Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:18:42 GMT
Being interviewed by somebody,
In the hotel lobby,
"Why Mark?" Lucy sobbed
Mum said you should always aim high
"Was I not enough? She sobbed louder
And now they're 4 years on
Lucy sat on her bed and sobbed like she didn't think possible it had been 4 years since her and Mark had split up or rather he broke her heart...
She couldn't believe it. It took him two years to make her fall in love with him after her previous experience with falling in love and when he did, he still wasn't happy
~ Flashback 4 years eariler~
"Lucy is coming here tonight?" Shane said
"Really?" Kian asked
"Yeah. She says she can't stand to be away from Mark any longer, she misses him too much so she'll be here for three days and then she's going back to Ireland for a week and then she's flying to Holland and meeting us there" Shane said
"It'll be good for her and Mark to spend some time together" Nicky said
"I agree. "Shane said
"Hey Lucy" Kian said when he saw her
"Hello boys. Wheres my man?" Lucy asked looking for Mark
"Upstairs in his room. He said he didn't fele like coming down here so we left him. He's on rom 302 and the third floor. I'll sort your check-in you go on up to Mark and suprise him. He's been miserable without ya" Kian said
"Thanks Kian. See ye tomorrow" Lucy winked and went to Mark's room
*In Mark's Room*
"MARK!" Lucy yelled when she saw him in bed with another woman
"Mark who is she?" Christina asked
"Lucy Im sorry, I love Christina not you. I started seeing Christina about 6 months ago" Mark blurted out
"But why?" Lucy sobbed
"Whats wrong with me? Am I ugly? Fat? Not good enough?" Lucy sobbed
"My mam said I should aim high and since Christina is an actress & a reporter she understands what my life is like more than you and she's better for me than you. Anyway you and me wasn't serious, but me and Christina are engaged" Mark said
"I...I have to go" Lucy sobbed and left
~End Of Flashback~
"Kian it's been 4 years since he and Lucy split up. Don't you think you should start talking to him again?" Shane said
"No I don't Shane. Lucy is my cousin and I will not speak to Mark after everything he;s done to her and the hurt he's caused her. I actually can't believe he is still with Christina after fours years. