What do you mean?" Kian asked
"I've never had a bedroom I don't know what it is" Lucy replied while tears filled her eyes
"Where did you sleep when you lived with your old family?" Mark asked
"Backyard" Lucy replied simply
"Jesus" Kian said in shock
"What?" Nicky asked when he walked into the living room with tea for everyone
"When I lived with my old family I always slept in the backyard. And when Mark asked me to pick a colour paint for my bedroom I didn't know what a bedroom was and I still don't" Lucy replied
"Good lord" Nicky said
"And showers. Where did you have them?" Mark asked
"My brother made me wash myself in lakes & rivers" Lucy replied
"I'll be back in a minute" Mark said and walked into the kitchen while tears fell down his face with Nicky walking out after him
"You ok?" Nicky asked
"How can anyone treat her or any child like that?" Mark sobbed
"I know but she's with us now she'll be ok" Nicky said
"What about when someone decides to foster her? What then? How will they treat her?" Mark said through his tears
"Im adopting her. I can't bear to watch her suffer any longer. Me & Kevin want a child we'll adopt Lucy. End of." Mark said while wiping his eyes
"Mark?" Nicky said
"Yeah?" Mark replied
"You HAVE to think about this. You can't just decide to adopt Lucy. You have to think about her. What about when we're on a Promotional Tour, World Tour, Recording an Album or Single, making a new Video etc. Who will mind her? What about when it's time for her to start school? Who will mind her when she starts school and we're on tour? Whether it's a World Tour or a promotional Tour. What then?" Nicky asked
"I'll get a private teacher who will travel with us and I'll hire a nanny who will travel with us. I mean it Nicky I AM adopting Lucy." Mark said and walked back into the living room leaving a stunned Nicky in the kitchen
CHAPTER 4
"You ready to go into town now darlin?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yes" Lucy replied
"You still tired?" Nicky asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy whispered
"Come in angel. We won't be long" Mark smiled and picked Lucy up in his arms
"We'll be back later" Mark said to Nicky and walked out to his car with Lucy
"You ok princess?" Mark asked Lucy when she started moaning in the back of the car
"I feel sick..." Lucy said and threw up making Mark stop the car on the side of the road
"Come here baby" Mark said and took a sobbing Lucy into his arms whe he opened her door
"Ssshhh it's ok. It's alright angel." Mark said while placing Butterfly Kisses all over Lucy's face to comfort ehr
"Im....sorry" Lucy sobbed louder
"It's ok. Don't apologise baby." Mark said softly
"You want to sleep?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy said through her tears
"Ok baby. You put your head ibn my shoulder and go asleep. And when your asleep I'll clean the car darlin" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said and fell asleep the minute she put her head on Mark's shoulder
*1 HOUR LATER*
"Lucy wake up angel" Mark said
"Lucy" Mark called again
"Yes?" Lucy rpelied in abrely more thana whisper
"Wake up baby we have to go to the Hardware Store now darlin" Mark said
"I don't feel well" Lucy said and threw up again
"Oh baby" Mark said and rubbed Lucy's back while she snuggled against his chest
"Come on baby. We'll go in get the paint and then go go the hspial to get you checked over make sure it's nothing serious that's making you sick angel" Mark said and kissed Lucy's head
"Ok" Lucy whispered
"You want to get down?" Mark asked Lucy when she tried to get down from his arms
"We have to go to the Hardware Store, you said" Lucy said
"Come here. Im carrying you baby. Im not letting you walk when your sick" Mark said
"Ok thanks" Lucy replied while Mark picked her up
"You wanna get some furniture & toys & stuff for your room baby?" Mark said to Lucy
"Ok" Lucy replied and put her head on Mark's shoulder
*90 mimutes later*
"You happy with what you got baby?" Mark asked Lucy when they were wakling to his car after buying everything for Lucy's room
"Yes, very" Lucy replied
"Thanks" Lucy said
"Anytime baby. Whats your favourite thing you go today?" Mark asked
"My bed. Because it's like a princess bed. And cos it's pink with diamonds & glitters on it" Lucy smield
"Yeah. It's a Princess bed for my Special Princess" Mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek
"Whos your special princess?" Lucy asked
"You baby. Yoyur mine & Kevin's princess" Mark smiled proudly
"Ok" Lucy replied
"MARK" Some girls shouted making Lucy jymp with fear
"It's ok Lucy angel, just keep your face hidden ok baby" Mark said and covered Lucy's face with his hat
"Yes girls?" Mark said to the fans
"Can we have some pictures & Autographs please?" One of the girls aksed
"Sorry not today girls I have my daughter with me" Mark smiled proudly
"You have a daughter?" The same fan asked
"Yes. Myself & Kevin are adopting her and we don't want her in the public eyes of the fans or/and media" Mark said
"Can we have some autographs then please?" Anoother girl asked
"Of course. What would you like me to sign?" Mark replied
"This pictures, t-shirt & book please" The girls said at once
"Ok. book first, picture second & t-shirt last" Mark smiled and signed everything
"When are you announcing that you have a daughter?" One of the girls asked making Mark feel uncomfortable by the way she looked towards Lucy
"Soon. Myself & Kevin have to talk about a few thigns first ebfore we go announcing anything." Mark said
"And when will it be legally yours?" the same fan asked
"Her name is Lucy & she's not a "it". In a few weeks Lucy will legally be mine & Kevin's daughter." Mark replied
"When will you be releasing pictures of her to the world?" The same fan asked
"Myself & Kevin won't be releasing and photos of Lucy at all. Lucy's not old enough to say or decide that she doesn't want to be in the public eye either of the fans or/and media so myself & Kevin are saying it for her. And when Lucy is old enough IF she want's pictures of herself everywhere then fine but until Lucy is old enough to make that decision for herself then there won't be any pictures of her in the public eyes of the fans or/and media. The only photos of Lucy are the ones that are to put it in a short way that one that are in the 'Westlife Family' and thats it. No fans will be allowed to take or make pictures of her either." Mark said
"Her name. What's her surname. Feehily or McDaid?" Another fan asked
"Lucy Feehily-Mcdaid" Mark smiled proudly
"Girls I really have to go now. We have to get ready for the Promotoinal Tour which starts in Manchester in two days." Mark siad
"Is Lucy coming to Manchester with you?" the same fan that made Mark uncomfortable asked
"Yes. Lucy will be travelling everywhere with me from now on. Everywhere I am Lucy will be as well. Now I have to go." Mark said and walked away
"Hey whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when he heard her crying softly
"She hurt me" Lucy sobbed
"Who baby?" Mark asked
"That girl that kept asking about me. She hurt me leg & arm" Lucy sobbed louder
"Ssshhh it's ok. Show me what she did baby?" Mark said
"Theres some Barbie Cream in the chemist that might help make your leg & arm better. Want to go and get it?" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said while wiping her eyes
"After that we'll go to the hospital for your check-up and after that we'll go shopping and get all your favourite foods angel" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said and put her head abck on Mark's shoulder
"Your tired aren't you?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Ok baby. We won't be long more" Mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:40:45 GMT
CHAPTER 5
"What buns, cakes and other foods do you like?" Mark asked Lucy when they were at the Supermarket
"Whats buns & cakes?" Lucy asked
"What do you mean what are they?" Mark asked
"I've never had cakes or buns. I've only ever had Ice Cream" Lucy said while tears filled her eyes which Mark noticed
"What about on your birithday, didn't you have cakes then?" Mark asked
"Whats my birthday?" Lucy asked
"What do you mean?" Mark asked Lucy
"I don't know what a birthday is." Lucy said
"Didn't your parents ever have a party or anything for you?" Mark asked in shock not sure if he had heard Lucy right
"Not for me. They only ever had anything like that for themselves but not for me because Im not important, special or good enough" Lucy said while tears fell down her face
"Who said that?" Mark asked but already knowing the answer
"My old family" Lucy said
"Come here baby" Mark said and picked Lucy up in his arms
"That's not true. Your very,very special and important and your more than good enough baby. No matter what anyone says you'll always be extremly special and important and good enough" Mark said to Lucy and kissed her cheek to comfort her
"Really?" Lucy said through her tears
"I promise baby. I love you" Mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek
"You too" Lucy said and wiped her eys
"Can I call you daddy?" Lucy asked shyly
"Yeah baby. I'll daddy and Kevin can be dad. Hows that?" Mark replied
"Thanks daddy" Lucy smiled
"How about we go get all your favourite foods now baby?" Mark said
"Yes." Lucy replied
*2 hours later*
"You ok?" Mark asked Lucy when she started moaning
"I don't..." Was all Lucy said before throwing up
"Come here angel" Mark said and picked a sobbing Lucy up in his arms
"It's ok darlin. It's alright. Daddy's here its ok baby" Mark said to Lucy while stroking her face
"Im sorry..." Lucy sobbed
"It's ok baby. Don't worry." Mark said
"Lets go to the hospital and get you checked up baby make sure it's nothing serious" Mark said
"No. I want to go home" Lucy sobbed harder & louder
"Ok we'll go home baby. But we are going to the hospital tomorrow" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said through her tears
*30 mintues later*
"Mark, ya back already" Nicky said
"Call ya doctor Nick" Mark said and and rushed past Nicky into the kitchen
"Why? Whats wrong?" Nicky asked while taking his phone from his pocket
"Lucy's really sick. She's been throwing up for almost an hour" Mark said worriedly
"She's not even talking just mumbling, She's really hot.And she's sweating like I Don't know what. I've never seen anyone sweat as much in my entire life. Im really worried somthing serious is wrong" Mark said while stroking Lucy's face
"He's coming over" Nicky to Mark
"MAAAAAAAAAAAAARK" Lucy screamed and threw up again
"Im here it's ok.Im here darlin. Sssshhh. I love you. It's ok baby I promise." Mark said to Lucy in a soothing voice
"20 minutes later*
"Lucy just drank some dirty water that wasn't filtered and that's why she is sick. Can I ask where she may have drank the water from?" The doctor asked
"Im not Lucy's bioligical family Im just adoopting her but she said that when she lived with her biologicial family her brother made her wash herself in lakes & rivers. So she could have drank the water from there" Mark said
"Well that would explain it. The water in the lakes & rivers around Dublin and other Caostal area in Ireland is contaminated because there has been more tham 500 dead animals found in the water." The doctor replied
"But she will be ok?" Mark asked
"She'll be fine. Just give her that medicine and the dosage I told you and she should be fine in about two days." The doctor smiled
"Thank you so much." Mark said
"How much do I owe you?" Mark asked the doctor
"Im not sure at the minute. I will send you the bill in about 2 months. I have to go through the HSE first because it's after 5.30pm" The doctor smiled
"Great thanks" Mark said and went into Lucy
CHAPTER 6
*2 DAYS LATER*
"What do you want to bring in your backpack on the plane baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"I don't mind" Lucy said with a shakey voice
"Come here. Whats wrong baby?" Mark asked while picking Lucy up in his arms & cuddling her to comfort her
"I've never been in an plane before. What if it falls out of the sky?" Lucy sobbed against Mark's shoulder
"That won't happen darlin. It's very safe angel. I promise." Mark said softly
"But I don't like heights" Lucy said through her tears
"I know baby. But it will be fine I promise." Mark said while wiping Lucy's eyes with his thumb
"You can sit on my knee if you want?" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy whispered
"Your tired aren't you darlin?" Mark said to Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Why don't we get a nightlight in the room in the hotel in Manchester baby? I know your scared of the dark because of what your old family did to you and maybe a night light will make you less scared?" Mark suggested while putting some hair behind Lucy's ear
"Ok" Lucy replied
"You want your Barbie teddy? Some colors & a copy & your Barbie story book?" Mark asked
"Yes please" Lucy replied
*1 hour later At Dublin Airport*
"Hey Markie" Shane said walking over to Mark
"Hi Shane." Mark replied
"Whos this gorgeous girl?" Shane asked smiling at Lucy who frowned at him
"This is Lucy. Lucy say hi." Mark smiled softly
"Hi" Lucy mumbled
"It's ok baby. He's nice he won't hrut you" Mark said to Lucy who was now crying cos Shane was staring at her
"Ok" Lucy said and wiped her eyes
"You gonna give Shane a hug Lucy?" Mark said smiling
"Do I have to?" Lucy said making Mark sblack person and Shane frown
"No baby but be nice to him" Mark laughed
"Oh well only if he is nice to me" Lucy said making Mark laugh more
"Im always nice" Shane said
"Hiya" Kian & Nicky said while walking up behind Mark, Lucy & Shane making Lucy jump
"Don't do that, you scared me!" Lucy said to Nicky angrily
"Im sorry Lucy" Nicky apologised
"Good boy" Lucy said and patted Nicky on his head flattening his hair making Shane, Kian & Mark sblack person
"Good girl Lucy" Mark laughed
"You should do that more often" Shane said
"Ok Shane" Lucy said
"Hi Kian" Lucy smiled
"Hi Lucy" Kian said
"Lets go check in" Mark said and walked over to the check-in desk
"Mr Feehily?" The woman smiled
"Yes?" Mark replied
"Your very cute and d**n sexy" She smiled again making Mark feel uncomfortable
"Thanks." Mark replied
"Who are you?" She asked Lucy making Lucy cry
"Lucy is my daughter." Mark smiled proudly
"Oh I see" The woman said throwing Lucy and evil look
"Am I checked in?" Mark asked
"Yes" The woman replied
"Heres your passes for the plane" the woman said and roughly handed Mark the passes
"Thanks" Mark said shortly and walked over to the group
"You ready to go through to the Boarding Gate now lads?" Dave asked
"Yeah" Mark replied
"We have to go to the shop. I need sweets for tkae-off and landing." Kian said
"Lucy might need some sweets inc ase her ears effect ehr" Nicky said
"True. You wanna come with us and get some sweets?" Nicky asked Lucy
"Ok" Lucy replied
"Is daddy coming?" Lucy asked Kian
"Who?" Nicky replied
"Daddy" Lucy siad
"Lucy means me. She calls me daddy and Kevin dad" Mark smiled proudly
"Of course he is" Kian siad
"Lets go" Mark said
*In The Shop*
"What sweets do you want baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"I don't mind. I've never had any of these before I 've only ever had Ice Cream" Lucy said while tears filled her eyes
"Ok. I love you so much baby" Mark said to Lucy and kissed her cheek
"You want some jellies and chewy sweets? Bars? Crisps?" Mark smiled
"Whatever you think I'll like" Lucy said and put her head on Mark's shoulder
"Ok baby. We'll get you some of everything" Mark said and picked up a a basket and put everything he found into it
"Are ya having a party or somthing?" Nicky asked when he saw Mark's basket almost full with all kinds of sweets
"Lucy's never had any type of sweets before only Ice Cream and since it's October I don't want her eating Ice Cream cos it's too cold for her so Im getting all these sweets and she can eat whatever she likes" Mark said
"Will ya be my daddy too?" Kian joked
"NO!" Lucy said perking up
"Ok Im sorry Lucy" Kian apologised
"Want some magazines baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"Whatever you think" Lucy said and put her head back on Mark's shoulder
"Thats 124Euro please" The Chekout Operator said to Mark
"Here you go" Mark smiled and handed the woman the money and walked out of the shop
"Feckin hell Mark! Why all the sweets?" Shane asked
"Lucy's never had any of thes sweets she's only ever had Ice Cream and because it's October I don't want her eating Ice Cream because it's too cold. So I got all these sweets and she can have whatever she likes" Mark said
"Ok" Kian relpied
"Time to go lads. We have to get on the plane now" Dave said
"MARK" Lucy said and started crying
"It's ok baby. Im here. It's alright angel.I promise. I love you" Mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek to comfort her
CHAPTER 7
"Baby whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when she started to cry when the plane took off
"Im scared..." Lucy said with a shocking voice
"Come here baby" Mark said to Lucy and took her on his knee
"It's ok. Nothing will happen I promise.
"Ok" Lucy said and snuggled closer to Mark
"You want to sleep for a while princess?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy whispered
"I don't feel well" Lucy said
"Ok baby. Try and sleep angel" Mark said softly while stroking Lucy's face with his thumb
5 minutes later she was fast asleep.
"Is she ok Mark?" Kian asked Mark
"Yeah. She's just scared of flying and we're having to get a nightlight in the hotel room to leave on at night because she is scared. Her dad used to mak strange noises and scare her at night and cos of that she is scared of the dark." Mark said
"I just want to make her feel safe again. Make all her pain go away. I love her so much" Mark said lovingly while looking at Lucy
"She loves you too" Kian said
Mark just smiled
"What do you think my mum will say when I tell her in Manchester?" Mark asked Kian worriedly
"Im sure she'll be ok. Just shocked. But explain it to her as best you can and Im sure she'll be happy" Kian said
CHAPTER 8
"Mark" Lucy said
"MARK" Lucy shouted 5 minutes later when he didn't reply the first time
"Whats wrong baby?" Mark asked worriedly
"The door." Lucy said
"Ok baby. I'll go. You stay here precious" Mark said and went to the door
"MUM" Mark said in shock when he answered the door
"Hiya son" Marie smiled and walked past Mark into the room
"Whos this?" Marie asked Mark while looking at Lucy who started to cry
"I'll explain in a minute" Mark said and got back into the bed beside Lucy
"It's ok baby. I promise" Mark said to Lucy
"Well?" Marie demanded in a strict tone
"Sit down mam" Mark said to Marie while patting the side of the bed
"Myself & Kevin are adopting Lucy" Mark blurted out
"WHAT?" Marie said with a raised voice making Lucy cry more
"Mam please lower your voice your scaring Lucy" Mark said while cuddling Lucy who was sobbing loudly
"YOU CAN'T ADOPT HER MARK" Mark siad firmly
"It's ok. Im not good, special or important enough" Lucy said and jumped off the bed and ran out of the hotel room with Mark following her
"Mark whats going?" Kian asked when he saw Mark running after Lucy
"I'll explain later" Mark replied while trying to catch up with Lucy
"Lucy come back here" Mark said firmly
"No" Lucy said and tripped down the last few steps of the stairs
"Come here" Mark said to Lucy while picking her up in his arms
"She hates me everyone does" Lucy sobbed
"That's not true baby. She's just shocked." Mark said while walking back up the stairs
*Back In Mark's Room*
"Don't say a word" Mark said coldly to Marie
"Go to reception and check in. I'll ring you in a while" Mark said firmly to Marie
"Fine" Marie said and walked out of the room
"Lets go back to sleep baby" Mark said to Lucy and kay beside her on the bed
"Im hot" Lucy said softly
"Ok. Put your strappy nightdress on baby" Mark said to Lucy and handed her her nightdress
"Ok thanks" Lucy said and went into the bathroom
"Im ready" Lucy said while walking out of the bathroom
"Good girl" Mark said and lifted Lucy onto the bed
"I don't feel well" Lucy said before leaning over the side of the bed and throwing up
"It's ok. It's alright Im here baby." Mark said to Lucy while sitting up
"Come here" Mark said to Lucy and took her on his knee
"It's ok. Just relax darlin" mark said to Lucy who was lying against his chest sobbing
"Im sorry" Lucy sobbed
"It's alright darlin. Don't be sorry" Mark said and kissed Lucy's head
"Lets go to sleep baby. Your still very, very tired" Mark said to Lucy
"Ok" Lucy said and lay down under the covers
"Lie beside me" Lucy said to Mark with pleading eyes
"Come here precious" Mark said to Lucy when he was under the covers
"I love you so much" Mark said to Lucy while taking her into his arms before kissing her head
"I love you too daddy" Lucy said and snuggled closer to Mark
5 minutes later they were both asleep
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:41:05 GMT
CHAPTER 9
"Lucy are you ready babe?" Mark asked Lucy for the fifth time
"Not yet" Lucy replied abck
"Baby we have to be downstairs for dinner in 5 minutes" Mark sighed
"My hair doesn't look right" Lucy said sadly while tears filled her eyes
"Want daddy to fix it for you?" Mark said softly
"Yeah" Lucy yawned
"Your still tired?" Mark asked suprised
"Very" Lucy said and yawned again
"We won't be long baby" Mark said softly
"Ok" Lucy replied
"Want daddy to carry you?" Mark asked when he saw Lucy walking slowly to the door cos she was tired
"Ok" Lucy whispered and fell asleep as soon as her head hit Mark's shoulder
"Lucy wake up baby" Mark said in the lift
"Lucy" Mark said with a raised voice
'MARK" Lucy said when she woke up
"Im here baby. Im holding you angel" Mark said
"Im tired" Lucy said while tears started to fall down her face
"Whats wrong baby? Why are you crying?" Mark asked while stepping out from the lift and walking over to the bar to Shane, Kian & nicky
"Im tired" Lucy sobbed
"Alright angel. We won't be long I promise" Mark said and kissed Lucy's head
"Evening" Mark smiled when he reached Kian, Nicky & Shane at the bar
"Evening Markie" The chorused together
"Whats wrong with Lucy? Why is she crying?" Kian asked concerningly
"She's tired" Mark said
"Hi Lucy" Kian said softly to Lucy
"Hi" Lucy muttered
"Want a drink baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"No" Lucy said angrily making everyone laugh
"Im not staying for long. Lucy's tired adn needs a good long nights sleep" Mark said
"We're not having anything to eat in the restaurant cos theres nothing there we like. We was thinking of getting a take-away and eating in one of our rooms. We could eat in yours if Lucy's tired and while we're eating she could sleep?" Shane suggested
"Great. Lets go" Mark said
"LADS" Louis shouted while walking across the hotel lobby to them
"Evening Louis" Mark smiled
"Lets go" Louis said
"Go where?" Mark asked
"Into town. Theres a party and it's a great way to make more money" Louis smiled and waked towards the exit of the hotel
"Im not coming" Mark said
"Why?" Louis asked
"Cos Lucy is tired and needs to sleep." Mark said
"Can't someone mind her?" Lousi sighed
"No." Mark said firmly
"Anyway IM very tired too and Im heading to bed. I coul do with extra sleep. See you all tomorrow. Goodnight" Mark said and walked over to the lift
CHAPTER 10
"What the hell is he playing at?" Louis said angrily when Mark got into the lift
"Lucy is tired and needs sleep." Kian said
"He is coming to that party" Louis said and walked over to the lift
"Ring Mark and tell him Louis is on his way. I'll go after Louis" Nicky said to Shane before running to lift
*In Mark's Room*
"Im not coming Louis. Theres no one to mind Lucy and Im tired and could do with as much sleep as I can get and I won't get sleep at parties" Mark said
"Get yourself ready and I'll wait for 10 minutes in the lobby if your not down by then I will be back up and I'll keep at you until you come" Louis said and walked out of Mark's room
"Stay in my room tonight Mark and when I get back from the party I'll sleep in your room"" Nicky said and handed Mark the key to his room
"Thanks mate" Mark said to Nicky
"No probs mate." Nicky said and went out of the room
"Lets get some stuff and we'll go sleep in uncle Nicky's room baby" Mark said to Lucy
"What do you want to bring with you princess?" Mark asked Lucy
"I don't mind" Lucy replied before yawning
"You go and get whatever yoys you want and I'll get our clothes baby" Mark said to Lucy
"Ok" Lucy whispered and went to get some toys
"MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARK" Lucy screamed in panic before she threw up
"Whats wrong?" Mark asked frantically while running into Lucy who was now sobbing loudly
"I...got...sick" Lucy sobbed harder & louder
"Come here baby" Mark said and picked Lucy up in his arms before cuddling her
"Sssh it's ok darlin. Im here now. I got you angel" Mark said while placing Butterfly Kisses all around Lucy's face to comfort her
"Lets get a cold wet face cloth and put it on your face to cool you down sweetheart" Mark said while walking into the bathroom with Lucy
"Im sorry" Lucy said while looking to the ground
"What are you sorry for baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"Annoying everyone" Lucy said before starting to cry again
"You don't annoy anyone." Mark said softly
"Then why did my old family hate & hurt me?" Lucy asked with a shocking voice
"They're just horrible, nasty mean people. They only care about themselves and don't care who they hurt baby." Mark said while rubbing Lucy's face with the face cloth
"Really?" Lucy asked softly
"I promise baby" Mark smiled
"I love you" Mark siad and kissed Lucy's cheek
"I love you too daddy" Lucy said
"Does daddy get a kiss?" Mark asked smiling
"OK" Lucy said went to kiss Mark's cheek
"On my lips please" Mark laughed
"Ok" Lucy said and gave Mark a quick kiss on his lips while covering his in slobber
"I said a kiss not slobber" Mark laughed
"Ok then" Lucy said and gave Mark another kiss
"Good girl"
"Lets go to Nicky's room" Mark said and walked out of his room over to Nicky's room
"You hungry?" Mark asked Lucy
"Not really" Lucy replied
"You want to get some roomservice? You haven't eaten anything since this morning and you have to eat baby" Mark said firmly
"Ok then" Lucy relpied
*In Nicky's Room*
"What do you want from roomservice baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"I don't mind" Lucy replied
"Come here" Mark said and took Lucy onto his knee
"Lets look at the menu together gorgeous" Mark said to Lucy while she relaxed while leaning back against his chest
"Chips?" Mark said
"I've never had them" Lucy said
"No? Ok we'll get some chips and you can try them" Mark said
"What other food do you like?" Mark asked Lucy
"Whiskers" Lucy said
"What?" Mark asked confusingly
"Whiskers" Lucy said
"The Catfood?" Mark asked while tears filled his eyes
"Show me that magazine and I'll show you the food Im talking about" Lucy said
"That's the food you're talking about?" Mark asked shocked
"Yes. Why?" Lucy asked
"Your sure Lucy?" Mark asked again
"Yes. Why?" Lucy asked
"That's Catfood. That's what my brother feeds his pet Cat" Mark said while tears almost escaped his eyes
"You won't ever be eating that again" Mark said firmly to Lucy
"We'll get everything on the menu and whatever we don't eat Shane, Kian & Nicky will eat when they get back" Mark said and picked up the phone to order roomservice
"Ok baby food will be her ein 30 minutes" Mark smiled
"Ok" Lucy said and sighed
"You ok? Why the sigh?" Mark asked Lucy
"My head hurts" Lucy said
"Yeah? Come here. Show daddy where your head hurts precious" Mark said while Lucy showed him where her head was hurting
"Baby you've got a bump" Mark said and kissed the bump on Lucy's head
"Have you got a headache?" Mark asked
"Yeah. Kind of" Lucy replied
"Want some medicine to make it better?" Mark asked Lucy
"Ok" Lucy said
"Orange flavoured Calpol" Mark said
"Yeah" Lucy said back
*30 Minutes later*
"Food is here baby" Mark said to Lucy before lifting her off his knee so he could answer the door
"Ok" Lucy said
CHAPTER 11
"Feehily open up" Nicky said grumpily the morning after the party
"MORNING NICKY" Mark said loudly to annoy Nicky
"Keep it down Feehily. Im not well. Im dying here" Nicky said
"Have ya got coffee?" Nicky asked
"No" Mark said
"Mark open this door" Shane demanded
"MORNING LADS" Mark said loudly while stepping aside to let Shane & Kian in
"Owww my head" Kian said
"HIYA" Lucy said excitedly & loudly while running into the kitchen
"Morning Lucy" Kian mumbled making Lucy frown Why are you so angry?" Lucy asked Kian
"He has a hangover" Mark laughed
"Whats that?" Lucy asked
"The lads went to a party last night and drank to much dirty alcohol and their heads are sore because of it" Mark sblack personed
"Whats alcohol? Can I have some?" Lucy asked
"It's drinks baby. And no you can't have any alcohol until your 18" Mark said trying to be strict making Lucy laugh
"What are you laghing at?" Mark asked Lucy
"You trying to be strict. It's really funny daddy" Lucy laughed
"Lets go for that radio interview now" Mark said and picked Lucy up in his arms
"My teddy" Lucy said with a rasied voice
"Sorry baby I thought you had it" Mark apologised while picking Lucy's teddy up and giving it to her
*40 minutes later after the interview*
"Im tired" Lucy yawned
"Yeah baby? Wanna go shopping?" Mark asked Lucy
"Whats that?" Lucy asked
"Shopping?" Mark said
"I've never been shopping" Lucy replied
"I'll take you shopping angel." Mark said to Lucy before kissing her head
"Ok" Lucy replied
CHAPTER 12
"Whats wrong baby?" Mark asked Lucy when she started moaning
"Head... dizzy... sore...room...spinning...blurry" Lucy said
"Your dizzy?" Mark asked worriedly
"Im bringing you to hospital baby. Make sure it's nothing serious precious" Mark said
"DAVE" Mark yelled
"Yes Mark?" Dave replied
"Take me and Lucy to the children's hospital in the center of Manchester now qickly" Mark said frantically
"Why?" Kian asked
"Lucy's dizzy, her head is spinning and everything is blurry and I want to have her checked-up to make sure it's nothing serious" Mark said while tears escaped his eyes
"Lets go" Dave said
"MARK! MARK! MARK!" Some fans hsouted when he walked outside the hotel
Sorry girls not now. My daughter isn't well and I have to bring her to the hospital" Mark said and got into the car
"Bleedin fans blocking the road!" Dave said angrily
"What?" Mark asked
"But I have to get Lucy to the hosital" Mark said through his tears
"I'll call the police" Dave said and called the police
"The police are on their way." Dave said to Mark who was still sobbing
"Good" Mark sobbed
"Daddy......" Lucy whispered
"Im here baby. Im holding you." mark said while looking at Lucy
"Wheres the d**n police. Lucy looks like she's about die" Mark sobbed louder
"Their here now" Dave said with a lump in his throat while looking at Mark
"Sir you called the police?" One of the policemen spoke
"Yes" Dave replied
"THERES THAT LITTLE pregnant dog!" One of the fans shouted before openeing the car door and dragging Lucy out of Mark's arms
"GIVE HER BACK" Mark shouted at the fan
"No" The fan replied
"Daddy..." Lucy whispered again
"Come here baby" Mark said and took Lucy nack form the fan
"Lets go now Dave" Mark said after getting back into the caar and locked the car doors while Dave drove to ths hospital
"It's ok baby. I won't let anything happen to you" Mark said to Lucy
"Promise?" Lucy asked
"Yeah baby. I love you so much" mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek
"I love you too daddy" Lucy said before closing her eyes
*10 minutes later in the hospital*
"HELP! HELP! HELP!" Mark shouted when he walked into the hospital
"My daughter passed out on the wya here. Please make her better" Mark begged the nurses
"Take a seat and we''ll look atyour daughter" One of the nurses said and showed Mark into a waiting room
*40 minutes later*
"Mr Feehily?" A doctor called wile walking into the waiting room Mark was in
"Yes. tahats me" Mark said
"Hows Lucy? Whats wrong with her?" Mark asked worriedly
"Nothing extreme. Lucy just had some light concussion from a blow to her head. Somthing or someone hit her with somthing hard and that's what made her the way she was. She can go home if she wants but you will need a doctor to travel with you just to be on the safe side." The doctor said and walked out of the room again
"Can I see her?" mark shouted after the doctor
"Of course. That room jsut threre" The doctor dmiled and pointed to Lucy's room
"Hey angel" Mark smiled when he walked into Lucy's room
"Whats wrong darlin?" Mark asked Lucy when he saw her crying softly
"Needles" Lucy said with a shocking voice
"Come ehre gorgeous" Mark said and took Lucy into his arms
"Did they give you a needle?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy replied through her tears
"OK baby. Want to go home?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy replied
"Lets go princess" Mark said softly while walking out of the hospital with Lucy
"You know daddy loves you don't you precious" Mark said softly before kissing Lucy's cheek
"I love you too daddy" Lucy said and put her head on Mark's shoulder
"I love you so much angel" Mark said again
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:41:32 GMT
CHAPTER 13
"What was wrong with Lucy?" Kian asked Mark when he walked back into the hotel lobby
"Light concussion from a blow to her head" Mark said
"But the thing is though. Lucy's been with me or us most of the time and none of us has ever hit her on her head we wouldn't we just couldn't hurt her in any way so how could she have a light concussion from a blow to her head? I mean, who hit her hard enough?" Mark said
"Remember at the Airport when you were walking through the Arrivals area and those fans snatched Lucy from you. Maybe one of them could have hit her?" Shane said
"I'll ask her. Maybe she knows but just didn't say anything" Mark said while looking at Lucy who was asleep on his shoulder
"Im bringing her upstairs now. She needs somthing to eat and she'll probably be in a bad mood & cranky when I wake her so Im just gonna get her somthing from roomservice" Mark said
"We're just going for our lunch now. Why don't you come with us? and maybe she'll be in a good mood" Nicky asked Mark
"Yeah ok then thanks. I'll need to wake Lucy up first" Mark said
"Lucy wake up angel" Mark said to Lucy hoping she'd wake up
"Lucy wake up baby" Mark said again ths time slightly shaking Lucy
"What?" Lucy said angrily while sitting up making Kian, Nicky & Shane sblack person
"You have to stay awake for a while cos we're going for lunch now baby" Mark said softly
"Im tired" Lucy said
"I know baby. But after you have somthing to eat you can go back to sleep" Mark said
"Im tired and I want to sleep. Im going to sleep" Lucy said and put her head back on Mark's shoulder
"Lucy" Mark said
"Lucy" Mark said more firmly
"I want to sleep" Lucy said while tears began to fall down her face making Mark feel guilty
"OK baby. You can sleep then" Mark said
"Whats wrong darlin?" Maek asked Lucy when she suddenly started crying in the restaurant
"My head hurts" Lucy said
"Come here baby" Mark said and sat Lucy up straight
"You want a drink and somthing to eat now baby?" Mark asked Lucy who was cuddled up against his chest
"No thanks" Lucy whispered
"You want to go swimming later in the hotel pool princess?" Mark asked Lucy
"I've never been swimming before" Lucy said softly
"That's ok. I'll be there baby" Mark re-assured Lucy
"Ok then" Lucy said
"Why don't you get somthing small to eat if your not very hungry baby?" Mark asked Lucy again
"No thanks" Lucy said
"Why?" Kian asked
"Cos Im chubby" Lucy said before looking to the ground
"That's not true! Who said that?" Mark said firmly
"Girl from the Airport and she hit me cos Im not good enough" Lucy said with a shakey voice
"Don't mind her baby. Your perfect" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
"Im not" Lucy said
"Yes you are. Where did she hit you baby?" Mark asked
"My head and chest" Lucy said
"Lets go swimming soon" Kian said
"Great idea" Nicky joined in
"Lets go and get ready then" Mark said to everyone and got up
"What swimming costume you want to wear angel?" Mark asked Lucy
"I don't mind" Lucy replied
"Why don't you get ready with Carm?" Nicky said to Lucy
"Suppose" Lucy replied and put her head on Mark's shoulder
"Mark yours & Lucy's swimming things are in my room from when you left them there the other day" Nicky said to Mark
"Great thanks mate" Mark said
"Lets go. Everyone come to my room in 10 minutes and we'll meet there" Nicky said
"See you soon" Kian & Shane said before going into their rooms
"Carm" Nicky called when himself, Lucy & Mark got inside the room
"Yeah?" Carm replied while walking out from the bedroom
"We're going swimmnig for a while why don't you come with us?" Nicky asked
"I'd love to" Carm replied
"You girls go get ready. Mark & me will get ready in his room" Nicky said and walked out of the room with Mark
"MARK" Lucy shouted before Mark closed the door
"Yes darlin?" Mark answered
"Where are you going?" Lucy asked while tears filled her eyes
"To get ready" Mark said and closed the door
"Lets get you ready" Carm saod to Lucy
"No. I want Mark" Lucy said before she started to sob loudly
"He'll be back in a few minutes" Carm said
"I want him now" Lucy sobbed harder & louder
"Lets go ring him then" Carm said and rang Mark
"He's coming back" Carm said just as Nicky & Mark walked in the door
"Hey whats wrong angel?" Mark asked Lucy while picking her up in his arms
"You left me" Lucy said with a shocking voice
"Im sorry baby. Want to go get ready now" Mark asked Lucy
"Only if you stay with me" Lucy said
"I'll always stay with you angel" Mark said to Lucy
"Ok" Lucy said and wiped her eyes
CHAPTER 14
"Hows Lucy?" Kian asked Mark when they were on their way to perform at a charity show
"Sleeping. All cried out." Mark said sadly
"She has to get used to it though Mark. She can't be with you 24 hours a day 7-days-a-week basically 24/7 she ahs to start getting used and trusing other people." Shane said
"I know but I hateit when she cries" Mark said
"I know but like I said she has to get used to it and when she does she'll be fine." Shane said
"Yeah" Mark said half-heartedly
"The fans ar all round at the front and we go in the back. Go quickly lads" Dave said while parking the car outside the back enterance door of the TV Studios
"I'm just going to ring Lucy" Mark said and took out his mobile and rang the babysitters phone so he could talk to Lucy
"Nicky maybe I could go back to the hotel and look after Lucy. Cos Mark is really worried about her" Carm said
"No you'll stay here." Nicky said
"Lucy whats wrong?" Mark asked worriedly when he heard Lucy screaming when she picked uo the phone
"SHE'S HURTING ME" Lucy screamed down the phone
"OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" Lucy screamed in pain
"Stay there. Im coming back" Mark said and hung up
"Im going back to the hotel" Mark said and ran out of the TV Studio with Kian after him
"Why?" Kian asked
"Babysitter is hurting Lucy" Mark said before jumping into the car
"Dave take me back to the hotel now" Mark said frantically
"Ok" Dave said and drove back to the hotel
"In mark's Hotel Room*
*LUCY" Mark yelled when he got into the room
"MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARK" Lucy yelled from the bedroom
"Come here baby" Mark said while rushing into the bedroom and picking Lucy up
"Im so so so sorry baby. Im really sorry darlin" Mark said while tears fell down his face
"Wheres the babysitter?" Mark asked Lucy
"GONE" Lucy sobbed loudly
"Lets go to the lads baby" Mark said and walked back down into the lobby to Dave
"Lets go back to the recording studio" Mark said to Dave
"You should bring her to the hospital later. Just to make sure the babysitter hasn't hurt her to badly" Dave said
"Yeah" Mark said while looking at Lucy who was shaking from fear
"You ok?" Mark asked Lucy
Lucy just nodded before starting to cry again
"Come here baby. I love you so much angel" Mark said to Lucy before kissing her head
"Show daddy where she hurt you angel?" Mark said to Lucy
"My head, arm, tummy, back, legs & neck" Lucy said before starting to sob again
"Sssh it's ok princess. Daddy's here now baby." Mark said to Lucy to calm her down
"We're here" Dave said while pulling up at the back door of the TV Studios for the 2nd time in an hour
"Good greif what happened?" Shane asked in shock when he saw Lucy covered in blood
"Babysitter hurt her" Mark said
"Jesus it's looks bad Mark. She should go to the hospital for a check-up" Nicky said
Carm & Kian just stared at Lucy in shock
"Im not going on the show I'll stay in here with Lucy" Mark said
"Sure. We'll just think of somthing to say" Nicky said
"Kian are you ok?" Shane asked
"Kian just nodded afraid his mouth wouldn't work from shock if he tried to speak
"No" Kian said before breaking down in tears
"Ah here. Im getting another dressing room for Me & Lucy. I can't have her here when he's crying it' ll just scare her more. No offence to anyone intended" Mark said
CHAPTER 15
"How is Lucy now?" Kian asked Mark when they got back to the hotel
"She's ok. Just crying & shaking from fear" Mark said while glancing at Lucy who had her head on his shoulder
"She looks terrifed" Kians aid again
"I hate seeing her like this. It kills me" Mark said while stroking Lucy's face
"What about when you want a shower or bath? Who will mind Lucy?" Nicky asked
"She has to come with me. The doctor at the hospital said she ahs to stay with me 24-hours-a-day 24/7. She has to sleep beside me at night whici is fine. And when I go somewhere she has to come with me. But I can only take showers when she's asleep in bed at night. Unless I have baths and let her get in with me which I don't want. I just wouldn't feel comfortable sitting naked in a bath with Lucy." Mark said
"Yeah I know but you could wear swimming trunks and she could wear her swimming costume?" Kian said
"Yeah true. Or I could just have a shower at night when she's asleep in bed" Mark said
"Yeah" Kian said
"How are you feeling now sweetheart?" Mark asked Lucy
"Sore, scared...." Lucy said before starting to cry again
"Come here. Ssshhh it's ok baby. Daddy's here" Mark said to Lucy while rubbing her back
"You wanna go have a bath baby? Wash your hear with your new Barbie shampoo?" Mark asked Lucy
"Ok" Lucy said
"I can't wash my hair cos it hurts when I move my arms" Lucy said through her tears
"That's ok angel. I'll wash your hear sweetheart" Mark said
"Kian Im just bringing Lucy up she's gonna take a bath and hopfully I can get her to sleep for a while because she is knackered after the last few days. Early monrings & late nights and then this afternoon. I'll ring you in a while and arrange what time we're meeting up for dinner this evening at" Mark said
"Sure. Im going up to my room now as well Im going to grab some sleep" Kian replied
"Shane & Nicky are out wth Carm & Mandi. They're not back until about 9pm tonight" Kian said while walking to the lift with Mark & Lucy
"You ok baby?" Mark asked Lucy in the lift
"Yeah" Lucy whispered
"I love you so much" Mark said to Lucy before kissing her head
"I'll ring ya in about 60 maybe 90 mins" Mark said to Kian while openeing his room door
"Sure mate" Kian smiled and went into his room
*In Mark's Room*
"You wanna drink while I run your bath angel? Mark asked Lucy
"No. I want to stay with you" Lucy said while tears filled her eyes
"OK sweetheart." Mark said and walked into the bathroom with while
"You wanna sit on the couch while your abth fills up darlin?: Mark asked Lucy when he had turned on the taps
"Only if your with me" Lucy said
"Of course beautiful" Mark said to Lucy
"Come here angel. Do you feel hot?" Mark asked Lucy
"A little" Lucy said
"Maybe the water in your bath should just be luke warm" Mark said conceringly
"OK" Lucy said
"Your bath is ready angel" Mark said to Lucy
"Ok" Lucy said while looking to the floor
"Hey whats wrong sweetheart? Mark asked Lucy when she began to cry softly
"Im too scared to go on my own...." Lucy sobbed loudly
"You want daddy to stay get in with you cos your scared angel?" Mark said to Lucy
Lucy just nodded as if yo say yes.
"Come on then gorgeous. Why dont you go into the bedroom and get ready princess. Wrap this towel around you when you have all your clothes off sweetheart. And daddy will get ready in the bathroom" Mark said to Lucy
"Ok" Lucy whispered and went into the bedroom
"Lucy you ready sweetheart?" Mark asked Lucy when she still wasn't out of the bathroom 5 minutes later
"Mark" Lucy said with a shakey voice while walking out from the bathroom
"Hey whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy
"I can't get me top off" Lucy said
"Come here princess. Baed your arms slightly so daddy can get your top of angel" Mark said to Lucy
"OWWW" Lucy said when her arms hurt
"Show daddy where it hurt sweetheart" Mark said
"Awww darlin you've got a small cut" Mark said before kissing Lucy's cut
"Come on angel Lets go have a bath and wash your hair with your new Barbie shampoo" Mark said and walked into the bathroom with Lucy
CHAPTER 16
"You want to sleep for a while before dinner baby?" Mark asked Lucy while lifting her out from the bath
"I don't mind" Lucy replied
"Ok. Daddy's tired and wants to sleep for a while so you have to sleep beside me" Mark said softly to Lucy
"You go get dressed in the bedroom and call daddy when your ready so I can dry your hair princess" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said and walked into the bedroom
"Whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when he heard her scream
"My arm hurt when I lifted it up to put on my top" Lucy said through her tears
"Hey come here angel" Mark said while picking Lucy up to comfort her
"Ssshh it's ok angel. Come on sweetheart lets lie down and sleep for a while" Mark said walking over to the bed with Lucy
"Show daddy your arm now angel" Mark said to Lucy while lying down
"OK sweetheart. Daddy is bringing you to the hospital alter this evening to have your arm x-rayed, make sure it's not broken or cracked gorgeous" Mark said before kissing Lucy's arm
"Ok" Lucy said softly while closing her eyes and falling asleep on Mark's chest
"Hey Kian mate" Mark said through the phone to Kian
"What time do you wanna meet up for dinner?" Mark asked
"What time suits you?" Kian replied
"Well Lucy is asleep and has been for almost half-an-hour so and it's 4.30pm now, so how about 6pm or 6.30pm?" Mark said back
"6.30pm is perfect. Im wrecked and we're flying to Australia tomorrow for the Autralian leg of the tour and need an early night" Kian said
"True. You come over to my room at about 6.20 and we'll go to the restaurant together mate. See you later. Im going back to bed now for a while" Mark said and hung up
"MARK?" Lucy called jsut as Mark was walking back into the bedroom
"Hey angel. I was just ringng Kian" Mark said while getting back into the bed
"Ok" Lucy said while snuggling up to Mark
"You in any pain baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"No" Lucy whispered
"That's good beautiful" Mark said softly whle kissing Lucy's head
"Yeah" Lucy whispered and fell asleep again
*Almost two hours later*
"Lucy wake up baby" Mark said to Lucy
"Yeah?" Lucy replied
"We have to get up angel. Kian will be here in twenty minutes for dinner" Marks aid while getting out of the bed
"My arm hurt" Lucy said
"Come here gorgeous" Mark said and lifted Lucy up
"After dinner Im taking you straight to the hospital for an x-ray darlin." Marks aid to Lucy
"OK" Lucy said
"You want to wear your new Pink Barbie jeans, t-shirt, hoodie & runners?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy replied
"Tomorrow when we're flying to Australia you have to wear your tracksuit bottoms because there soft. We'll be on the plane for 20 hours and you'll only feel un-comfortable in jeans" Mark said firmly to Lucy
"Ok" Lucy replied
"Mark open up it's me Kian" Kian said while knocking on Mark's door
"Evening Feehily" Kian smiled while walking into Mark's room
"Hi Kian" Lucy said while walking over to Mark
"Hi Lucy" Kian replied
"Youlook lovely all in pink" Kian said to Lucy
"Thanks I know. I always look good" Lucy saod innocently making Mark & Kian laugh
"What?" Lucy asked
"Nothing angel" Mark smiled at Lucy
"Ready to go?" Kian asked
"Yeah lets go" Lucy said while walking to the door
"Aye Feehily, Your 3-year-old-daughter is more grown-up than you are" Kian sblack personed while walking out the door and over to the lift
"Kevin!" Mark said suprised when he saw Kevin in the hotel lobby
"Hello babe. Hiya Lucy" Kevin said cheerfully while picking Lucy up
"Hi Kevin" Lucy said
"So how is my favourite girl?" Kevin asked Lucy
"Ok" Lucy replied
"Ok? Is that all?" Kevin asked Lucy again
"Yeah" Lucy said annoyed
"Mark I want you" Lucy said while Mark took her making Kevin frown
"I'll explain later" Mark said in Kevin's ear
"Ok" Kevin replied
"So where are you going?" Kevin asked Kian
"Restaurant." Kian smiled back
"Ok. Im just popping up to Mark's room for a shower and I'll see you all in a while" Kevin said and stepped into the lift
CHAPTER 17
*The Next Day*
"Whats wrong with Lucy? Why is she crying like that?" Shane asked Mark in the hotel lobby
"Kevin took her pink Babrie teddy cos he thought she was too big to have a teddy and she hasn't stopped crying since. She didn't sleep for a second last night she just cried the whole night long" Mark said sadly while looking at Lucy
"Oh. Did he not think about how Lucy would feel?" Kian said
"Nope. That's Kevin all over. He gets somthing into his head and acts - doesn't think just acts!" Mark said angrily
"Barbie" Lucy said while sitting up on Mark's knee
"What sweetheart?" Mark asked Lucy
"Barbie" Lucy said while pointing to another girl with the same Barbie teddy as Lucy had
"I want my Barbie teddy" Lucy sobbed loudly like never before
"Ssshhh it's ok angel" Mark said to Lucy to calm her down
"BARBIE" Lucy screamed through her tears
"Mark will ye shut brat whingy little brat of yours up!" Mandi said
"She's upset ad no matter what I do she won't stop crying" Mark said coldly to Mandi before walking up the stairs to his room
"Stuck up sh!te" Mark said
"Who is?" Kian asked Mandi
"Mark" Mandi said
"For God's sake Mandi! Lucy's upset and he's trying to sooth & calm her down as best he can but it's not working all she wants is her Babrie teddy" Kian said to Mandi
"I WANT MY BARBIE TEDDY" Lucy screamed when Mark got into the hotel room
"Come here baby" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
"It's ok. Why don't you play with the new teddy Nicky got you" Mark said softly to Lucy
"NO! I WANT MY BARBIE TEDDY" Lucy sobbed louder & harder
"It's ok. Sssshhh. Daddy's here sweetheart" Mark said to Lucy while cuddling her
"Barbie...." Lucy sobbed
"I know baby. I know sweetheart" Mark said while rubbing Lucy's back
"Mark we have to go to the Airport now mate" Nicky said through Mark's door
"Wait" Mark said and opened the door
"Give me your cases and I'll carry them so you can soothe Lucy" Nicky said and took Mark & Lucy's cases
"Theres a butlers trolley over there. I'll stick them on that and bring them down in the lift" Nicky laughed
"Thanks mate" Mark smiled at Nicky
'Barbie" Lucy suddenly said while pointing to another girl with the same babrie teddy as Lucy ahd
"I WANT MY BARBIE TEDDY" Lucy screamed before starting to sob again
"Sssshhh it's ok angel. Daddy's here princess. You know daddy loves you very much don't you precious" Mark said while kissing Lucy's head
"Dave is putting our bags into the car and then we're leaving" Kian said to Mark
"Great thanks" Mark smiled at Kian
"Lucy any better?" Kikki, Kian's wife asked Mark
"She's ok thanks chick. Just crying" Mark said while glancing at Lucy
CHAPTER 18
"Mark will ye shut her up! Jeez!" Mandi said
"Shut Up!" Mark said to Mandi
"Lucy just try playing with you new teddt that Nicky bought you" Shane said while hanind the teddy to Lucy
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Lucy yelled and threw the teddy back at Shane
"I WANT MY BARBIE TEDDY" Lucy screamed again
"I know princess. I know sweetheart" Mark said while tears fell down his face
"Lets go to the Aiport now" Dave said
"Whats wrong with Feehily?" Dave asked Kian
"He's upset with Kevin for making Lucy cry like this. She didn't sleep at all last night just cried the whole night long. She hasn't eat & drank anything today just cried" Kian replied
"MARK! KIAN!" Two girls shouted while running over to Mark & Kian
"Not now girls. Mark isn't feeling well and neither is Lucy" Kian said to the girls before getting into the car behind Mark
"Want me to take her for a while?" Nicky asked Mark
"Ok" Mark said
"NO" Lucy yelled and threw her arms around Mark's neck
"Im here sweetheart" Mark said softly to Lucy
"They might have Lucy's teddy in the Airport" Dave said to Mark
"What?" Mark asked
"In the Airport they have all kinds of toys & teddys. The one Lucy wants might be there" Dave said
"Yeah, thanks mate" Mark said
"No I want you" Lucy said through her tears to MArk
"Ok sweetheart" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
"You ok?" Shane asked Lucy
"No" Lucy said and started crying again
"It's alright sweetheart" mark said to Lucy while cuddling her
"I HATE EKVIN" Lucy screamed
"I know baby" Mark said
CHAPTER 19
*On The Plane*
"Hows Lucy now?" Kian asked
"Still the same" Mark said while looking at Lucy
"I've searched the internet. Checked as many websites as I had time to. I even rang shops in other countries. I'd pay anything just to see her smile again. Since Kevin took her teddy she hasn't smiled. She barely looks at me. She only looks at me when I speak to her. Why did he have to take her teddy? She's not too big for the teddy. She's only 3-years-old. Im 25 and I still have teddy's. Nothing will make her better. I bought her about 50 new teddy's yesterday and she won't even look at one let alone all of them. She only wants her Babrie teddy." Mark said
"What am I gonna do? I love her so much. It's killing me seeing her like this." Mark said sadly while tears filled his eyes
"Ok mate" Kian said with a lump in his throat before going over to Shane
"Kian whats wrong?" Shane asked Kian when he saw him crying
"I can't bear to stand to watch Mark hurting over Lucy like this. Just by looking at him you'd swear he had depression or somthing. He looks so sad & hurt" Kian said while wiping his eyes
"I know" Shane said
"Im cold" Lucy said softly to Mark
"OK precious. Want you fleece?" Mark replied
"Yeah" Lucy said shortly
"Are you hungry or thirsty?" Mark asked Lucy hoping she'd say yes
"Not really" Lucy said back
"So you are a little bit?" Mark asked again
"Suppose" Lucy answered
"Ok. Well I'll order you some food angel" Mark said and called the Air Hostess over
Mark noticed how attractive she was. Her green eyes sparkled like the stars. Her short brown hair made her look even more beautiful with the way it just fell around her shoulders.
"Im Christina. What can I do for you?" She spoke softly
"Actually I wanna order some food for my daughter" Mark smiled back
"Ok. What would you like?" Christina asked
"What do you want angel?" Mark asked Lucy
"Don't mind" Lucy said
"We have ready made meals. I can heat one up for you?" Christina suggested
"Ok" Lucy replied
"What drink do you want princess?" Mark asked Lucy
"Don't mind. Just not water" Lucy said
"Ok. Fanta Orange" Mark smiled at Christina
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:43:05 GMT
CHAPTER 20
*In Australia*
"I do not believe this Feehily" Louis said angrily
"What?" Kian asked wwalking into the office with Shane & Nicky behind him
"Mark isn't Gay. He thought he was but he isn't" Louis said angrily
"Oh ok" Shane said
"So Feehily, any hot chicks you like?" Nicky laughed
"Yep. Anna from the club last night" Mark said dreamily
"HER?"! Kian said with a raised voice
"Yeah. Why?" Mark replied
"No reason" Kian lied
"Shane & Me are going for a game of golf. See you later" Nicky said and walked out with Shane
"Im coming" Kian shouted to Shane & Nicky and followed the
"I don't like that Anna girl theres somthing strange about her and the way she looked and Lucy me me feel extemly un-comfortable" Nicky said when they was in the car
"I agree" Shane said
"Me too" Kian agreed
"If Mark is gonna date her then we'll have to keep an eye on her" Shane said
"Yeah" Kian said
*5 hours later*
"Mark Im not minding Lucy. Im going out" Kian said
"But Shane & Nicky are going out too" Mark said
"Just ask Anna if you can go out tomorrow night I'll mind Lucy then" Kian said
"Fine" Mark huffed and went back to his room
"Find a babysitter?" Anna asked Mark
"No. The lads are all going out." Mark said
"My brother Tommy can mind her" Anna said
"Really?" Mark asked
"Yeah. You go get ready I'll call him" Anna smiled
"Thanks babe" Mark said and went into the bathroom to get ready
"Just going to get Lucy to bed before I get ready" Mark said and went into Lucy's bedroom
"Whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when he found her crying
"I don't want you to go" Lucy sobbed loudly
"It's ok. I'll be home soon angel. Anna's brother Tommy will mind you" Mark said
"No. I want you" Lucy sobbed louder
"Lucy Im going out whether you like it or not" Mark said and walked out of Lucy's room
"She ok?" Anna asked Mark
"Yeah. She just doesn't want me to go out but she has to get used to it. I can't stay with her all the time" Mark said and went into the bathroom not realising what was about to happen to Lucy when he went out.......
"It's Tommy I'll get it" Anna said and went to the door
"Hey Tommy" Anna said letting him in
"You know the plan for tonight Tommy. Do as much damage to Lucy as possible and cover it up so it looks as though someone else did it" Anna whispered evilly
"You ready?" Anna asked Mark when he came out from the bathroom
"Yeah. Lets go. Thanks for this Tommy" Mark said while walking out the door with Anna
"Anytime mate" Tommy smiled
"What are we doing tonight?" Anna asked Mark
"Whatever you want babe" Mark said while taking Anna's hand in his
"Lucy come out come out wherever you are" Tommy laughed evilly
"There you are" Tommy said when he found Lucy in her room
"Now your daddy isn't here so I can play with you" Tommy said before picking Lucy up and throwing her across the room making her bang her head and fall un-concious
"Are you dead you l!tle b!tch? If your not you will be soon" Tommy said before kicking her repeatedly
*With Mark & Anna*
"Wonder how Lucy is?" Mark said
"She'll be fine. Mark now that Im your girlfriend I want be able to spend time with you. Just you and me sometimes. Yes time with Lucy but just us as well sometimes. She has to get used to sharing you" Anna said
"I know. I just worry for no reason" Mark said
"Don't. She'll be fine" Anna said
"Wanna go to a club?" Anna said
"No. Im tired. I want to go back to the hotel" Mark said shortly
"Ok" Anna said
"I'll go back on my own. See you soon" Mark said and got into his car leaving Anna on her own
*With Tommy & Lucy*
"So how do you like it?" Tommy asked Lucy who was shaking with fear
"Lucy Im back angel" Mark called out when he back to the hotel
"Lucy where are you sweetheart?" Mark called out when Lucy wasn't in her bed
"OMG what have you done?" Mark asked Tommy when he saw Lucy on the floor shaking and Tommy on top of her
"Raped her about 6 times threw her around a bit, kicked her, slapped her" Tommy said and walked out of Mark's room
"Lets get you to hospital angel" Mark said and quickly dressed Lucy
"What did he say when I wasn't there princess?" Mark asked Lucy in the car on the way to the hospital
Lucy didn't reply just kept shaking
"Im sorry sweetheart. Next time you don't want me to go out I won't darlin" Mark said to Lucy
CHAPTER 21
"So theres no real damage just some cuts & bruises" Mark said
"No. But you will have to keep a close eye on Lucy. She's been through an awful lot from what you tell me. There will be a Social Worker monitoring Lucy over the next few days to see how she responds eo everyone around her. And if we hink she will need to see a cousellor we will tell you" The nurse said to Mark
"Your Social Worker is called Fiona Murphy and will be meeting you at your hotel tomorrow afternoon just to monitor Lucy and how she responds to people around her." The nurse smiled
"Can she come home?" Mark asked with begging eyes
"Of course she can. But she will have to sleep beside either her mother or father." The nurse smiled
"Lucy doesn't have a mother that lives with her" mark said
"Im sorry. I don't understand." The nurse said
I adopted Lucy. Lucy's bioligical parents were beating ehr up for almsot a year and one day when my best friend was out for a walk he bumped into Lucy on the wya home and brought ehr to the hospital to make sure there was no serious harm to her and then someone asked him if her knew of somewhere Lucy could stay until someone was found to foster her so Nicky said Lucy could stay with him & his wife. And after that I decided to adopt Lucy. Don't get me wrong she's not surrouned by all males. Im in a boyband band and my friends partners are female and come everywhere with us so theres is females around. Lucy sleeps beside me every night on tour anyway. I wouldn't get her a room of her own unless that's what she wanted & Lucy is with me 24 hours every day 24/7. Back home in Sligo IN my house Lucy has her own room and theres an adjoining door that goes form My room to Lucy's room and when we are at home I always stay with her until she is asleep and I get up every hour during the night and check on her to make sure she is ok. I wake up on every hour every night anyway just to check on Lucy even thought she is beside me I always like to check her though. If I think theres somthing strange or somthing I'll wake Lucy up and call a doctor to make sure theres nothing serious wrong." Mark said
"Great. Well thats great thanks Mr.Feehily. Fiona will ring you later on and confirm everything" The nurse smiled and walked off
"Thanks" Mark said and walked into Lucy's room
"You ready princess?" Mark asked Lucy
Lucy just nodded
"You still scared darlin?" Mark asked Lucy while walking out of the hospital
Lucy just nodded as though to say yes
"Don't be sweetheart. Daddy's here now and I won't let anything else bad happen to you princess. I love you so, so much" Mark said before kissing Lucy's head
"Why does everyone hate?" Lucy aksed with a shakey voice
"No one hates you precious. Some people are nasty that's all. I promise I won't let anyone hrut you ever again angel." Mark smiled
"How about we go shopping tomorrow and get you loads of new things princess. Some new clothes, toys, colours, colouring books?" Mark asked
"If you want" Lucy replied
"We'll go in the morning cos it's not as hot then. And in the afternoon we can go swimming" Mark said
*In Mark's Hotel Room*
"Im tired" Lucy mumbled while rubbing her tummy
"Ok angel. lets got to sleep sweetheart. Are you in any pain anywhere?" Mark asked Lucy while lying down on the bed
"My tummy & side hurt" Lucy said
"Yeah? Come here baby" Mark said and took Lucy into his arms
"OWWW" Lucy said in pain
"Show daddy" Mark said
"Aww baby, you've got a bruise sweetheart" Mark said sadly
"You can lie on topof my me. You can put your head on my chest and the rest of your body on my tummy angel" Mark said and placed Lucy on top of him
"What if I fall?" Lucy asked while making herself comfy
"You won't angel." Mark said
5 minutes later they were both fast asleep
CHAPTER 22
"Hey whats wrong darlin?" Mark asked Lucy when he heard her crying loudly
"My head hurts" Lucy sobbed
"Show dadddy wher eit hurts angel" Mark said
"You got a small bump sweetheart." Mark said
"It's hurts" Lucy sobbed against Mark's shoulder
"I know baby. It's ok darlin." Mark said while softly rubbing the bump on Lucy's head
"Feehily open up" Nicky, Kian & Shane said through Mark's door
"Lets go let them in baby" Mark siad and picked Lucy up before walking to the door
"What happened? Why is Lucy crying?" Kian asked
"I'll tel you in a minute just let me calm her down first" Mark said while letting the lads into his room
"Don't make a mess. I want this room to be kept clean after all it's not only me here theres Lucy as well and it's not fair on Lucy if you come in and make a mess it's Lucy's room as well as mine" Mark said
"Yes Sir" Shane joked
"Can we order roomservice? Im starving" Nicky said
"Your paying then" Mark said
"Im just gonna get us dressed and don't make a mess" Mark said and walked into his bedroom with Lucy
"You wanna wear you Pink tracksuit?" Mark asked Lucy who was still crying
"Ok" Lucy replied while wiping her eyes
"You get dressed in here and I'll get dressed in the bathroom. You call daddy when your finished princess" Mark said while walking into the bathroom
"Whats wrong sweetheart?" Mark asked Lucy when she started crying loudly
"I can't get dressed on my own" Lucy sobbed loudly
"Hey that's ok baby. Daddy's here sweetheart" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
"Ssssh don't cry" Mark said softly while putting little Butterfly Kisses all over Lucy's face to calm her down
"Come here precious. Want daddy to dress you?" marka sked
"Yeah. i cant cos it hurts when I bend and lift my arms up" Lucy said through her tears
"That's ok. Daddy will dress you princess" Mark smiled
"You ready baby?" Mark asked Lucy when he was dressed
"Yeah" Lucy said while Mark picked ehr up
"You want somthing form roomservice? You haven't eaten anything all day sweetheart" Mark said concerningly
"No thanks" Lucy said while putting her head on Mark's shoulder
"Ok darlin" Mark said while waking out of his bedroom
"We've ordered everything off the menu from Roomservice" Kian said
"Pigs" Mark laughed
"Aye, it's not all for us. theres some for you and Lucy as well" Shane said
"Aww thanks guys. But Lucy & me aren't hungry but she might eat somthing later hopfully" Mark said
CHAPTER 23
"Bed time darlin" Mark said to lucy
"Ok" Lucy said
"I got you your own room now darlin" Mark said to Lucy while walking into an adjoining rom
"Ok" Lucy said and got into bed
"Daddy will come and check on you in a while darlin. Anna is coming over for a while and when she's gone I'll come and check on you" Mark said and walked out of Lucy's room
"Come in babe" Mark said to Anna when he opened the door
"Wheres Lucy?" Anna asked
"I got her her own room" Mark said
"I missed you" Anna said while kissing Mark softly on his lips
"Good job I can lock & did Lucy's door" Mark said while taking Anna's dress off her
*4 hours later*
"Is that how much you missed me?" Mark said while Anna laid across his chest
"Yeah" Anna said
"Lets go to sleep" Mark said completly forgetting about Lucy
*The Next Morning*
"Mark whats that noise?' Anna said
"Alarm" Mark moaned
"Turn it off" Anna said and went back to sleep
"Lucy" Mark said sitting up
"What about her?" Anna asked
"I forgot to check on her last night" Mark said while putting some clothes on and rushing into Lucy's room
"Sweetheart whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when he found her shaking in her bed
Lucy didn't reply just started to shake more
"Come here" Mark said while picking her little body up
"It's right sweetheart Im here baby" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
"Tell daddy whats wong angel?" mark asked Lucy
Lucy still didn't reply just started to shake more while tears silently fell own her face
"Was it a bad dream?" Mark asked getting more & more worried
"Im bringing you to the hospital baby" Mark said while quickly dressing Lucy
"Anna Im taking Lucy to the hospital" Mark said while looking for his phone, wallet & keys
"Why?" Anna asked already knowing the reason why Lucy was skaing so much
"She's shaking & won't answer me when I speak to her she just shakes more & more" Mark said while tears filled his eyes
"Be back soon" Mark said and walked out o his room
"Dave open up" Mark said through Dave's door
"IYou have to get me & Lucy to the nearest hospital a.s.a.p" Mark said
"Mark it's 9am why do you need to go to the hospital?" Dave asked tiredly
"Lucy's shaking & crying but won't talk" mark said while tears filled his eyes again
"2 minutes and we'll go" Dave said and went to get dressed
"Lucy please just talk or say somthing to daddy and tell me whats wrong sweetheart?" Mark asked Lucy
"Ready?" Dave asked Mark
"Lets go" Mark said while walking down the stairs wuickly
"Back enterance" Dave said
"Ok" Mark said and walked out the back enterance
*At The hospitl*
"Whats wrong with my little girl?" Mark asked the nurse
CHAPTER 24
"Anna the doctors said she has to stay with me 24/7. Lucy thought I hated her for no reason. I have to show her how much I love her and how much means to me and that I don't hate her." Mark said to Anna
"Fine" Anna said and stormed out of Mark's room
"Ignore her baby." Mark said to Lucy when he realised she saw everything
"It's my fault. Everyone hates me" Lucy said and ran into her room
"Lucy come back here" Mark said to Lucy while following her into her room
"Maybe I should go back to live with my old family" Lucy said making Mark gasp loudly
"No you won't. You'll stay with me" Mark said
"Why? I only cause problems" Lucy said
"That's not true baby. You don't cause problems. Anna is mad cos she can't ahve all my attention. I have to give you attention too darlin I can't just give al my attention to Anna and ignore you." Mark said while taking Lucy into his knee
"Oh" was allLucy said
"Why don't we go shopping sweetheart?" Mark said to Lucy
"If you want" Lucy replied
"Lets go darlin" Mark said and picked Lucy up
*In Town*
"What will we get you princess?" Mark asked Lucy
"Don't want anything" Lucy said
"No. Why?" Mark asked
"Just don't" Lucy replied
"Oh ok. Lets go back to the hotel then" Mark sad feeling a weird feeling in his stomach
*At The Hotel*
"You want somthing to eat or drink?" Mark asked Lucy
"No thank you" Lucy replied and wwent into her bedroom
"Whats wrong?" Mark asked following her in
"Nothing" Lucy replied while loking to the floor
"Lucy tell daddy whats wrong?" Mark said firmly
"Nothing" Lucy snapped
"Ok. Well until you tell me what wrong Im going nowhere and Im going to keep asking you until you tell me" Mark said and sat on the ground beside Lucy who began to cry softly
"Whats wrong baby? Tell daddy whats making you cry angel" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:43:25 GMT
CHAPTER 25
*2 weeks later*
"Anna Im back" Mark called out when he got back to the hotel
"Hi mark" Anna said
"Somthing wrong?" Mark asked
"Im not sure" Anna replied
"Tell me" Mark said
"I caught Lucy stealing money from my bag eariler" Anna lied to Mark
"Lucy? Stealing? No way she wouldn't do such a thing" Mark said shocked
"Are you saying you don't believe me?" Anna said offended
"Where is she?" Mark asked
"In her room" Anna replied
"Ok I'll go talk to her about it" Mark said and walked into Lucy's room angrily
"Lucy why were you stealing money from Anna's bag eariler?" Mark asked Lucy angilry
"What?" Lucy asked
"Anna said she caught you stealing money from her bag. Why were you stealing money? You don't take things that don't belong to you" Mark said firmly
"I don't know what stealing is" Lucy said
"Show daddy your hand" Mark said
"Now every time you do somthing wrong you'll get a slap on the back of your hand. You cannot take somthing that does not belong to you" Mark said and slapped Lucy on the back of her hand not realising how hard he hit her
"Now you think about what you've done and I'll be back later for an explaination and you can apologise to Anna" Mark said and walked out of Lucy's room banging the door closed locking it from his side
*With Mark & Anna*
"I slapped her and told her to think about what she has done and I want an explaination later for why she did what she did and you'll get an apology" Mark said
"Ok" Anna said
"Wanna go for a drink in the bar?" Mark asked Anna
"What about Lucy?" Anna asked pretending to care
"She'll be ok on her own for a while" Mark said
"Ok lets go" Anna said
*2 hours later*
"I have to go back up to the room" mark said
"Why?" Anna asked
"To check on Lucy and make sure she's ok" Mark said while walking to the lift
"Ok" Anna sighed
*In Mark's Room*
"I'll just go check Lucy" Mark said and walked into Lucy's room
"Sweetheart whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when he found her shaking & silently crying under the bed
"Come here baby. Come to daddy" Mark said picking Lucy up
"It's ok now sweetheart. Daddy's here angel." Mark said while stroking her hair softly
"Tell daddy whats wrong princess?" Mark asked Lucy
Lucy didn't reply just began to shake more
"Sweetheart what happened? Was it cos I slapped you eariler?" Mark asked not needing an answer cos the look on Lucy's face said it all
It was now Mark could see how scared Lucy was. When he looked in her eyes he saw pain, hurt & fear. He saw fear like he'd never seen it before. He now knew somthing must've happened or been happening to Lucy to make her this scared.
"Tell daddy everything" Mark said
"Lucy tell me everything. Has anyone hurt you?" Mark asked
Lucy just nodded as thought to say yes and began to cry loudly
"Tell daddy. Who's hurt you? How long has it been happeneing?" Mark asked while sitting down on Lucy's bed
Lucy didn't reply just showed Mark all her bruise & cuts.
"Oh god" Mark whispered feeling sick
"Is that all?" Mark asked
"No" Lucy whispered
"What else?" Mark asked
"You & everyone else hate me and want me dead because Im not important, special or good enough that's why you hit me and Im fat, ugly, horrible, nasty and un-wanted" Lucy said
"That's not true angel. Everyone loves you sweetheart. Your not fat, ugly, nasty or horrible and you are wanted. The lads, me and everyone else loves you dalrin never think we don't." Mark said
"Who said this to you?" Mark asked
"Anna" Lucy whispered
"Were you stealing money from her eariler?" Mark asked Lucy
"No. I don't know what stealing is" Lucy replied
"Ok sweetheart" Mark said
"Anna has pictures and videos of her hurting me" Lucy said
"Ok angel. Lets go talk to Anna about this" Mark said and picked Lucy up
"You tired?" Mark asked Lucy
"Put your head on my should and rest baby. Later we'll have a bath and then we'll go for dinner with the lads precious" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
"Anna we need to talk" Mark said while walking into his room with Lucy
"Ok" Anna said
"Why have you been hurting Lucy?" Marka sked
"Cos she's a little! b!tch that is un-wanted and in-the-way. Maybe if she was dead we'd all be better off. She's fat, horrible, nasty, ugly. disgusting, trouble-maker & a mistake. She should never have happened if her parents were smart enough to have had an abortion the time she was concieved then the world would be a better place without her" Anna said maing Lucy cry softly
"Cry baby" Anna said to Lucy
"Leave me alone" Lucy said and jumped out of Mark's arms and ran out of the room
"Lucy come back here angel" Mark said while running after Lucy
"No" Lucy said and fell
"Come here" Mark said while picking Lucy up when he caught up with her
"Everyone hates me" Lucy sobbed with a shocking voice
"That's not true precious. I lvoe you and so does everyone else. Anna is just sick" Mark said
"Lucy the lads and me love you more than you can imagine. Theres no one I love more than you angel" Mark said
"Your only saying that" Lucy replied
"No IM not. Everyone loves you angel." Mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek
"Now lets get some sleep adn then we'll take a bath and then we'll go meet the lads for dinner" Mark said while walking into his room with Lucy
"Ok" Lucy said
"I love you so much precious" Mark said to Lucy
5 minutes later they we're both fast asleep
CHAPTER 26
"NOOOOOOOOOOOO" Lucy screamed making Mark wake up
"Lucy angel wake up" Mark said while gently shaking her
"Wake up Lucy" Mark said louder
"DADDY" Lucy screamed while jumping into Mark's arms and crying like never before
"Sweetheart it's ok. Im here princess" Mark said
"Sssshh hey it's ok baby. Im here princess. Daddy's here angel" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
*KNOCK KNOCK*
"Lets go answer the door darlin" MArk said while picking Lucy up
"Hiya Fiona. Wasn't expecting you" Mark said when he answered the door
"Have I come at a bad time? I can come back later?" Fiona said
"No come in. Lucy was tired so we were taking a nap and then she woke up and started to cry loudly cos of a bad dream" Mark said
"Ok. I have to make a few calls. I'll come back in 30 minutes'" Fiona said and left the room
"Lets get ready angel" Mark said to Lucy
"You wanna wear your pink dress and sandals?" Mark aksed Lucy
"No" Lucy said
"Why gorgeous?" Marka sked
"People will stare at me" Lucy siad
"Only cos your beautiful" Mark smield
"Cos Im really ugly" Lucy siad
"Thats not true sweetheart. Your beautiful" Mark said
"Can I wear my pink tracksuit?" Lucy asked
"Ok then" Mark said and began to get Lucy dressed
"You wait here while daddy gets dressed in the bathroom" Mark said to Lucy
"MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARK" Lucy screamed
"Whats wrong?" Mark asked worriedly while rushing out of the bedroom and over to Lucy and picking her up
"The girls at the window" Lucy said
"It's ok angel. I've got you now sweetheart. Lets go ask Dave to take a look darlin" Mark said while walking out of his room
"Dave open up" Mark said banging on Dave's door
"He's not there" Kian said walking out of Shnae's room
"Where the hell is he then?" Mark snapped
"Gone out. Why" Kian said
"Theres some fans at the window of my hotel room" Mark said
"Come in here then" Kian said
"Thanks" Mark said and walked in after Kian
"Im hot" Lucy said
"yeah. Kian get me wet face cloth and make sure it's ice cold pelase" Mark asked Kian
"Why?" Kian asked
"Lucy feels hot and if she gets too hot she'll get sick and she's tired as well" Mark said while sitting on the couch with Lucy
"Why don't you lie down for a nap" Kian said while walking back from the bathroom with a face cloth
"Fiona the social worker is downstairs" Mark said
"Tell me what she looks like and I'll go down and tell ehr that Lucy isn't well and she's sleeping for a while" Kian said
"You sure?" Mark asked
"Positive. As long as Lucy is ok that's the main thing" Kian said
"She's tall, slim, stunning deep blue yes beach blonde hair and an huge smile with the most kissable lips ever" mark said dreamily
"Aye, Feehily you have one girl, let me have the other" Kian sneered
"Actually I broke up with Anna" Mark said
"Why?" Kian asked
"She's been hurting Lucy since we got together and Lucy is my daughter and I don't want anyone hurting her." Mark said while glancing at Lucy
"Want me to wet that face cloth again?" Kian suggested
"Yeah please." Mark said
"Think the heat is a little too much for Lucy. She's never been in this kinda heat before" Mark said while stroking Lucy's face
"I feel sick" Lucy said again
"OK darlin. We'll go for a little sleep before we go to the Acer Arena for the show." Mark said to Lucy
CHAPTER 27
*3 weeks later*
"So how is Christina?" Nicky asked Mark
"She's great. She loves Lucy, which is important. Obviously Lucy is nervous around which is normal because of everything she's been through especially with Anna but she's getting there" Mark said dreamily
"Think she's 'The One'?" Shane asked
"Yeah" Mark smiled
"Anyway I gotta go. See ya later" Mark said and left Shane's bedroom
*In Mark's Room"
Hey wheres Lucy?" Mark asked Christina
"In her room" Christina smiled
"OK. Im just gonna check on her" Mark said and went into Lucy's room
"Whats wrong angel?" Mark asked Lucy when he found her cry & shaking
"You left me" Lucy sobbed loudly
"Im sorry baby. Im here now angel" Mark said feeling guilty for upsetting Lucy so much
"Sssshhh it's ok sweetheart. Daddy's here princess" mark said to Lucy who was sobbing like never before
"Whats wrong with Lucy?" Christina asked when she heard Lucy crying
"I went to Shane's room and didn't tell her and she got scared" mark said
"Why? Im here" Christina said
"Yeah. But Lucy has been through so much and been hurt by different people it's hard her to trust you just cos your my girlfriend. She's doesn't even trust me 100% which is understandable because of what she has gone through." Mark said
"Right" Christina said
"Im just gonna have nap with Lucy cos we're both tired. You wanna come to or go shopping?" Mark asked Christina
"I'll go see some friends" Christina said and left the room
"Lets take a nap baby" Mark said to Lucy
"MARK IM BACK" Christina called out making Lucy scream with fear
"Whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy frantically
"m home" Christina said
"Come here. Lucy whats wrong sweetheart?" Mark asked worriedly
"Shouted....." Lucy sobbed
"Ok angel. It's alright Im ehre angel" Mark said softly
"Sssshhh it's ok princess" Mark said to Lucy
"Lets go take a bath and wash your hair with your barbie shampoo" Mark said and picked Lucy up
"Im taking a bath and Lucy is coming with me" Mark said and walked into the bathroom
"Why?" Christina asked
"She's scared when I leave her" mark said
"She'll be fine with me" Christina siad
"I know but she'll get scared and she'll cry" mark said
"What about when we want to take a abth together or spend time together Mark? What then? She has to share you with me or there is just no point this relationship" Christina said
"Fine. I'll put her to sleep for a while while I take a bath" Mark said
"Good" Christina said
*2 hours later*
"I'll check Lucy. You get dressed" Mark said to Christina
"Lucy whats wrong angel?" Mark asked when he found her shaking in her bed
CHAPTER 28
*2 WEEKS LATER*
"Lucy talking again yet?" Kian asked Mark
"No. Not talking, not eating, not drinking, barely sleeping all she does is shake & cry most of the time" Mark said
"She won't even look at me" Mark said
"Did somthing happen to her?" Kian asked
"Not that I know of" Mark said
"I don't know what to do. It's killing me seeing her like this" Mark said again
"She's my little girl" Mark said while tears filled his eyes
"Im sure she'll be back to her noraml cheery self soon mate" Nicky smiled weakly at Mark
"Yeah" Mark said sarcastically
"Wanna drink & somthing to eat angel?" Mark asked Lucy
Lucy just nodded as thought to say no
"I don't know who much weight she's lost. All her clothes are huge on her. We went shopping the other dya and aI bought ehr new clothes and they're the same size as what a two-year-old take/wear. She's shrinking in height. Im so so so scared that she'll became sick and somthing will happen to her" Mark said
"Have you tried talking to her?" Shane aksed
"I try talking to her everyday. It doesn't work though. She just nods or ignores me completly" Mark said
"She can barely walk more than three steps without getting tired" Mark said
"Im so scared" Mark said while tears fell down his face
"Hate.....me" Lucy whispered
"What baby?" Mark asked
"Everyone hates me" Lucy whispered
"That's not true precious. Everyone loves you." Mark said while cuddling Lucy
"How about we get somthing to eat & drink darlin? You haven't eaten & drank anything much for the past two weeks" mark said
"No thanks" Lucy said
"Maybe later then" Mark said
"Maybe" Lucy said softly
"So you gonna keep talking or go silent again?" Mandi askec coldly making Lucy cry
"Leave her alone Mandi" Mark said
"Ig nore her gorgeous. How about we go swimming in the hotel pool later sweetheart" Mark suggested
"No thanks" Lucy said
"No? Why?" Kian asked
"Don't know" Lucy said
"Ok. Well we'll go sit beside the pool" Mark said
"You xcan wear your new pink & white dress" Christina said
"No thanks I don't like that dress" Lucy said
"Why?" Kian asked
"It's ugly...like me" Lucy mumbled the last part
"Your not ugly. Your beautiful" Mark said
"No Im not" Lucy said
"Your beautiful no matter what anyone else says" Mark said firmly
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:43:49 GMT
CHAPTER 29
"Lucy why do you think your ugly?" Fiona asked
"Because I am" Lucy replied
"Baby your not ugly. Your beautiful no matter what anyone says. Everyone always says how beautiful you are, why don't you beleive them?" Mark asked
"COS I AM UGLY" Lucy shouted and ran into her bedroom
"I'll go get her" Mark said to Fiona and went into Lucy's room
"Lucy come back out" Mark said firmly
"LEAVE ME ALONE" Lucy said
"Lucy I am warning you come back out now and stop making a show of Mark, myself & yourself or your grounded" Christina said angrily making Lucy shake with fear
"FFor goodness sake Christina don't talk to my daughter like that. It scares her" Mark said to Christina while walking over to Lucy
"I don't care Mark. I am getting more & more sick & tired of her sillyness & stupid behaviour. She's 3-years-old she should act her age. She knows how much everyone loves her and theres no reason for her not to think nobody loves her when they clearly show they do" Christina said angrily
"Go out and calm down for a while" Mark said shocked and pushed Christina out of the room
"Don't mind her angel" Mark said to Lucy while walking over to her
"I have another person to see in 20 minutes so I'll go now and I'll ring you during the week to make our next appointement" Fiona said and left the room
"Lets go meet the lads at the pool baby" Mark said and grabbed his & Lucy's swimming abg and went to the pool
*At The Pool*
"Afternoon Markie" Kian said
"Afternoon" Mark replied
"Whats wrong with Lucy? Why is she shaking?" Shane asked
"I'll explain alter. Theres too many people around now" mark replied
"Mark! What is Lucy wearing" Nicky asked walking back from the abr when he saw Lucy's big hat
"A summer hat" Mark replied
"Who picked it out" Nicky asked
"Me" Mark said
"Always said you had abd taste. Get ehr a new one and dump that" Nicky said
"Lucy likes it" Mark said making Lucy take the hat off and throw it in the pool
"Thought she liked it" Kian joked
"Lucy, why did you throw your hat in the pool?" Mark asked
Lucy didn't reply just shrugged her shoulders
"Answer me" Mark said firmly making Lucy shake more
"Im sorry sweetheart it doesn't matter" Mark said feeling guilty for making Lucy shake more
"Wanna get in the pool petal?" Nicky asked Lucy
"Yeah. You get in the pool with Nicky and I'll come in in a few minutes" Mark said and handed Lucy to Nicky
"You don't wanna go in the pool do you?" Nicky asked Lucy when she began to cry at ths steps of the pool
"Lets go back to daddy" Nicky said and walked back to Mark
"Whats wrong? Why is Lucy crying?" Mark asked while taking Lucy into his arms and cuddling her
"She got scared cos some kids was messing about with a ball in the pool" Nicky said
"Ok" mark said
"It's alright angel. Want daddy to bring you in?" Mark asked Lucy
Lucy just nodded as though to say no and put her head on mark's shoulder
"Your tired aren't you princess?" Mark asked while kisssing Lucy's head
Lucy jsut nodded and fell asleep
"Im going back to my room. Lucy's asleep and she needs to sleep in a proper bed she ahsn't slept properly for weeks o it'll do her good to sleep properly for a few hours" Mark said
"Ok mate. What time are we meeting for dinner?" Kian asked
"If Lucy's isn't up by 6pm Im not calling her I'll let her sleep and hopfully she'll sleep all night long" Mark said
"Sure mate. If she wakes up you ring me and we'll make arrangements" Kian said to mark
"Sure. Im going now" Mark said and went back to his room
CHAPTER 30
*4 weeks later*
"So your back with Anna" Kian said
"Yeah" Mark replied smiling
"And what about Lucy?" Kian aksed
"What about her?" Mark asked confused
"After everything Anna did to her you still think of yourself rather than your daughter" Kian said
"Anna is sorry. She's getting to like Lucy more and more" Mark said
"Yeah" Kian said sarcastically
"Im going" Mark said and went to his room
*In Mark's Room*
"Anna Im back" Mark called out when he got to his room
"Evening" Anna said
"Wheres Lucy?" Mark asked
"Her room" Anna replied
"I better check on her" Mark said
"She's asleep. And we are gonna spend some time together" Anna said while un-doing Mark's jeans
"Oh well....guess Lucy will have to wait" Mark said
*5 hours later*
"Jeez that was fab" Mark said breathless
"Lets get some sleep" Anna said while snuggling up to Mark
"Yeah" Mark said completly forgetting about Lucy
*The Next Morning*
"How about we go to the mall today?" Mark asked Anna
"Great" Anna replied
"I'll ask one of the lads to mind Lucy" Mark said
"She's not coming?" Anna said pretending to be schocked
"No. Why?" Mark asked
"Maybe she should come with us. At least she'll be sending time with us and that can only help her get used to us being back together" Anna said pretending to care
"Yeah you're right" Mark said
"I'll go get her ready" Mark said and went into Lucy's room
"I'll get ready in the bathroom" Anna said and went into the bathroom
"Your dressed" Mark said when he saw Lucy sitting on the end of her bed dressed
"Yeah" Lucy whispered while looking to the floor
"You stay here while daddy gets ready angel" Mark said and went back into his own room
"Lets go darlin" Mark said to Lucy when everyone was ready
"Want daddy to carry you angel?" Mark asked Lucy
"No thanks" Lucy whispered while looking at Mark
"You ok angel? You look a bit pale" Mark asked Lucy
"Im fine" Lucy lied
"You sure?' Mark said
"Yeah" Lucy replied
"Lets go" Mark said while walking out the door
"Hold daddy's hand darlin so you won't get lost" Mark said to Lucy while walking out of the hotel
"Owww" Lucy said outside the hotel
"Whats wrong?" Mark asked worriedly while picking her up
"Nothing" Lucy said
"Im carrying you angel. You look a bit pale" Mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek
"You put your head on daddy's shoulder if you want princess" Mark said to Lucy who did what Mark said
"I feel a bit tired" Anna said after a few hours
"Wanna go back to the hotel?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Anna said
*In Mark's Room*
"Im going to try and get Lucy asleep for a while. She looks pale and I think she's getting a stomach bug or somthing" Mark said not realising Anna knew the reason for Lucy looking so pale
"Ok" Anna said
"Be back out in a few minutes" Mark said and walked into Lucy's room
"Lucy do you feel sick or anything?" Mark asked Lucy
"No. Im fine" Lucy said
"Are you sure? If you do feel sick you have to tell me other wise I won't be able to get medicine to make you better sweetheart" Mark said
"Im fine" Lucy said
"Owwww" Lucy called out while grabbing her chest in pain
"Show me" Mark said worriedly
"No it doesn't matter" Lucy said and turned over so her back was to Mark
"Im going back to Anna. You call me if you need me angel" Mark said and left the room
*With Mark & Anna*
"Hows Lucy?" Anna asked pretending to care
"Im not sure. She looks sick and sometimes she's breathless. But when I asked her how she is feeling she says she is fine so all I can do is keep an eye on her more often" Mark said
"Yeah" Anna said
"Im going to go for a swim. I'll be back in a while" Anna said and left the room
*2 hours later*
"You ready to go to dinner now?" Mark asked Anna
"Yeah Im ready" Anna said
"I'll go get Lucy" Mark said and went into Lucy's room
"Lucy are you ready yet?" Mark said shortly
"Yes" Lucy replied
"Your not wearing that?" Mark said
"Why?" Lucy asked
"Lucy you are not wearing jeans and top into the restaurant. Theres fans downstairs and I won't have you showing either myself or Anna up by wearing those lothes" Mark said coldly and opened Lucy's wardrobe
"Here wear this dress" Mark said and put a dress on the bed
"It's doesn't fit me anymore. It's too small" Lucy replied
"Have you really eaten that much food to make you put on so much weight?" Anna asked walking into the room
"I've been wondering that myself" Mark said making tears fill Lucy's eyes
"Don't bother crying just put on somthing more suitable" Mark said and left the room banging the door closed
"Sometimes I wish I'd never bothered adopting that little brat" Mark said to Anna
"All she does is annoy me most of the time Im seriously considering putting her back into care" Mark said not realising Lucy was listening to every word
"Im ready" Lucy said walking out of her room
"Much better" Mark said coldly
"Lets go" Mark said taking Anna's hand and pushing Lucy out of the room
"Daddy?" Lucy called
"What?" Mark snapped coldly
"Nothing it doesn't matter......like me" Lucy whispered the last part and looking to the ground when tears filled he eyes making Mark feel guilty
"Come here baby. Im sorry angel. Daddy didn't mean to snap" Mark said while picking Lucy up and cuddling her
"It doesn't matter" Lucy said and got down from Mark's arms
"Tell daddy whats wrong angel? Why did you call me?" Mark asked worriedly
"Doesn't matter" Lucy said while looking to the ground making Mark feeling even more guilty
"I was thinking you know the way Lucy's dress is too small for her. Well maybe if she lost some weight it would fit her again. I noticed she has gotten a bit chubby & fat. Maye if she didn't eat as much things like Ice Cream, cakes, buns, chocolates etc and didn't drink as much fizzy drinks then she would lose weight" Anna said
"She's not fat & chubby she's beautiful. She doesn't need to lose weight she's perfect as she is" Mark said defending Lucy
*In The Restaurant*
"What do you want to eat baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"Nothing thanks" Lucy replied
"Why?" Mark asked
"Cos Im chubby & fat" Lucy said
"No your not princess. Your perfect" Mark said
"How about chips?" Mark asked
"No thanks" Lucy replied
"Ice Cream?" Mark asked
"No thanks" Lucy replied
"How about you share daddy's?" Mark tried again
"No thanks" Lucy replied
"You have to eat angel" Mark said
"No I don't Im fat & chubby" Lucy said
"No your not angel. Your beautiful and perfect" Mark said
"Come sit on my knee gorgeous" Mark said and took Lucy on his knee
"You want a drink?" Mark asked Lucy
"No thanks" Lucy replied
"Ok but if you want anything you tell me princess" Mark said to Lucy
"Just eat a few chips from daddy's plate" Mark said
"No thanks" Lucy said
"Ok then" Mark said
"Anna why did you say Lucy was fat & chubby in front of her? She won't eat a thiong now. Not proper food, not Cakes, Ice Cream she won't even drink Water" Mark said
"Because if she wasn't then her dress would fit her" Anna said
"You ready to go now?" Mark asked Anna when they had both finished their meals
"Yeah lets go" Anna said
"Soon as we get back to the rom Im popping over to Shane for 5 minutes. Check what time we have to be at the MEN Arena tomorrow" Mark said
"Ok" Anna replied
"Is Lucy coming with me or with you?" Anna asked Mark
"Daddy?" Lucy asked
"You go with Anna" Mark said and went to Shane's room
"Lets go" Anna said to Lucy
*With Anna & Lucy*
"Now your daddy isn't here I can hurt you" Anna said and kicked Lucy
"OWWWWW" Lucy screamed just as Mark opened the door
"Lets hurt you more" Anna said and threw Lucy across the room towards the door leading to the corridor not realising Mark was there
"Ssshhh daddy's here precious" Mark said to Lucy who was sobbing loudly
"Mark!" Anna said on the top of her voice when she saw Mark
"What the hell have you done?" Mark asked Anna angrily
CHAPTER 31
"She tried to hit me! I was only defending myself" Anna lied
"Lucy wouldn't hit you" Mark said
"She tried to hit me so I pushed her away to defend myself I wasn't hurting her" Anna lied again
"Right. Lucy go to your room and stay there" Mark said angrily to Lucy
"I haven't...." Was all Lucy said before Mark interupted her
"NOW LUCY" Mark shouted making Lucy shake even more with fear
"Get into your room and stay there" Mark said and pushed Lucy into her room banging the door closed and locking it from his side
"Im sorry Anna I wasn't accusing you" Mark said
"It's ok" Anna said
"How about we get some sleep" Anna said
"Yeah" Mark replied
*The Next Morning*
"I'll go get Lucy" Mark said to Anna and went into Lucy's room
"Get dressed and then we'll go" Mark said coldly & shortly and left the room again not realising Lucy was dressed
"Lets go" Mark said to Lucy when everyone was ready to go
"Owww" Lucy said barely hearable in the lift
"What?" Mark asked coldly
"Nothing" Lucy whispered barely hearable before falling foward
"Lucy" Mark said
"Lucy get up" Mark said
"Lucy" Mark said coldly
"Christ sake Lucy get up" Mark said again
"Lucy ether you get up or I'll leave you here on your own" Mark said not realising Lucy was un-concious
"Right that it" Mark said and steped out of the lift when the doors opened
'You stay here on your own then" Mark said hoping it would get her up
"Right I'll pick you up" Mark said and kneeled down beside Lucy
"Oh god" Mark said when he saw Lucy's face
"CALL AN AMBULANCE SOMEONE" Mark shouted loudly
"CALL AN AMBULANCE" Mark shouted again
"Mark whats going on?" Kian asked walking over
"Lucy's passed out and she's turned blue. I don't know what's happened to her" Mark sobbed
"I'll call an ambulance" Kian said
"Lucy wake up baby" Mark sobbed
"Lucy?" Mark called when she opened her eyes and started moaning
"Sweetheart it's daddy" Mark said while stroking her face
"Leave me" Lucy whispered
"No baby I'll never leave you" Mark said
"Ambulance is here" Kian said
"I'll meet you at the hospital. The others will travel down with me" Kian said
"Ok. I'll see you there" Mark said and got into the ambulance
CHAPTER 32
"So whats wrong with my daughter?" Mark asked the Doctor
"Mark Lucy has a bursted Airpipe in her chest area it's been like that about 3 days and Lucy would have had chest pains because of that. And because the Airpipe was bursted Lucy wouldn't have been able to breathe as normal so she would have been getting less & less air which caused this to happen. Has Lucy hirt her cheast area in the lasy 3 days?" The Doctor replied
"Not that I know of. Will she be ok?" Mark asked
"She will be fine hopefully but because of the damage done to her chest she needs major sugery and as soon as possible. We have put her at the top of teh emertency waiting list for a new heart. Sooner she get is the better ebcause she will ony live for about 3-5 weeks if she doesn't get this operation." The Doctor said
"Oh god" Mark said while leaning on Shane for support
"Mark sit down" Shane said
"Anna's done this. It's all her fault" Mark sobbed
"Call the police and I'll call Anna she has to pay for doing this to Lucy & me" Mark said through his tears
"Mark?" Fiona said
"Fiona!" Mark said shocked
"Is everything alright?" Fiona asked
"Hi Fiona Im Shane one of Mark's best mates. Now isn't the right time to ask this. Mark's a wee bit upset" Shane said
"Ok" Fiona said and walked off
"I'll lose Lucy. Social Services will take her away from me" Mark sobbed
"Why didn't I listen? Why am I such a fool" Mark said while wiping his eyes
"I need Lucy. She's my little girl, my angel, my princess, my everything I can't lose her" Mark sobbed
"Im popping outside for a second" Kian said
"I'll go after him" Nicky said and followed Kian
"Kian, Lucy will be ok" Nicky said knowing Kian was upset because of what happened to Lucy
*1 HOUR LATER*
"Mark we have a Heart that matches Lucy's blood type and we going to be starting surgery in about 10 minutes. We can't guarntee that Lucy will live but just in case somthing does happen you should spend some a few minutes with her before surgery" The Doctor said
"Oh god" Mark said
"Someone come with me. I can't do this alone" Mark sobbed
"Hey precious" Mark said when Lucy looked at him while he sat on the side of her bed
"Go" Lucy said
"No sweetheart. I'm staying with you I won't leave you" Mark said
"You don't care about me" Lucy said
"I do" Mark said
"Then why did you say to Anna that you wish you'd never adopted me and you are condiering putting me back into care?" Lucy asked
"I didn't mean it" Mark said
"You don't say things you don't mean" Lucy said
"I should go back to my old family because I am only in your way. Everyone hates me and if I stay it would cause problems with you and Anna because I am a problem" Lucy said
"Sweetheart your not a problem. Anna is gone and she's never coming back ever again. You are not going back to your old family because I love you far too much to let them hurt you again" Mark said
"But Anna hurt me" Lucy said
"Yeah but she won't anymore" Mark said just as the nurse walked in the door
"Mark we have to go now" The nurse smiled
"I'll see you later precious" Mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek
"I love you" Mark whispered in Lucy's ear before walking out of her room
"Wanna go get somthing to eat at the hotel and then come back here?" Shane suggested
"No! Im not leaving this hospital until I am 100% sure Lucy will be ok" Mark said
"You have to eat" Shane said to Mark
"You can all go back if you want but I am staying here. End of" Marks said
"Well at least come to the Canteen downstairs?" Shane asked
"Only if it shuts you up" Mark said and walked to the lift
*2 hours later*
"Im heading back up to the waiting room. We've been here for 2 hours and theDoctor might have some news" Mark said walking to the lift
"Ok" Kian sighed
"You don't have to stay. Im not forcing you to" Mark said to Kian
"Im just tired after the tour thats all. At least the rest of the tour dates are in Dublin and can be re-scheduled" Kian said
"Yeah true" Nicky said
"Mark" The Doctor called when she saw Mark walking down the corridor
"Yes?" Mark replied
"Lucy is out of surgery but it isn't looking good" The Doctor said
"Oh god. Where is she? Can I see her?" Mark asked
"She's in her private room but just in case somthing does happen prepare yourself for the worst" The Doctor said and left again
"Prepare for the worst" Mark repeated
"What am I gonna do if I lose her. I love her so so much" Mark sobbed
"Hey precious" Mark said to Lucy when he saw she was awake
Kian felt his heart break when he saw her lying in the bed hooked up to different machines with tubes and wires attachted to her.
"How are you feeling?" Shane asked Lucy
"Ok" Lucy whispered
"We'll wait outside so you two can have some time alone together" Nicky said to Mark before walking out of the room with Kian & Shane following him
"Want me to bring in some of your teddies tomorrow?" Mark asked Lucy
"No" Lucy said
"Want me to bring in anything at all?" Mark tried again
"No thanks" Lucy replied
"Im tired" Lucy said
"I'll stay until your asleep" Mark said while stroking her face
"Daddy loves you so much precious" Mark whispered in Lucy's ear just before her heart machine started bleeping
"Lucy?" Mark called just as the nurses & doctors came rushing into her room ushering him out
"Whats going on? Why won't they tell me anything?" Mark sobbed
"Mr.Feehily?" A Doctor called
"That's me" Mark said stepping forward
"Lucy's father" The doctor said
"Yes" Mark replied
"Im afraid I don't have good news about Lucy" The doctor said
"Is she ok? Whats wrong tell me?" Mark said
"At the moment it's looking like Lucy could die at any time. It is advisable to spend time with her just in case somthing does happen. But don't make too much noise and be gentle if Lucy hears any nosie it will only make her panic and that in turn could kill her" The Doctor said and walked off again
"Im going into see her" Mark said and walked into Lucy's room
Theres two things I know for sure She was sent here from Heaven and she's daddy's little girl As I drop to my knees by her bed at night she talkes to Jesus and I close my eyes and I thanks god for of the joy in my life oh but msot of all
Bytterfly kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair Walk beside the Pony daddy it's my first ride I know the cake looks funny daddy but I must try Oh with all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
Sweet sixteen today She's looking her mother a little more evryday One part woman the otehr part girl Perfume & Make-up, ribbons & curls Trying her wings out in a great big world
Butterfly Kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
You know who much I love you daddy If you don't mind Im only gonna kiss on the cheek this time Oh in all the I've done wrong I must've done somthign right To deserce a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
She'll change her name today She'll make a promise and I'll give her away Standing in her bedroom She asks me what Im thinking and I said Im not sure Just feel like I'm loosing my baby girl the she leaned over and gave me
Butterfly Kisses with her mother there Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk me down the aisle daddy it's just about time Does my wedding dress look pretty daddy? Daddy don't cry Oh in all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night...
"I love you so much angel" Mark said while tears fell down his face
"Goodbye..." Lucy whispered before closing her eyes
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CHAPTER 33
"Lucy please wake up" Mark sobbed
"Don't go" Mark sobbed louder
"Mark?" The Doctor said walking into the room
"Lucy is only asleep" The Doctor said making Mark jump up from the floor
"Oh thank god!" Mark said
"Can I stay the night here please? I don't want to leave my angel" Mark asked with begging eyes
"Of course. We will get a spare bed brought into the room for you" The Doctor said
"Can it be put ebside Lucy's bed please? I want to be near her in case she wakes up" MArk said
"Of course" The Doctor said
*4am*
"Daddy" Lucy whispered when she saw Mark beside her
"Daddy" Lucy said this time tapping Mark's head
"Hmm. Baby are you ok?" Mark asked worriedly
"Im scared" Lucy said
"Don't be scared Im here and I won't let anything happen to you angel" Mark said
"Will you lie beside me?" Lucy asked
"Of course darlin" Mark said and sat on the side of Lucy's bed while gently stroking her face
"You go to sleep angel" Mark said softly before he started singing quitely
Theres two things I know for sure She was sent here from Heaven and she's daddy's little girl As I drop to my knees by her bed at night she talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and I thanks god for of the joy in my life oh but most of all
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair Walk beside the Pony daddy it's my first ride I know the cake looks funny daddy but I must try Oh with all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
Sweet sixteen today She's looking her mother a little more evryday One part woman the other part girl Perfume & Make-up, ribbons & curls Trying her wings out in a great big world
Butterfly Kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
You know who much I love you daddy If you don't mind Im only gonna kiss on the cheek this time Oh in all the I've done wrong I must've done somthign right To deserce a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
She'll change her name today She'll make a promise and I'll give her away Standing in her bedroom She asks me what Im thinking and I said Im not sure Just feel like I'm loosing my baby girl the she leaned over and gave me
Butterfly Kisses with her mother there Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk me down the aisle daddy it's just about time Does my wedding dress look pretty daddy? Daddy don't cry Oh in all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night...
"I love you so much precious" Mark said before getting back into his own bed
*3 weeks later*
"So Lucy can come home" Marka sked
"Yes" The Doctor smiled
"There are some foods & drinks she won't be able to eat for a while thought because of the surgery she had" The Doctor smiled
"WHta are they?" Mark asked
"She can't eat Pizza, No greasy foods like Fry's, eggs etc & not solid hard foods just things like bread, soup, beans, tuna, cheese cerals. No hot drinks as they will only slow up her recovery. Not too many fizzy drinks maybe just one fizzy drink a week" The Doctor smiled
"Great thanks" Mark said
"Can I go and see her?" Mark asked
"Sure" The Doctor said
"Hey angel" Mark said to Lucy when he entered ehr room
"You can come home today" Mark smiled
"Can I?" Lucy asked
"Yes angel" Mark said
"There are some foods & drinks you can't have until your chest is fully healed but I'll explain that on the way back to the hotel" Mark said
"I brought you your pink tracksuit with your barbie t-shirt you can wear if you want" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said
"Want daddy to help you drees darlin cos you want bend over" mark siad
"Ok" Lucy replied
"Hey whats wrong?" Mark asked when he saw tears in her eyes
"What if Anna comes back" Lucy sobbed with a shocking voice
"She swon't angel. ASnna is in prision for hruting you angel she won't get out for 15 years" Mark said
"OK. Promise?" Lucy asked
"I promise angel' Mark replied
"Lets get you dressed" Mark smiled
"Lets go baby" Mark said when Lucy was dressed
"Will you help me down please" Lucy asked when she couldn't get off the bed
"What do you want to get down gor?" Mark asked
"We're leaving" Lucy said
"Yes but Im carrying you angel. I won't let you walk" Mark said and picked Lucy up
"Lets go gorgeous" Mark said and walked out of the hospital
"Mark theres about 200 fans & press peple outside" Dave said
"I don't believe this" Mark said
"Im sorry" Lucy mumbled
"What for sweetheart?" Mark asked
"It's my fault their outside" Lucy sobbed
"Hey sweetheart it's not your fault" Mark said to Lucy
"Can we go out a back enterance?" Mark asked ave
"I'll check" Dave said and walked off
*At The Hotel*
"Hiya Lucy" Kian beamed when he saw her
"Hi Kian" Lucy said
"MARK" Some fans shouted while running over to him mkaing Lucy cry & sake from fear
"It's ok. It's alright sweetheart Im here angel" Mark said to Lucy to calm her down
"Can we have some pictures & autographs please?" One of the fans Jo asked
"No pictures but autographs" Mark replied
"Why no pictures?" Heidi another fans asked
"My daughter is with me and I don't want fans or media people taking pictures of her as I don't want her dragged into the public eye either of the fans or/and media. Lucy isn't old enough to say or decide whether she wants pictures of herself plastered verywhere and until she is old enough to say & decide Im saying it for her " Mark said
"OK then. But couldn't someone hold her so you can have pictures?" Heidi asked
"No Im sorry" Mark said
"Suppose autograpghs will have to do" Jo said
"What do you want me to sign?" Mark asked
"Just this t-shirt, CD & picture" Heidi said shoving them in Mark's face
"There we go all signed" Mark said when everything was signed
"Thanks" Jo said
"Lets go up to the room angel" Mark said to Lucy
"Im tired" Lucy said
"Yeah. Want to sleep for a while?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy said
CHAPTER 34
"Lucy wake up" Mark said when Lucy began to scream in her sleep
"Lucy wake up baby" Mark said while gently shaking her
"Don't hurt me" Lucy said while sitting up with her eys closed
"MARK" Lucy screamed while jumping into his arms and sobbing against his shoulder
"Sssh it's ok angel. Im here princess" Mark said while stroking her hear & back
"Im...scared" Lucy sobbed
"I know angel. It's ok because Im here and I won't ever let anything happen to you ever again precious" Mark said
"I'm thirsty" Lucy said softly while wiping her eyes
"Yeah. Want some water?" mark asked
"Ok" Lucy said before yawning
"Your still tired aren't you gorgeous" Mark said
"We have toget ready for dinner but we won't belong angel. After dinner daddy has to sign some papers for work and after that we can go back to bed" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy replied
"What do you wannt wear angel?" Mark asked
"My pick tracksuit" Lucy replied
"Ok angel" Mark said and began to dress Lucy
"You wait here while daddy gets dressed" Mark said and went into the bathroom
"OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" Lucy screamed
"WHts wrong angel?" mark ased while rushing out of the abthroom and voer to Lucy
"My...chest...hurts" Lucy said almost breathless
"It's ok just use this Air Mask" Mark said while outting the Air Mask on Lucy's face
"Now sweetheart. Is your chest still sore?' mark asked
"No" Lucy replied
"You jsut wasn't getting ehough air and that's why it hurt gorgeous" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said
"Lets go for dinner" Mark said and picked Lucy up
"Whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when she began to cry in the lift
"Im tired" Lucy sobbed
"Ok angel. We won't be long I promise" Mark said while kissing Lucy's cheek
"Whats wrong with Lucy? Why is she crying?" Shane asked Mark when he got to thier tabel
"She;s tired" Mark said
"Well we could get roomservice and have it iny our room at least then Lucy could sleep" Kian suggested
"Yeah perfect" Mark said
"Lets go" Nicky said
*In Mark's Room*
"Lucy is asleep Mark" Kian siad
"Ok I'll just go put her in bed" mark said and walked into the ebdroom with Lucy
*20 minutes later*
"I'll go and check everything is ok cos it's 20 minutes ago Mark brought her to bed" Nicky said and walked into Mark's room
"Their both fast asleep" Nicky said to the other
"Lets go" Kian said
"They need as much sleep as they can get. their knackered after everything that's happened in the last few weeks" Shane said
CHAPTER 35
"Lucy you have to stay with the hotel babysitter" Mark said to Lucy
"Leave me alone I hate you" Lucy said and ran into her bedroom slamming the door shut behind her
"She'll be ok. You go and I'll look after Lucy" The Hotel babysitter said to Mark
"Thanks" Mark smiled and left the room
*At The Show*
"Hows Lucy?" Kian asked Mark
"Angry, upset, sad, all cried out" Mark said sadly
"She'll be fine" Nicky said
"She hates me" Mark blurted out
"What?" Nicky asked
"She said she hates me she said 'I hate you' to me" Mark said
"She doesn't mean it I'm sure" Shane replied
"She did mean it. The look she gave me when she said it told me she meant it" Mark said
"Of course she didn't mean it" Kian said
"Lads time to go on" Dave said
"Ok lets go" Mark said and walked out of the room
*30 minutes later*
"That went well" Shane said
"What?" Mark asked
"That went well" Shane repeated
"Yeah" Mark replied
"We going back to the hotel soon?" Mark asked
"Why?" Kian asked Mark
"I want to see Lucy" Mark replied
"We can leave now" Dave said
"Lets go" Mark said and walked out of the building into the car
*Back At The Hotel*
"Want a drink?" Nicky asked Mark
"Coke please. I'll be down in a minute Im just popping up to see Lucy" Mark said and got into the lift
*In Mark's Room*
"Lucy Im back angel" Mark called out when he got into his room
"Hey Sandra wheres Lucy?" Mark asked Sandra when he saw her
"Her room. She's been there all eveing since you left" Sandra said
"Ok thanks. I'll go check she's ok" Mark said and went into Lucy's room
*In Lucy's Room*
"Baby whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when he saw her shaking
Lucy didn't reply just began to shake more
"Lucy talk to me baby" Mark said
"Come here precious" Mark said while picking Lucy up
"Tell daddy whats wrong darlin?" Mark tried again
"Lets go and see Shane, Kian & Nicky" Mark said and walked into his room
"Sandra we're just popping down to the lads. You can go now and thanks again for tonight" Mark smiled
"Anytime Mark" Sandra smiled and left the room
"Will you tell daddy whats wrong angel?" Mark tried again
"Lucy please" Mark asked
"No? Ok then we'll go see the lads" Mark said and walked out of the room
*At The Bar*
"Whats wrong with Lucy?" Kian asked
"Don't know she won't talk" Mark said
"Lucy come and sit on daddy's knee" Mark said when Lucy sat on the ground
"Lucy" Mark said when she ignored him
"Lucy you can't sit on the ground it's too cold for you" Mark tried again
"Right fine" Mark said and lifted Lucy onto his knee
"Want a drink or somthing darlin?" Mark asked Lucy
Lucy just nodded as to say no
"Why won't you talk?" Mark asked
"Hi Lucy" Kian smiled hoping it would get her talking
"Say hi" Mark said to Lucy
"Lucy I have told you your are not allowed to sit on the ground it's too cold for you" Mark said firmly when Lucy got off his knee and sat on the ground
"Sweetheart whats wrong?" Mark asked Lucy when she started to cry softly
"Anna" Lucy whispered
"Whats she done?" Mark asked
"She was the hotel babysitter" Lucy said before beginning to sob loudly
"Did she hurt you gorgeous?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy sobbed
"I'll kill her" Mark fumed
"Lets go back to the room and go to bed for tonight. And daddy will talk to Anna tomorrow princess" Mark said
"So Anna was dressed up as someone else" Kian said
"We're heading to bed. Lucy's tired and needs sleep. See you tomorrow" Mark said and walked over to the lift with Lucy
*3am*
"MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARK" Lucy screamed making Mark jump up
"Baby whats wrong? What is it angel?" Mark asked frantically
"The shadow" Lucy sobbed
"Come here. It's ok Im here angel" Mark said softly
"Sssshhhh. Im here gorgeous daddy's here angel" Mark said to Lucy while stroking her hair, face & back
"My chest hurts" Lucy said almost breathless
"Ok just use this Airmask" Mark said and put the Airmask on Lucy
"Hows your chest now beautiful?" Mark asked Lucy
"It feels tight" Lucy said while putting the Airmask to her face again
"Come sit on daddy's knee and lie back against my chest angel. It's help you feel better" Mark said as Lucy did what she was told
"Will you sing to me?" Lucy asked
"Yeah baby. Butterfly Kisses?" Mark replied
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Ok angel" Mark said and started singing
Theres two things I know for sure She was sent here from Heaven and she's daddy's little girl As I drop to my knees by her bed at night she talkes to Jesus and I close my eyes and I thanks god for of the joy in my life oh but most of all
Butterfly Kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair Walk beside the Pony daddy it's my first ride I know the cake looks funny daddy but I must try Oh with all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
Sweet sixteen today She's looking her mother a little more evryday One part woman the otehr part girl Perfume & Make-up, ribbons & curls Trying her wings out in a great big world
Butterfly Kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
You know how much I love you daddy If you don't mind Im only gonna kiss on the cheek this time Oh in all the I've done wrong I must've done somthign right To deserce a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
She'll change her name today She'll make a promise and I'll give her away Standing in her bedroom She asks me what Im thinking and I said Im not sure Just feel like I'm loosing my baby girl the she leaned over and gave me
Butterfly Kisses with her mother there Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk me down the aisle daddy it's just about time Does my wedding dress look pretty daddy? Daddy don't cry Oh in all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night...
"You asleep?" Mark asked when he finished singing
"Lucy?" Mark whispered when he didn't get a reply
"I love you so much" Mark said and kissed Lucy's head while putting the Airmask on the bedside table and lying down before falling asleep
CHAPTER 36
"So Anna escaped from prision and dressed up as someone else" Kian said shocked
"Yeah and last night she looked after or rather hurt my daughter" Mark fumed
"Does she have no shame?!" Mark said angrily
"Have you called the police?" Kian asked
"No Kian! Obviously I have!" Mark replied
"Sorry I didn't mean to snp Im just wound up that's all" Mark apologisised to Kian
"OK mate" Kian said
"How about you, me & Lucy go shopping?" Kian suggested
"Yeah" mark said
"You wanna lave your Barbie teddy here angel? If you bring it shopping you could lose it" Mark said to Lucy
"I'll leave it in the car" Lucy said
"Ok angel" Mark smiled
"I love you so much baby" Mark ssaid to Lucy before kissing her head
*2 hours later*
"You ok sweetheart?" Mark asked Lucy
"My chest hurts" Lucy replied
"Ok angel. Kian pass me the Airmask form the bag please?" Mark asked said
"Here we go" Kian said handing the Airmask to Mark
"You ok now baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy rpelied
"It's 2pm now why don't we go get somthing to eat?" Kian siggested
"Yeah" Mark replied
"Where we will go?" Kian asked
"Don't mind really" Mark replied
"Where does Lucy want to go?" Kian said
"Don't mind" Lucy said and put her head on Mark's shoulder
"Your tired aren't you gorgeous" Mark said to Lucy
"Just a little" Lucy replied
"You can have a little sleep before the show tonight angel" Mark smiled at Lucy
"Ok" Lucy replied
"Wanna go to that restaurant? It's besode the Sea and the cos it's o hot teh breeze shuold be noce and cool" Mark said
"Yeah lets go" Kian said and walked into the restaurant
"Want a drink baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"Water" Lucy replied
"Ok gorgeous"" Mark said
"What do you wanna eat?" Mark asked Lucy
"Nothing thanks" Lucy replied
"Sweetheart you have to eat somthing" Mark said
"How about a small plate of chips and a rol? You don't have to eat them all jsut some of them baby" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy replied while relaxing against Mark's chest
"Mark I htink the sun is hurting ehr eyes" Kian said
"Thanks mate. Baby s the sun hurting your eyes?" Mark said
"Yeah" Lucy replied
"I have some spare sunglasses with me she can wear them in here if she wants" Kian said
"Yeah thanks" Mark said
"Here you go" Kian said and handed Mark the glasses
"Hahahaha" Lucy wear a hat instead those glasses cover your whole face Mark said
"How big are those glasses Kian" Mark sblack personed
"Blame Kikki she got them for me" Kian said
"Yeah" Mark sneered
"She's asleep mark" Kian said
"Lucy?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Kian replied
"Thanks mate. I shall have to wake her and she won't be happy" Mark said
"Lucy wake up" Mark siad
"Lucy wake up" Mark said again when she didn't wake up
"What?" Lucy snapped grumpily when she woke up
"I lvoe you" Mark said
"Im going back to sleep" Lucy said and snuggled against Mark's chest
"Wake up baby you cna't sleep" Mark said
"Why not" Lucy asked before beginning to cry
"OK baby if you want to sleep you can" Mark said
"Good" lucy said and went back to sleep
CHAPTER 37
*1 week later*
"So you got a new girlfriend" Shane said
"Yeah and Im really happy." Mark replied
"What's her name?" Kian asked
"Sammy" Mark sighed
"How does she get on with Lucy?" Shane aksed
"She hasn't met Lucy yet But she's meeting Lucy this afternoon" Mark said
"Ok" Kian said
"Anyways Me, Kian & Nicky are going for a game of golf. See ya later" Shane said left with Kian & Nicky
*In Mark's Room*
"Sammy Im back" Mark called out when he got back to his room
"Hey" Sammy said
"Hey" MArk said while kissing her
"Wheres Lucy?" Mark asked when he broke the kiss
"Her room" Sammy said
"I'll just go see her" Mark said and went into Lucy's room
"Hey gorgeous" Mark said when he saw Lucy
"Hi" Lucy smiled weakly
"Hows my fave girl?" Mark smiled
"Ok" Lucy replied
"Only ok? Somthing wrong baby?" Mark asked
"No" Lucy whispered while lookng to the floor
"Sweetheart tell daddy" Mark said
"What?" Lucy whispered
"Sweetheart tell daddy whats wrong?" Mark said
"Nothing" Lucy whispered
"Lucy I know somthing is wrong please just tell me baby" Mark said
"Nothing it's not important and it doesn't matter...just like me" Lucy replied
"Sweetheart of course you matter and your very important. Never thinky our not angel" Mark said while picking Lucy up and cuddling her
"Im just in the way that's why no one wants or loves me" Lucy said
"Lucy your are wanted and I love you and so does everyone else" Mark replied
"Everyone hates me" Lucy said
"No they don't princess" Mark said
"tehn why does Sammy say they do" Lucy replied
"What?" mark asked
"Sammy says everyone hates me, Im un-wanted & in the way and no one loves me" Lucy sobbed
"Sammy wouldn't say anything like it" Mark said
"Show daddy your hand" mark said
"Now everytime you say somthing bad or tell lies about someone you will get a slap because your not allowed to tell any lies to or about anyone" Mark said and slapped Lucy not realising how hard he hit her or that she wasn't lying
"You stay here and think about this" Mark said and left the room
"I HATE YOU" Lucy shouted and ran past Mark out of his room
"Lucy get back here this minute" Mark said while following Lucy
"No" Lucy said and ran onto the road not seeing the car the was coming
"LUCY" Mark shouted when she fell on teh road
"Baby look at me" Mark said while turning her over so she was lying on her back
"Go away from me" Lucy said angeily
"Come here" Mark said and picked Lucy up
"I hate you" Lucy said
"Your grounded for a month" Mark said angrily
"Am I now?!" Lucy said
"Don't be so cheeky" Mark said with a raised voice
"Leave me alone I hate you" Lucy said and stormed into her bedroom banging the door closed
"Im loosing my bloody patients with that child" Mark fumed
"Why did I adopt her? She's in my way I can't go anywhere or do anything cos of her & she annoys me so much. I think Im starting to hate her" Mark said not realising Lucy could hear everything he was saying
"Then I'll go" Lucy said and ran out of the room
"Oh god what have I said & done" Mark said feeling guilt like never before
"Lucy wait" Mark said while following her
"What?" Lucy said when she stopped
Mark felt his heart break when he saw the pain, hurt & fear spread across Lucy's face when she looked at him
"Im sorry I didn't mean it" Mark said
"You did mean it" Lucy said
"I didn't mean it angel" Mark said
"You did mean it. You hate me just like everyone else does" Lucy sobbed
"I don't hate you. No one hates you" Mark said
"Sammy, Anna & my old family hate me" Lucy replied
"Anna and your old family are just jealous cos your perfect and their not and Sammy doesn't hate you" Mark said
"Yeah they do. Can't blame them really, who'd like me. Im ugly, fat, chubby & horrible" Lucy said
"No they don't and your not. Your perfect" Mark said
"Maybe if I was dead everyone would be better off" Lucy said making Mark gasp loudly
Mark felt those words like a knife in his heart
"Lucy don't say that" Mark said
"Why? It's true!" Lucy replied
"No it isn't baby I and everyone else love you" Mark said
"More like hate" Lucy replied
"I love you and so does everyone else" Mark said while picking Lucy up
"Lets go back to the room and you can tell me what Sammy has been saying to you" Mark said
"She's been hurting me as well" Lucy sobbed
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CHAPTER 38
"You go to your room and stay there. Don't tell me Sammy has been hurting you when she hasn't. Your grounded for a month" Mark said angrily to Lucy
"Wanna pop down to the pool for a while? Lucy will be ok on her own" Mark said
"Yeah lets go" Sammy said
*3 hours later*
"We should go back up to the room and get ready for dinner" Mark said
"Yeah true" Sammy said while getting out of the pool
*In Mark's Room*
"I'll just go check Lucy" Mark said and went into Lucy's room
"Hey" Mark smiled when he saw Lucy
"Hi" Lucy mumbled
"We're going to go for dinner soon what do you want to wear?" Mark said feeling awkward
"Im not coming" Lucy said
"Yes you are. You have to eat" Mark asid
"No Im just in the way. I want to go back to my old family" Lucy said
"Why?" Mark asked feeling tears in his eyes
"Im just in everyone's way here. If I go back to my old family everyone here will be happier & better off" Lucy said
"Your not in anyone's way" Mark said feeling guilty
"Yeah I am" Lucy said
"I'll just go get ready for dinner you get ready in here baby" Mark said and left the room feeling a strange feeling in his stomach
*20 minutes later*
"You ready to go?" Mark asked Lucy
"Im not coming" Lucy said
"Lucy you have to come. You have to eat. You don't have a choice" Mark said
"Fine" Lucy said
"Good girl" Mark smiled softly
"Hold daddy's hand angel" Mark said while taking Lucy's tiny hand in his big hand
*In The Restaurant*
"What do you want to eat darlin?" Mark asked Lucy
"Nothing" Lucy replied
"Lucy you have to eat somthing" Mark said
"I don't want anything" Lucy said
"Either you eat proper food or you can't have any Ice Cream" Mark said firmly
"I don't want anything at all" Lucy replied
"Stop being to stubborn and pick somthing to eat" Mark tried again
"I said I don't want anything" Lucy snapped
"Right fine suit yourself" Mark said angrily
"She ok?" Sammy asked
"She's just being bold as usual" Mark said
"What?" Mark said when Lucy began to cry softly
"Lucy tell me what's wrong" Mark said
"It doesn't matter.....just like me" Lucy said through her tears
"You do matter" Mark said
"No I don't" Lucy replied while wiping her eyes
"You ready to go?" Mark asked Sammy when they has finished their meals
"Yep" Sammy replied
"Lets go" Mark said and got up
"Hold my hand" Mark said shortly to Lucy while taking her hand in his
*Un Mark's Room*
"You go to bed and stay there" Mark said angrily to Lucy and pushed her into her room slamming the door closed and locking it from his side
"Im going to bed Im knackered" Mark said and got into bed
"Me to" Sammy said and got into bed befor eturning of the bedside lmap
*The Next Morning*
"Wanna go to the pool?" Sammy said
"Yeah" Mark said
"You wanna get Lucy ready or will I?" Sammy asked
"I will" Mark said and went into Lucy's room
"Lucy" Mark called
"Lucy wake up" Mark said when she didn't wake up the first time
"Lucy" Mark said shaking her gently
"Lucy angel wake up" Mark said getting worried
"Sammy call an ambulance" Mark said
"Why?" Sammy asked but already knowing the answer
"Lucy isn't waking up" Mark sobbed
CHAPTER 39
*At The Hospital*
"She looks so fragile" Kian said while looking at Lucy
"If I ever see Sammy again and god knows what I'll do" Mark fumed
"Maybe if you listened to Lucy in the first place none of this would have happened. You always think with your thingy instead of your brain" Kian spat
"I did listen to Lucy but what was I supposed to think? First Anna, then Sammy? Two people in a row hurting Lucy. Would you have believed her? I did listen I just didn't act I had to be sure Lucy wasn't lying" Mark said
"Lucy doesn't know what lying is. Like when Anna said she caught Lucy stealing from her bag, Lucy doesn't know what stealing is. You have to understand Mark, Lucy doesn't know what's wrong and what's right purely because her old fmaily never thought her like your family thought you and I what's wrong and right. Lucy always thought what her parents did to her was right because she think she isn't special, Important or good enough" Nicky said
"Anyway bickering won't help the situation. the best we can do is stick together for Lucy's sake" Shane said
"Maybe you should give things another go with Christina, she loves Lucy like her own daughter. Ok so Lucy is scared if Christina, but Lucy is scared of everyone. It's natural for Lucy to be scared of everyone because of what she has been through. Christina understand's that. Difference ebtween Christina, Ann & Sammy is: Christina would never in a million years do anything to hurt Lucy or anyone else ever" Kian said
"Christina? I haven't a clue where in the world she is! What do you expect me to do? Ask Dave to try and find out what coutry she's in" Mark said
"Youc could try ringing her" Kian replied
"Yes, but I need her number to ring her. I deleted her number when we broke up" Mark said
"Am sure Dave can get ya her number" Kian said
"Lucy?" Mark said when she started moaning
"We'll wait outside her room" Kian said and left with Shane & Nicky
"How do you feel sweetheart?" Mark asked Lucy
"Sore" Lucy rpelied
"Im sorry baby" Mark said feeling incredibly guilty
"It's ok. Why would you or anyone believe me? Im not important, Good or special enough Sammy is" Lucy said
"You are special, good & important. Your extremly special & important to me and the lads" Mark said
"Im not. Your just saying that" Lucy said
"I love you, your Important, Good & Special to me baby" Mark said
"Im tired" Lucy said
"Ok precious. You sleep and I'll stay here baby" Mark said while stroking her face
"You go. There's a show tonight" Lucy said
"The has been cancelled baby. The fans refused to come because they want me to stay here with you" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy replied
"Will you lie beside me?' lucy asked
"Yeah baby" Mark asid and lay down beside Lucy
"You wanna lie on daddy's chest like you do at home" Mark said
"Yeah" Lucy said while Mark lifted her onto his chest
"Mark what are you doing?" Kian asked walking into the room
"Lucy wants to lie on my chest like she does at home. Anyway she wants to sleep so if your staying in here don't make any noise" Mark said
"Ok. I'll wait outside with the others" Kian replied
*3 hours later*
"Mark" Kian said
"Mark wake up" Kian sid
"Hmm what? Lucy is she ok?" Mark asked worriedly
"She's fine. It's 10.30pm we should go back to the hotel and you can come abck tomorrow and see Lucy" Kian said
"No I won't leave Lucy. I promised her I'd stay here with her all night Im not leaveing" Mark said
"Mark..." Kian started before Mark btted in
"I won't leave me daughter cos she doesn't want me to" Mark said
"Ok. We'll we're heading back now. Call Dave to come and pick you up if you want to come back" Kian said and left
"Daddy" Lucy siad
"Im here angel" Mark said
"I want to go back to the hotel" Lucy sobbed
"OK angel. Let the Doctor and nurses check you over before we leave angel" Mark said and sat up
"Ok" Lucy said
"Where are you going?" Lucy sobbed when Mark went to the door
"To get the doctor" Mark said
"No don't leave me" Lucy sobbed
"Im her eangel I won't go if you don't want me to" Mark said while Lucy climbed onto his knee
"I don't want to stay on my own" Lucy sobbed against Mark's chest
"How about we press your buzzer and then a nurse will come in here" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said while holding onto Mark's top tightly
"I love you so much" Mark said to Lucy before kissing her cheek
CHAPTER 40
"Morning gorgeous" Mark said when Lucy woke up
"Morning" Lucy mumbled
"How do you feel baby?" Mark asked
"Tired & sore" Lucy replied
"Show daddy where you feel sore angel" Mark said
"You've got some cuts & bruises baby" Mark said feeling guilty
"How about we go get your hair done today? And get you losds of new things" Mark said smiling
"Why?: Lucy asked
"Cos your my angel and I wanna spoil you baby" Mark said while stroking ehr face
"If you want" Lucy replied
"OK angel. I love you so much" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
"You want to come to the show tonight?" Mark aksed Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy rpelied
"Great" Mark said
"Can I go on stage with you?" Lucy asked making Mark feel un-comfortable
"Eh...we'll see baby. There's gonna be loads of people there and they might take pictures of you and put them on the internet or seel tehm to papaers and don't want that angel. I don't want people we don't know to have pictures of you cos it could put you in danger baby and I don't want that" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy replied sadly
"Ok if I bring you on-stage you have to wear a hat baby so then if people do take pictures they won't see much of your face baby" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy replied
"We have to get up soon angel" Mark said Lucy
"Ok" Lucy said
"Your sitll tired aren't you princess?"
"Yeah" Lucy said before yawning
"You want to sleep for a while longer?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy replied and put her head on Mark's chest before faling asleep
*3 hours later*
"Lucy angel wake up" Mark said
"Lucy" Mark said louder while shaking her gently
"What?" Lucy snapped tiredly when she woke up
"We have to get up baby it's 12.30pm" Mark said
"Im tired" Lucy said
"I know angel but you can sleep later" Mark said and picked Lucy up while kissing her cheek
"What do you want bath or shower?" Mark asked
"Why?" Lucy asked
"Cos we have to smell nice for the show baby and you haven't had a bath for 2 days missy" Mark said while placing a kiss on the tip of her nose
"Bath" Lucy replied and put her head on Mark's shoulder
"Don't fall alseep baby cos I'll wake you up" Mark laughed
*4 hours later*
"Finally we can go now" Mark said to Lucy after spending hours trying to straighten her hair, which didn't work
"No, you have to tie my hair up cos you couldn't straighten it" Lucy said
"Yeah I'll do it at the venue" Mark said
"No, here" Lucy said and sat on the chair
"Lucy..." Mark started before Lucy butted in
"Im not moving until my hair is done" Lucy pouted making Mark laugh
"Right" Mark said
"You want your pink ribbons in your hair?" mark asked but already knowing the answer
"Good boy" Lucy giggled
"Finally we're going now" mark said when Lucy's hair was done
"What about my make-up?" Lucy said making Mark turn around quickly
"JOKE" Lucy shouted before Mark spoke
"Lets go gorgeous" Mark said and picked Lucy up
"Anyway your not wearing make-up at 3-years-of-age your too young" Mark said on the way to his car
"I am not" Lucy protested
"Yes you are gorgeous. Anyway your beautiful you don't need to wear make-up" Mark said
"Maybe I want to wear make-up" Lucy laughed
"Well when your older you can" Mark said
"What age?" lucy asked
"16" Mark said
"Im not waiting 13 years to wear make-up" Lucy said
"Yes you are, you don't have a choice" Mark laughed
*The next day*
"Can't believe those fans would do this" Mark fumed while looking on some fans websites
"I specifically asked them not to post pictures of Lucy on the internet and now I see websites covered in them" Mark fumed
"Call themselves fans" Shane said
"Daddy" Lucy called
"Yeah baby?" Mark aswered
"That girl there wants me to give you this" Lucy said handing a copy of The Sun Paper To Mark
"Look at this" Mark said handing the paper to Kian
"Come here gorgeous" Mark said and took Lucy on his knee
"I love you so much" Mark said while kissing her cheek
"Unbelievable. I can't believe those fans would do this" Kian said
"Eh....Mark?" Nicky said while look at the Mirror
"Yeah" Mark replied
"You...eh...look at this" Nicky said handing the paper to Mark
"Oh my god" Mark said when he saw the headline
CHAPTER 41
*5 days later*
"No Dave I want extra security. My little girl has got almost 20 letters this week threatening her life. Now my daughters security & life is more important than anything else I want extra secuirty and I want it by tonight. End of" Mark said
"Don't say anything to Lucy about these letters cos it'll only sscare her and I don't want that. It's best if she knows nothing about these letters" Mark said and
"Ok" Dave said
"Thanks" Mark said and left the room
*In Mark's Room*
"Im back" Mark called out when he got to his room
"Lucy? Nicky" Mark called when he couldn't find them
"Look if your hiding then come out now this is not funny" Mark said getting more & more worried
"Lucy where are you babe?" Mark yelled
"MAAAAARK" Lucy called out while running to him
"Baby whats wrong? Whats happened? Wheres Nicky?" Mark asked while picking Lucy up
"Girls got Nicky" Lucy sobbed
"Where baby?" Mark asked
"Under the bath in the bathroom" Lucy said
"I'll ring Dave" Mark said and took out his mobile
"Dave it's me Mark, Lucy says some girls have Nicky under the bath in the bathroom in my room come over now" Mark daid and hung up
"Hey sexy" Jo said while walking over to Mark
"How the hell did you get in here?" Mark asked
"You should reallly close your windows you know...anyone can get in" Jo laughed
"Get out" Mark said
"Make me" Jo said while slapping Lucy across the face making Lucy cry
"Leave my daughter alone don't you dare hit her" Mark said while putting his hand over Lucy's face to protect her
"Mark" Dave yelled
"In here" Mark said from the bedroom
"Ssssh it's ok angel. Daddy's here baby" Mark said to Lucy who was shaking & crying from fear
"Im scared" Lucy sobbed
"I know sweetheart. im her and I won't let anything happen to you precious I love you so much angel" Mark said to Lucy
"Your an in-the-way litle b!tch that should never have been born" Jo shouted at Lucy
"Don't mind her angel" Mark said to Lucy while stroking her hair, face & back
"Im in the way" Lucy sobbed
"No your not angel she's lying" Mark said
"I've got Nicky out now you go while I have Jo" Dave said
"Ok" Mark said anf ran out
"Mark over here" Shane shouted
"Hey" Mark said when he got to Shane , Kian & nicky
"Yoi ok?" marka sked Nicky
"Yeah just shocked that's all" Nicky replied
"Hows Lucy?" Kian asked
"Terrifed" Mark replied
"It's ok angel. We're safe now darlin" Mark said to Lucy
CHAPTER 42
*The Next day*
"Lucy still won't talk" Mark said
"Fiona was around this morning and she had team of others with her that tried talking to Llucy but nothing worked. Im really scared I just don't know what to do" Mark said
"All Lucy does is either cry or shake or both at once" Mark said
"Hi Lucy" Kian said to Lucy hoping it would gt her talking
"You want to come get some chocolate with me?" Kian asked again
"Lets go get some chocolate" kian said and took Lucy who started crying
"You want daddy" Kian said while handing her back to Mark
"You want a drink baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"Lucy pelase talk to me baby" Mark said
"Say anything at all angel" Mark tried again
"No? OK then" Mark said
"You just wanna sit on my knee and play with your dolls and dress them up don't you gorgeous" Mark said to Lucy while pushing some hair behind her ear
"I love you so much angel" Mark said in Lucy's ear before kissing her cheek
"Do you love daddy?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy whispered
"Did she just..." Mark said not sure if he heard Lucy speak or not
"Say that again angel" Mark said
"Yeah" Lucy said
"I love you too angel so so much, you know that don't you precious" Mark said in Lucy's ear again
"Im hungry" Lucy whispered
"Yeah. What do you want to eat gorgeous?" Mark asked
"Roll" Lucy replied
"Shane pass me one of those rolls from the basket there please" Mark said
"Here you go" Shane said while handing Mark the basket of rolls
"Here we go gorgeous" Mark said and handed a roll to Lucy
"Thank you" Lucy whispered while taking the roll from Mark
"You want a drink baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"No thanks" Lucy said and started eating her roll
"Ok princess" Mark said
"Daddy" Lucy whispered
"Yeah darlin?" mark replied
"I don't want this anymore" Lucy said while handing Mark her roll
"Why not angel?" Makr asked
"Cos theres goo in the middle of it" Lucy replied
"OK gorgeous" Mark said and placed the roll on the table
"Come here angel" Mark said and stood Lucy on his knee
"I was thinking, we don't have a show tonight and we haven't been to town for a while so why don't we go into town this afternoon and get you loads of new things. Clothes, toys, shoes" mark said
"Why get me new things?" Lucy asked
"Cos your my beautiful gorgeous daughter and I wanna spoil you" mark siled
"If you want" Lucy repelied
"I do baby. We'll leave in 30 minutes" mark said
"OK" Lucy replied
"Give daddy a kiss" mark said
"Ok" Lucy replied and kissed Mark's cheek
"On my lips please" Mark laughed
"Ok" Lucy said and gave Mark a kiss
"I love you so much baby" Mark whicspered in Lucy's ear when she hugged him
"I love you too daddy" Lucy said
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:44:55 GMT
CHAPTER 43
"Im tired" Lucy said
"Yeah? Me to baby. Wanna go back to the hotel now angel?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy replied
*At The Hotel*
"Evening Mark" Shane said when he saw Mark
"Evening" Mark said
"Jaysus how many bag ya got?" Nicky said
"Don't ask" Mark said
"Can I wear my new crown now?" Lucy asked
"Yeah baby" Mark said
"You sit beside Nicky and I'll bring these up to the room and find your crown angel" Mark said to Lucy
"Don't leave me" Lucy said while tears filled her eyes
"You wanna come with daddy then?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy said and grabbed Mark's arm
"Lets go. Be back in a minute" Mark said to the lads and got into the lift
"Can I wear my new dress,, shows and crown nwo daddy?" Lucy asked
"Ok baby" Mark said
"Which dress?" Mark asked
"My pink dress" Lucy replied
"That's what your wearing for dinner tonight baby, pick a different dress" Mark said
"My pink jeans and Barbie top and fleece" Lucy said
"Ok baby come here and we'll get you dressed" Mark said
"All ready" Mark said when Lucy was dressed
"Yeah" Lucy said and grabbed Mark's hand
"My feet hurt" Lucy said on the way to the lift
"That's cos your shoes are new and your not used to them yet gorgeous come here and I'll carry you" Mark said and picked her up
*In The bar*
"I like your crown Lucy" Shane said
"Thanks so do I" Lucy said innocently making everyone laugh
"Can I wear make-up later daddy?" Lucy asked
"No baby" Mark said
"Why?" Lucy asked
"Cos your too young to wear make-up. Anyway your beautiful you don't need make-up" Mark said
"But I want to wear make-up" Lucy protested
"OK, ok we'll get you some lipgloss tomorrow" Mark said
"Strawberry falvour" Lucy said
"Ok" Mark replied
"Can I get a pink one?" Lucy asked
"We'll see" Mark siad
"How about you have somthing to eat baby" Mark said
"Chip & nuggets" Mark suggested
"Ok" Lucvy replied
"Great baby" Mark said
"Lets go into the restaurant" Kian said
"Want me to cary you?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Come here beautiful" Mark said and picked Lucy up
"I love you so much angel" Mark said to Lucy
"I love you too daddy" Lucy said
"Does daddy get a kiss?" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said and gave Mark a kiss
"Good girl" Mark said
"Theres Christina" Nicky said
"CHRISTINA" Lucy shouted excitedly
"Hey" Christina said while walking over to them
"Can Christina have lunch with us to daddy?" Lucy asked Mark
"If she wants" Mark said
"I'd love to but I gotta go back to work now. I'll come by tonight and see you if thats ok" Christina said
"Perfect" Lucy said
"Is that ok Mark?" Christina said
"Yeah" Mark said
"Will you bring your make-up please?" Lucy asked
"Sure" Christina said and left
"Lets get your lunch now baby" Mark said to Lucy
"Ok" Lucy said
"Mark theres not enough chairs and Lucy is too big for a highchair so we'll have to go somewhere else" Nicky said
"Lucy can sit on my knee" Mark said
"Daddy" Lucy whispered
"yeah baby" Mark siad
"I don't feel well" Lucy said
"No. Alright don't eat anymore food angel. Wanna sleep for a while?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy said and snuggled up against Mark's chest while Mark gently stroked her face with his thumb
5 minutes later she was fast asleep
"She ok Mark?" Kian asked
"She feels sick" Mark said
"Im heading back up to my room and putting Lucy into bed for a while" Mark said and gently put Lucy's head on his shoulder before getting up
"We got some DVD's last night and since your room is the only one with a DVD player can we watch them in your room and we will keep the noise down?" Shane asked
"Yeah if you want just don't make too much noise I want Lucy to sleep for a while" Mark said
"Lets go" Kian said and began to walk towards the exit with everyone following him
*In Mark's Room*
"Im just popping Lucy into the bed" Mark said and went into the bedroom
"Daddy" Lucy said when Mark put her in the bed
"I think...." Lucy said and threw up
"Come here sweetheart" Mark said and picked her up again
"I wanna sleep on the couch beside you" Lucy sobbed
"OK angel" Mark said and walked into the living area where the lads were
"Lucy's gonna watch the DVD's with us" Mark said and sat on the 2-seater couch
"Me and Lucy are having this couch to ourselves you can all sit on that couch" Mark said
"Ok" Kian said
"Can we watch Barbie?" lucy asked
"Sure we can" Nicky said and put on Barbie
CHAPTER 44
*3AM*
"Daddy" Lucy called
"DADDY" Lucy shouted while hitting Mark with a pillow
"Baby are you ok?" Mark asked worriedly while sitting up
"I have a pain" Lucy sobbed
"Where angel?" Mark asked while taking Lucy on his knee
"My tummy" Lucy sobbed
"Alright Im bringing you to the hospital tomorrow to make sure it's nothing serious baby" Mark said while stroking Lucy's face
"Can I watch my new Barbie DVD?" Lucy asked
"What now?" Mark asked tiredly
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Ok baby but we can't have it too loud cos we can't wake everyone else in the hotel up baby" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said while Mark out the DVD on
"Now baby. You just relax" Mark said while Lucy relaxed against his chest
"Will you rub my tummy like you do my face?" Lucy asked
"Where it pain's?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy replied
"Sure baby" Mark said and began to rub Lucy's tummy
"Im tired" Lucy said after 40 minutes
"Me too baby. Wanna go back to sleep now?" Mark asked hoping Lucy would say yes
"In a while" Lucy said
"Ok" Mark said and drifted into a light sleep
"WAKE UP" Lucy said loudly in Mark's ear
"Jesus whats wrong?" Mark asked
"You feel asleep on me" Lucy said
"Im sorry baby but Im just tired" Mark said
"So am I but you don't see me falling asleep do you" Lucy said
"Im sorry baby" Mark said
"Don't annoy me. Im in no mood for it just no mood" Lucy snapped
"Im sorry baby" Mark said tiredly
"Good" Lucy said and lay down
"Want daddy to cuddle you?" Mark asked
"Fine" Lucy said and snuggled against his chest
"I love you so much angel" Mark said and kissed Lucy's cheek
*9am*
"Baby whats the noise?" Mark asked
"I got sick" Lucy sobbed
"Come here angel. Why didn't you call me?" Mark said while cuddling Lucy
"Cos you were asleep and I didn't want to wake you" Lucy said
"Awwwww baby. Next time call me angel" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said
"Lets go have a bath and get you cleaned up. Then we'll go to the hospital" Mark said and got out of the bed before picking Lucy up
"You want to wear your new Pink tracksuit?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Can I wear my new Pink Light-Up runners as well?" Lucy asked
"Yeah baby" Mark said
"I love you so much, you don't know that don't you angel" Mark said before kissing Lucy's cheek
"Yeah" Lucy said
"You mean everything to me baby" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said
"You sit in the bath while daddy gets the phone" Mark said
"No don't leave me" Lucy sobbed
"Im coming back in angel" Mark said
"No don't leave me" Lucy sobbed louder
"Ok baby I'll let it ring out" Mark said and got into the bath beside Lucy
"Come here gorgeous and I'll wash your hair now angel" Mark said
*1 hour later*
"Lets get out of this bath and get dressed cos I still have to tidy the bathroom. It's like a swimming pool" Mark laughed
"Can I pour water over your head now daddy?" Lucy asked and poured a bucket of water over Mark
"You just did" Mark said while wiping his eyes with a towel
"Your hair is flat" Lucy sblack personed
"Thanks" Mark said
"Your welcome" Lucy giggled
"I love you so much" Mark said to Lucy while kissing her cheek
"Good" Lucy laughed
"Do you love daddy?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Lets go get ready" Mark said and stepped out of the bath before lifting Lucy out
"I don't feel well" Lucy said
"No? We'll go to the hospital soon darlin" Mark said
*30 minutes later*
"You ready to go now?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy whispered
"Come here beatiful. I love you so much baby. You mean everything to me" Mark said and kissed Lucy's head
"Lets go gorgeous" Mark said and walked out of his room
"Where will we go Kian, Shane or Nicky?" Mark asked
"Kian" Lucy whispered
"Ok angel" Mark said
"Kian open up" Mark said
"Morning" Kian said when he opened the door
"Hiya Lucy" Kian said
"You not talking to me?" Kian asked
"She's sick" Mark said
"What? Awww no flower" Kian said
"Want somthing to drink?" Kian asked Mark
"Tea please" Mark smiled
"Lucy you want anything angel?" Mark asked
"No thanks" Lucy replied
"She don't want anything" Mark said to Kian
"Mark I need ya help" Kian said
"What with?" Mark asked while taking a sip from his tea
"I want to propose to Kikki but I need someone eles's opinions on a ring and since you know more about Jewellery than I do I was hoping we could go into London city today and look" Kian said
"Sure" mark said
"Will you propose to me daddy?" Lucy asked incocently making Kian and Mark laugh
"When your older baby" Mark said not knowing what else to say
"Ok" Lucy said
CHAPTER 45
"Im getting a pushchair for Lucy. I can't carry her my arms are killing me" Mark said
"Is she not a big bit?" Kian asked
"No I see 5 year-olds in buggys. Lucvy is only 3" Mark said
"Ok. Theres a buggy shop there" Kian said
"Lets go" Mark said
"Lucy baby pick a buggy you like" Mark said
"Why?" Lucy asked
"Cos my arms hurt from carrying you so Im getting you a buggy. And it'll be handy for when we're at home and nana Feehily is minding you" Mark said
"I'll walk" Lucy said
"Sweetheart you can't walk" Mark said
"I can" Lucy said
"Angel we'll be walking for hours more you'll get tired" Mark said
"I don't want a buggy" Lucy said
"Like it or not your getting a buggy Lucy" Mark said
"Pick any of theses buggy's you like" Mark said
"I don't want a buggy" Lucy said
"Your getting a buggy you don't have a choice" Mark said
"Which one do you want?" Mark asked
"Don't care" Lucy replied
"Lucy please just pick a buggy" Mark said
"I don't care what buggy I get cos you said I've no choice" Lucy said
"You have a choice of what buggy to get but your getting buggy whether you like it or not thats what I meant" Mark said
"Theres a pink buggy over there" Kian said pointing to the buggy
"Oh" Lucy replied
"Like it?" Marka sked
"Suppose" Lucy said
"Why don't we go take a look at it" Mark said and walked over to the buggy
"You like this buggy baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"Suppose" Lucy said
"Doyou like it or not Llucy and give me a straight answer not 'suppose'" Mark said
"No I don't like it" Lucy said
"Go look at the buggy's and find one you do like" Mark said and put her on the ground
"Theres wrist straps there ya can get one of them and put one loop on Lucy's arm and the other loop on your arm if she don't want a buggy" Kian suggested
"Yeah but she has to get a buggy anyway. I mean the tour goes on for 8 weeks more" Mark said
"Ok" Kian said
"Ok baby you don't have to pick a buggy today but Im getting wrist straps and we'll use them for now but you will have to get a buggy soon" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said with a shakey voice
"You ok" Mark asked Lucy while picking her up
"Sweetheart whats wrong?" Mark asked when he saw Lucy was crying
"I don't feel well" Lucy said
"Ok baby. Why don't we just get a buggy for now and if you still don't like it after a few days we won't use it anymore" Mark said while wiping her face with his thumb
"Fine than" Lucy snapped
"Which one will we get you gorgeous?" Mark asked
"How about we get you the Pink bggy and a dark coloured buggy. So when one if dirty we can use the other" Mark said
"Fine" Lucy said
"What other buggy do you want?" Mark asked
"That one" Lucy said while pointing to a black buggy with red trimmings
"Lets go get them" Mark said
"Kian I need ya to carry a buggy to the car. Im getting Lucy two buggy's" Mark said
*2 hours later*
"Wanna go get somthing to eat now?" Mark suggested
"Yeah" Kian said
"Theres no restaurants for about 30 minutes walk but theres a Supermacs there" Mark said and walked in
"Jeez it's quite for a Wednesday afternoon" kian said
"Yeah" mark said while sitting down
"you go get menu's while I wake Lucy up" Mark said
"Ok" Kian said and went to get some menu's
"Lucy" Mark called while opening the straps of her buggy
"Lucy" Mark said louder in her ear
"Lucy wake up" Mark said while carefully lifting her out of the buggy
"Lucy" Mark said getting worried
"What?" Lucy snapped
"Leave me alone" Lucy said and put her head on Mark's shoulder while closing her eyes and without realised shoving her fist in Mark's mouth
"Whats going on? Kian asked when he saw Lucy's fist in Mark's mouth
"She shoved her fist into my mouth" Mark said when he got her fist out
"Hahahaha" Kian laughed
CHAPTER 45
"Lucy please go in your buggy?" Mark tried again
"No I don't like it" Lucy said
"Why?" Mark asked
"Cos I don't" Lucy said
"Lucy I am telling you get into your buggy now" Mark said
"No" Lucy said
"Either you get into your buggy or stay here on your own" Mark said angrily
"Fine" Lucy whispered and ran into her bedroom slamming the door closed
"Lucy come back here" Mark said
"LUCY" Mark shouted while walking into her room
"I am telling you...." Mark said stopping when he saw her shaking and silently crying under her bed
"Sweetheart come here" Mark said while taking her out from under the bed
"Im sorry baby daddy didn't mean to shout angel" Mark said feeling guilty
"We'll bring your buggy but you don't have to go in it if you don't want to but we'll bring it in case you do want to" Mark said while walking out of his room with Lucy & the buggy
"Afternoon" Kian said when Mark reached their table
"Hiya" Mark said while sitting down
"You want a drink baby?" Mark asked Lucy who kept shaking
"What happened to make her shake?" Kian asked
"I shouted at her" Mark said feeling gilty
"Why?" Kian asked
"Cos she wouldn't get in her buggy" Mark said
"Ah for goodness sake Mark. You shout at her cos she wouldn't get in her buggy?! You know how scared she gets when someone shouts at her" Kian said
"I know" Mark said
"Lucy sweetheart say somthing to daddy" Mark asked Lucy
"no? Ok then baby" Mark said
"I love you so much angel, You mean everything to me beautiful, You make me so proud gorgeous, You know that don't you precious" Mark said in Lucy's ear
"Kian can I ask ya somthing?" Mark said
"Go ahead" Kian said
"Do you think Lucy's feel loved? I mean, when she was with her old family she told me she never felt loved she felt hated, and in the way and not good, special or important enough. But she is so special, important, and good enough to and for me." Mark said
"Yeah Im sure she knows you and everyone else loves her.After everything she has been through she probably just needs you & us show her how much we love her" Kian said
"Your right" m=Mark said
"I was thinking maybe after the tour is finished and when we're back in Ireland, We should have a little ceremony or somthing and I dunno like christen her as a Feehily officially. I mean she sin't even registered as a Feehily only on the adoption papers her second name is Feehily so maybe we could have a like a small christening or somthing and christen her a Feehily. What do you think?" Mark said
"I think it's a brilliant idea" Kian said
"Come here beautiful I love you much much precious" Mark said while standing Lucy on his knee
"Your tired aren't you baby?" Mark asked Lucy when she snuggled against his chest
"Yeah" Lucy whispered
"You wanna sleep?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy replied
"Hey what are you doing gorgeous?" Mark asked Lucy when she un-buttoned the top of his t-shirt
"The buttons was hurting the side of my face so I opened them so I can snuggle up to your chest" Lucy said
"Ok gorgeous" Mark smiled while Lucy snuggled against his chest
"She is so adorable" Kian said
"Yeah she is. She is the most beautiful child I've ever seen" Mark smiled proudly
"Daddy" Lucy whispered
"Yes beautiful?" Mark said
"I don't feel well I have a pain in my tummy" Lucy said
"OK baby. Take some medicine the doctor gave you for this baby" Mark said
"Kian can you pass me that bag with Lucy's things in it please?" Mark asked
"Here we go" Kian said handing the bag to Mark
"Can ya do me another favour please Kian?" Mark asked
"yeah" kian said
"Can ya go to the bar and get me a glass of still water with a straw please?" Mark asked
"Be right back" Kian said and went to the bar
"Her we are" Kian said while sitting down and putting the water on the table
"You ready gorgeous" Mark said and gave Lucy a sthingyful of the medicine
"Daddy" Lucy said and threw up
"It's ok" Mark said and got some baby wipes out to wipe the vomit off himself, Lucy & Kian
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:45:13 GMT
CHAPTER 47
"How's Lucy now?" Shane asked
"Very bad form, she's tired, she's cranky, she cries a lot and she's throwing up a lot. The doctor said she has the flu and should be back to herself in a few days. But she can't eat the normal food like we eat she has to eat the baby food because her immune system isn't as strong as it should be and as theres quite a lot of ingredients in baby foods that will help her immune system to become stronger she has to eat them. And she has to use bottles. She has to drink like baby milk and other drinks from a baby bottle and she has to wear nappies. It's like she's a baby all over again" Mark said
"That's good that it's nothing too serious. Obviously it is serious cos she is sick but it's nothing major. The doctor is right though. Theres a lot of ingredients in different baby foods that will help her immune system as strong as it should be" Kian said
"Yeah true. I just hate giving them to her cos she doesn't like them she wants the normal food that we eat and what she is used to eating" Mark said
"Yeah but in years to come she'll be thankful cos she hopefully won't have any health problems and she won't pick up infections, colds, flu's etc as much" Kian said
"True" Mark said
"Mark Lucy's awake" Kian said
"Hey gorgeous" Mark smiled while taking her out of her buggy
"Hi" Lucy mumbled shorty
"How do you feel baby?" Mark asked
"How do you think" Lucy snapped
"You hungry?" Mark asked
"Yeah but I want normal food" Lucy said
"Baby you have to eat baby foods you know what the doctor said" Mark said
"Then I won't eat at all" Lucy said
"Sweetheart you have to eat" Mark said
"Not baby food" Lucy said while tears filled her eyes
"Lucy you don't have a choice you have to eat and you have to eat baby food you heard teh doctor" Mark said
"Make me eat baby food then because I won't eat it by choice" Lucy said
"Lucy stop being so stubborn" Mark said
"Im not eating d**n baby food" Lucy said
"Don't be so cheeky Lucy. You don't have a choice" Mark said
"We'll see about that" Lucy said angilry making Kian laugh
"Don't encourage her" Mark said
"I want chips" Lucy said
"You can't have chips you heard the doctor" Mark said
"Fine then" Lucy said and began to cry quietly to herself while siting on the floor
"Maybe you should bring her back to the doctors and ask them about tis Mark because if she won't eat then she'll just get more sick" Kian said
"She will eat she's just being stubborn" Mark said
"Lucy come here you can't sit on the floor it's too cold for you baby" Mark said
"Sweetheart come here angel" Mark said while picking her
"Hey whats wrong?" Mark asked when he saw her crying
"I don't want baby food" Lucy sobbed
"Ok baby. We'll go back to the doctors this afternoon and tell him angel" Mark said while cuddling her
"You want some chips angel?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy said while wiping her eyes
"Wanna have them here or in the restaurant?" Mark asked
"I don't mind" Lucy said
"Why don't we go to the restaurant at least then we won't have fans watching us" Kian said
"Yeah lets go" Mark siad
"Come here beautiful" Mark said and picked Lucy up
"What drink do you want baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"Cane I have the same as you daddy?" Lucy sked
"No baby. Im drinking wine and your not old enough to drink wine" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said feeling hurt
"What drink do you want baby?" Mark asked
"Don't mind" Lucy said
"You ok?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy replied
"Ok you can dip your finger into my glass and taste the wine ok baby?" Mark asked when realised Lucy was hurt cos of what he said
"OK" Lucy replied and dipped her finger in the glass
"Ewwwww" Lucy said while spluttering wine everywhere
"Haha you don't like it?" Mark said
CHAPTER 48
*3am*
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" Lucy screamed waking mark up
"Lucy wake up angel" Mark said while shaking her slightly
"Lucy wake up" Mark said louder
"DADDY" Lucy shouted
"It's me baby" Mark said while picking her up
"Ssshhh it's ok angel" Mark said to Lucy who was sobbing loudly
"Promise you'll neevr leave me?" Lucy sobbed
"I promise baby. I always be here for you forever I promise" Mark said
"Did you have a bad dream?" mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy said softly while wiping her eyes
"Come sleep beside daddy for the rest of tonight baby" Mark said while carrying her into his room
"Tell daddy about your abd dream princess" Mark said while getting into the bed and pulling the covers around them
"Anna came back and took you away form me and you left me all alone" Lucy said while tears feel down her face again
"Come here sweetheart" Mark said and took Lucy nto his arms
"Anna is never coming back to us baby, I promise. I'll never ever ever leave you angel I promise. I'll always be here for you forever" Mark said before kissing her cheek
"Why don't we go back to sleep now angel. I'll leave the nightlight on" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said and snuggled closer to Mark's chest while gripping his top tightly
"Will you sing to me cos Im scared" Lucy whispered
"Come here beautiful" Mark said and placed lucy on his chest
"Don't be scared angel Im here and I won't ever let anything happen to you ever again I promise" Mark siad
"Want me to sing Butterfly Kisses?" mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy whispered
"Ok baby" Mark said and began to sing softly while stroking Lucy's face gently with his thumb
Theres two things I know for sure She was sent here from Heaven and she's daddy's little girl As I drop to my knees by her bed at night she talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and I thanks god for of the joy in my life oh but msot of all
Bytterfly kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair Walk beside the Pony daddy it's my first ride I know the cake looks funny daddy but I must try Oh with all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
Sweet sixteen today She's looking her mother a little more evryday One part woman the otehr part girl Perfume & Make-up, ribbons & curls Trying her wings out in a great big world
Butterfly Kisses after bedtime prayers Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
You know who much I love you daddy If you don't mind Im only gonna kiss on the cheek this time Oh in all the I've done wrong I must've done somthign right To deserce a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night
She'll change her name today She'll make a promise and I'll give her away Standing in her bedroom She asks me what Im thinking and I said Im not sure Just feel like I'm loosing my baby girl the she leaned over and gave me
Butterfly Kisses with her mother there Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk me down the aisle daddy it's just about time Does my wedding dress look pretty daddy? Daddy don't cry Oh in all that I've done wrong I must've done somthing right To deserve a hug every morning and Butterfly Kisses at night...
"You asleep gorgeous?" Mark asked Lucy
"Sweetheart?" Mark said when she didn't reply
"I love you so much angel" Mark said when he saw Lucy was asleep
5 minutes later Mark was asleep.
CHAPTER 49
*3am*
"You ok angel?" Mark asked Lucy when she started moaning
"I feel sick & hot" Lucy replied
"Yeah? Want me to get you a cold wet cloth to cool you down?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy replied
"Daddy..." Lucy said and threw up
"Come here gorgeous" Mark said and picked Lucy up
"Lets get you cleaned up" Mark said and walked into the bathroom
"Im sorry" Lucy sobbed
"It's ok baby don't apologise. You can't help it if you are or need to be sick angel" Mark said while cleaning her face
"I don't care where when or how many times you throw up baby as long as your ok and nothing serious is wrong" Mark said while cudding her
"You sit on the couch while I change the bed clothes baby" Mark said and put her on the couch
"Ok" Lucy said
"How do you feel now baby?" Mark asked Lucy
"Sick and cold" Lucy said and began to shiver
"Yeah? Come here baby" Mark said and picked her up
"Lets go back to bed now baby" Mark said and put Lucy into the bed
"Come here beautiful" Mark said and took Lucy into his arms
"You know dadd loves you very much, don't you sweetheart?" Mark said while Lucy snuggled against his chest
"Yeah" Lucy whispered
"Do you love daddy?" Mark asked
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Lets go back to sleep now angel" Mark said and kissed her head
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:45:40 GMT
CHAPTER 50
"Morning son" Oliver said when Mark answered the door
"Morning dad" Mark said tiredly
"It's 11am and your still not up?" Marie said
"I've been up most of the night with Lucy" Mark said
"Why?" Marie asked
"She was sick. She woke up at 3am first and was sick then we went back to bed then she woke up at 3.30am and I've had about 1 hours sleep since then" Mark said
"Me and your dad can mind Lucy for a few hours if you want to sleep?" Marie suggested
"Would you?" Mark said
"Yeah" Marie smiled
"I'll go get her ready, you wait in the kitchen area" Mark said and went into the bedroom
"Lucy, your gonna go and stay with Nana & Grandad Feehily for a few hours" Mark said
"Are you coming?" Lucy asked
"No babes" Mark said
"I want to stay with you" Lucy said
"Baby, Nana & Grandad want to spend some time with you" Mark said
"No, I want to stay with you" Lucy said
"Lucy, your only going to be with them for a few hours" Mark said
"I want to stay with you" Lucy said while tears slowly began to fall down her face
"Lucy, your going with Nana & Grandad so I can sleep for a few hours" Mark said
"I always said I was in the way" Lucy said before putting her head under the pilow and beginning to sob loudly
"Sweetheart, your not in the way" Mark said feeling guilty
"I am, thats why everyone hates me" Lucy said
"Lucy no one hates you babes" Mark said
"Yeah...Im sure Lucy said sarcastically
"Babes I just wanna sleep for a while and I can't leave you un-attended so thats why your going with Nan & Grandad for a few hours" Mark said
"No, Im in the way. Im a problem and thats why everyone hates me" Lucy said
"Sweetheart, your not in the way" Mark said
"Why don't I ask Nan & Grandad to bring you to the park?" Mark suggested
"No" Lucy said
"You wanna wear your pink tracksuit?" Mark asked
"IM NOT GOING" Lucy shouted
"Yes you are" Mark said firmly
"Make me" Lucy said
"Now you listen to me, your going with Nan & Grandad whether you like it or not Lucy. You don't have a choice but to go with them.Do you hear me? Now have I made myself clear enough?" Mark said angrily not realising how hard he was holding her wrists
Lucy didn't reply just nodded and began to slightly shake from fear
"What do you want to wear?" Mark asked Lucy angrily while looking in the Wardrobe
Lucy still didn't talk just pointed to her Pink tracksuit
"Have you lost your voice or has the cat got your tongue?" Mark said when she didnt speak
"Well?" Mark said again when she still didn't speak making tears fill Lucy's eyes
"Get dressed n the Bathroom" Mark said and pushed her into the bathroom
"Are you ready yet?" Mark said through the door 5 minutes later when she still wasn't out
"Lucy?" Mark called getting worried
"Sweetheart are you ok?" Mark asked
"Babes Im coming in" Mark said and walked into the bathroom
"Sweetheart whats wrong?" Mark asked when he saw Lucy shaking on the floor
"Babes tell daddy whats wrong?" Mark asked while cuddling her
"Ssshhh it's alright angel" Mark said when she began to sob loudly
"Hey, it's ok baby, I promise" Mark said while genlty stroking & kissing her hair to comfort her
"You scared & hurt me" Lucy sobbed with a shocking voice
"Im sorry sweetheart" Mark said feeling guilt like never before when he saw how her little hands grabbed onto his upper arms for support
"You don't have to go with Nana & Grandad if you don't want to babes" Mark said
"I want to stay with you" Lucy sobbed
"Ok baby you can stay with me angel" Mark said softly
"Promise" Lucy said
"Yeah baby I promise" Mark smiled
CHAPTER 51
"Ssshhh it's ok baby" Mark said to Lucy who was sobbing loudly
"Mark whats happened to make her scared like this?" Marie asked
"Last night at about 2am I heard a loua noise so I woke up and I got out of bed and checked the bedroom and all the other sub-rooms to check there was nobosy in our room and when I was gone Lucy woke up and screamed so when I rushed back into her I aksed her what was wrong and she said she saw shadows and since then she jumps when someone speaks to her she won't stay on her own and if you sneak up behind her and jsut suddenly appear she'll start crying for and won't stop for ages because of the fear" Mark said
"When I ask her about the dream she starts crying and shaking. She can't even talk or tell me about it without crying or shaking because she's absolutely terrifed" Mark said
"Poor thing" Oliver said
"She won't sleep cos she's terrifed somthing will happen to her if she falls asleep, and then I have to stay awake and then Im tired and we have out single promo tour coming in in less than 10 days so hopefully she'll be better by then" Mark said
"Yeah" Marie said
"Im thirsty" Lucy said while wiping her eyes
"Yeah? What do you want to drink gorgeous?"" Mark asked
"I don't mind" Lucy said
"Ok baby. How about orange?" Mark said
"Yeah" Lucy said
"My eyes hurt" Lucy said
"Awww hunny. It's probably from rying so much" Mark said and kisse both her eyes
"It was Anna" Lucy said
"What?" Mak asked
"The shadow. it was Anna. I had a bad dream and Anna came out of the wall and took you away from me again" Lucy said with a shakey voice
"Sweetheart Anna's never coming back and I'll never ever leave you. Hunny next time you have a dream like that I want you to tell me baby ok" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said
"I'll always be here for you forever baby never think I'll ever leave you cos I won't angel" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said
CHAPTER 52
"So what did the doctor say?" Marie asked Mark
"For the last few months Lucy's had nothing but late night's and early mornings on top of the fear, stess & worry that Anna will come back and take me away from her so that's why she's been so sick. He gave me a perscription for her so I picked it up and she starts it this evening and he told me to spend as much time as possible with her and always tell her how much I love her and how much she means to me. I tell her anyways but the more I tell and show her how I love her and how much she means to me, the less scared she will become. It'll take a few months, maybe years, no one knows how long but hopefully it won't take long." Mark replied
"Poor thing. I feel so sorry for her. She's only 3 but yet, she's been through so much" Oliver said
"I could kill Anna I mean how can anyone hurt a child or anyone in such a disgusting and horrible way" Marie fumed
"Mam it's not all Anna's fault. Lucy told me Anna was hurting her but I didn't act quick enough. I brushed what Lucy told me aside and it's now I regret it. Maybe if I had listened to Lucy when she told me at first, this wouldn't have happened" Mark said
"Yes, but you didn't hurt Lucy. Anna is the one that's done that damage. You didn't throw Lucy around the place, and if you ever did Mark I would disown you, I wouldn't have your name mentioned in My Home" Marie said
"Mam please. I never did or never would hurt Lucy or anyone in any way. What Im saying is, If I had've listened to Lucy when she first told me, then maybe it would'nt have happened as much as it did, do you understand what Im saying?" Mark said
"Yeah I understand" Marie said
"Anyways, me and your dad was thinking that you and Lucy could spend the day with us? We haven't seen much of her recently and she's going on the Promo tour with you soon, so we wont see her much then either and we just want to spend some time with both of you?" Marie said
"Yeah, sure. Wait here, I'll go get ready" Mark said and went into the bedroom
"Lucy gorgeous wake up" Mark said
"What?" Lucy said tiredly
"We're going to spend the day with Nana & Grandad" Mark said making Lucy sit up quickly
"Wheres grandad?" Lucy asked excitedly
"Kitchen area" Mark siad
"Bye Daddy" Lucy said and raced into the kitchen
"Hi Grandad, Hi Nana" Lucy said excitedly with a raised voice while racing into the kitchen
"Oi! Get back here, I never got my morning kiss yet" Mark said while picking Lucy up and tickling her
"Whos says your getting one?" Lucy giggled
"Does Grandad get one?" Oliver asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy said and kissed Oliver's cheek
"Nana do you want one my kisses?" Lucy asked Marie
"I'd love one" Marie said
"Good" Lucy said and kissed Marie's cheek
"Oi! Missy wheres my kiss?" Mark asked
"Here" Lucy said and kissed Mark's cheek
"On my lips please?" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said and quickly gave Mark a kiss
"You know daddy loves you very much, right?" Mark said
"Yeah. I love you very much to daddy" Lucy said
"Good girl" Mark said and put her down
"Can grandad play hide and seek with me again?" Lucy asked
"This evening love" Oliver said
"Ok" Lucy said
"So where are you taking me?" Lucy said acting all grown-up making everyone laugh
"Can we go to Sligo daddy? Please please please with a cherry and extra sugar on top?" Lucy said
"Baby Sligo is in Ireland and we're in England" Mark said
"So we can fly" Lucy said
"Babes it's a lot of travelling" Mark sid
"Ok" Lucy said sadly
"Alright ok, but you have to bring your pyjamas so you can have a sleep when ewe get to Nana's house in Sligo" Mark said
"Ok" Lucy said
"Can I wear my new pink dress with my pink boots and tights?" Lucy asked
"Yeah babes" Mark replied
CHAPTER 53
*In Sligo*
"You sure mam?" Mark asked for the third time
"Mark Feeily if I have to repaeat myself once more I'll slap on the back of ya hand, ya never to old for a slap" Marie said
"Now go to the pub with Barry, Colin & ya dad. I'll look after Lucy" Marie said
"Anyways Lucy is asleep and probably won't wake up before your back" Marie said and pushed Mark out the front door
"Shut it and go" Marie said when Mark tried to speak through the open window
"SHe'll be fine son" Oliver said on the way to the pub
"I know but if she wakes up before I get home she'll start to cry" Mark said
"Mark, she'l be fine. Anyways you need a break, she'll be spending the next 20 years with you, you have to think of yourself every now and then" Oliver said
"Yeahbut she's been through so much, it feels selfish if I think about myself, and before you give me the 3rd degree lecture, I know I have to think about myself every now and then as ya put it dad but I can't" Mark said
"Mark what ya having to drink?" Barry asked
"Diet Coke please" Mark said
"No, I meant Alcohol" Barry said
"I don't drink Alcohol anymore" Mark said
"You what?" Colin said
"You couldn't give up Alcohol if ya life depended on it" Barry said
"Actually, I only drink Alcohol on Special family opccaisions, such as Christmas, weddings, etc" Mark said
"f**k me what a shock" Barry said
"C'mon just one Alcoholic drink, it won't kill ya or do ya any harm" Barry said
"No honestly, I'll just have a Dit Coke" Mark said
"Ok" Barry said and ordered the drink
*1 hour later*
"Hold on my phone is ringing" Oliver said
"Marie..yeah...ok" Oliver said
"Mark, Lucy's wake and she's crying cos she thinks you've left her or somthing and your not coming back" Oliver said to Mark
"Lets go" Mark said getting more & more panicked
"d**n traffic" Mark said when there was a tail back of traffic
"Colin ring mam and find out how Lucy is" Mark said
"Mark your almost there" Barry said
"Give me the phone and I'll ring then" Mark said
"Look traffic is moving now" Oliver said
"Finally" Mark said while pulling up outside the house
"Mam" Mark called when he got in
"In the kitchen" Mark called out
"Come here sweetheart" Mark said to Lucy while taking her into his arms
"Ssshh it's ok angel" Mark said to Lucy
"You ok nmow angel?" Mark asked Lucy 20 minutes late when she stopped crying
"I was scared Anna took you away from me" Lucy said while tears fell down her face again
"I know sweetheart but I promise Anna is never coming back and I'll never ever leave you babes I promise" Mark said softly
"Ok" Lucy said
"You still tired?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Mark, your old room is tidy if Lucy wants to sleep up there for a few hours" Marie sugested
"Yeah thanks mam" Mark said
"You wanna go sleep in daddy's old bedroom?" Mark asked Lucy
"Yeah" Lucy said
"Ok babes lets go" Mark said
"I'll be down when she's asleep" Mark mouthed to Marie
*30 minutes later*
"I'll go check everything is ok since Mark isn't down yet" Marie said & went upstairs
"Their both fast asleep" Marie said when she came back down
"Aye, their both very tired after the last few weeks, need as much sleep as they can get" Oliver said
"Colin, stop picking at the Roast Chicken, we can have it later when Mark & Lucy are awake" Marie said
"But Im hungry" Colin said
"Thats why I bought those microwaveable pizza & cips at the weekend, cook one of them and it'' fill you up for a few hours" Marie said
"Ok" Colin sighed wishing he could have chicken instead
CHAPTER 54
"What happened?" Mrie asked whe Mark came into the kitchen with Lucy who was crying softly
"Bad dream" Mark said
"Poor thing. You go into the living room, I'll bring you in a cuppa Tea and somthing for Lucy" Marie said
"Thanks mam" Mark said
"You want somthing to eat?" Marie said
"You know me to well mam" Mark laughed
"Im your mother, no one knows you better then me" Marie smiled and kissed his cheek
"What would Lucy like to eat?" Marie said
"What do you want to eat gorgeous?" Mark asked Lucy
"Nothing thank you Nana" Lucy said
"Sweetheart you have to eat somthing" Mark said
"Hows my fave niece?" Barry asked while taking Lucy
"She's ya only niece Baz" Marie said
"I want my daddy" Lucy said
"Come here baby" Mark said
"She's not fully awake yet after her sleep" Mark whispered to Barry
"Ok" Barry said
"So what do you want to eat darlin?" Marka sked Lucy
"Crackers" Lucy replied
"Nana doesn't have them" Mark said
"Chicken?" Colin suggested
"Im not a Chicken" Lucy said and started crying
"Colin don't call her names for no reason" Mark said
"I didn't mean Lucy is a Chicken I meant why doesn't she have some Chicken" Colin defended himself
"Ok sorry" Mark said
"Yeah, she'll eat that" Mark said
"Ok son. You go into the living room...and Colin, Lucy & mark have the comfy couch, the rest of you can sit on the other one" Marie said
"But mam..." Colin started
"You want a slap?" Marie said
"No" Colin said
"Then remember what I said. Their both tired & on the comfy couch they can lie down on the other couch they can't" Marie saisd
"Ok" Colin sighed
"Here we are" Marie said & placed a tray on the table with Mark & Lucy's foods
"Look what Nana brought for you" Mark said to Lucy
"Thank you Nana" Lucy said
"Your welcome pet" Marie said to Lucy
"You not eating it?" Mark asked Lucy when she snuggled against his chest
"I don't feel well" Lucy said
"No? Alright agel. You jsut relax" Mark said
"She ok?" Oliver asked
"She feels sick" Mark said
"Why don't you stay here for tonight and fly back to London tomorrow Mark. Your both tired and travelling back and forth won't do you any good" marie said
"Yeah, thanks mam" Mark said
"I'll have to pop over to my house to get some clean clothes for Lucy & Me. So I'll go in a few minutes" Mark said
"You have clean clothes here" Marie said
"You had a ton of dirty laundry in your house when I went over the other day to check everying was normal so I brought it back here and washed it" Marie smiled
"Thanks mam" Mark said
"What time is it?" Mark asked
"10.45pm" Oliver replied
"We'll go to bed in 15minutes, is that ok?" Mark said feeling guilty for having slept all day and now going abck to bed
"Thats fine son. You both need your sleep." Marie said
"Thanks mam. I'll bring Lucy up now cos she's asleep" Mark said while glancing at Lucy who was sleeping peaccefully in his arms
"Why don't you both go up now. Your up early anyway" Barry said
"Want to get rid of me, eh?" mark said
"Im joking" Mark said when Barry opened his mouth to defend himself
"We'll head up now. See you tomorrow" Mark said and went up to bed
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Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:46:01 GMT
CHAPTER 55 - THE VERY LAST CHAPTER
*1 year later*
Mark & Christina had got married and adopted another girl called Abi. Westlife were still together.
"Lucy go to your room" Mark said angrily
"I havent done anything" Lucy said
"DON'T LIE TO ME LUCY NOW GO TO YOUR ROOM" Mark shouted
"Have you done you homework yet?" Mark asked Abi
"Most of it. Theres jsut two things I need help with" Abi said
"Good girl. Show me what it is you need help with" Mark said to Abi
"I'll just go get my books in my room" Abi said and went up to her room
"Mark what the hell happened to make Lucy cry like she is?" Christina asked while walking into the kitchen
"That bloody child" Mark said and stormed up the stairs only stopping when he heard Lucy crying
"Well?" Christina asked while following him
"I've never heard her cry like that before. I've never heard anyone cry like that" Mark said
"I'll go in and see" Mark said
"Her door is locked" Mark said
"Did you leave the key lying about?" Mark asked Christina
"No" Christina said
"Force it open" Christina said
"Lucy stay away from the door" Mark said and kicked it in
"Lucy whats wrong?" Mark asked while rushing over to her
Lucy didn't reply just kept shaking & crying
"Lucy" Mark said
"Go away" Lucy sobbed
"No. Not until you tell us whats wrong" Mark said
"I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING TO ABI SHE'S THE ONE WHO'S BEEN HURTING ME. IM THE ONE BEING BULLIED AT SCHOOL. IM THE ONE WHO'S ALWAYS IN TROUBLE COS SHE MAKES UP LIES AND TELLS THE TEACHERS. EVERYONE HATES ME. THAT'S WHY I'VE GOT NOT FRIENDS COS NO ONE LIKES ME EVERYONE HATES ME. LOOK AT ALL THE PICTURES YIOU HAVE OF EVERYONE SINCE SHE CAME HERE AND YOU'LL NOTICE IM NOT IN ANY OF THEM ONLY ABI IS. AND WHY? ECAUSE EVERYOE HATES ME" Lucy shouted through her tears
"How long has it been happening?" Christina asked
"Few months" Lucy sobbed
"Abi come in here right now" Christina said
"Yes?" Abi repled while walking into the room
"Lucy's told us everything about what you and oyhers have been doing to ehr. We want to hear what you have to say on it" Mark said
"Yes, I did do those things to Lcy and why? Because she is a selfish little brat who doesn't deserve to live" Abi replied
"Call Fiona" Mark said
"Why?" Christina asked
"Abi is going back to the care home. I won't have her in this hosue any longer. No one absolutely no one speaks about Lucy like that" Mark said while cuddling Lucy who was still sobbing
*3 hours later*
"Sshh it's ok sweetheart" Mark said to Lucy who was still sobbing loudly
"Everyone hates me" Lucy sobbed
"That's not true sweetheart. Everyone loves you" Mark said
"No they don't" Lucy sobbed harder
"They do love you sweetheart. Never think anyone hates you" Mark said
"You wanna come watch a Barbie movie with daddy?" Mark asked
"Ok" Lucy said
"Come on gorgeous" Mark said
"You want popcorn?" Christina asked
"No thank you. Just Frosties cereal" Lucy replied
"Ok love" Christina smiled
"I was thinking, why don't we go on a family holiday. You me and Lucy" Mark said
"I was thiking maybe Florida Disneyland?" Mark said
"What do you think Lucy" Mark asked
"Lucy?" Mark said when she didn't reply
"Aww she's asleep. She looks so beautifjul & aborable yet to fragile" Mark said
"Yeah" Christina said
"Why don't we go out for dinner this evening. You me and Lucy? Since I ony remembered the sopping in the car, and eveything will be defrosted by now which means it'll have to be dumped cos it can't be eaten or we'll get sick" Christina said
"Yeah. Ring that new place in town across from the new shopping cenet, where all the children's rides & roollarcoasters are" Mark said
"Mark..." Christina started
"Lucy asked me to bring her there last week but I couldn't cos Abi didn't want to go there so Im wanna bring Lucy there tonight, if it's ok?" Mark said showing his best puppy dog eyes he know Christina could never say no to
"You know I can never say no when you do your puppy dog eyes" Christina said
"You ok?" Christina asked Mark when he was quite for a while
"Yeah. Im jsut thinking about how perfect my life is with you & Lucy in it. I lvoe you both so much" Mark said
"And we love you to" Lucy said letting them both know she was awake
"Can I call you mummy?" Lucy blurted out to Chrstina said
"I..er..what?" Christina said not sure if she had heard right
"Can I call you mummy?" Lucy repeated
"Yeah" Christna said
THE END
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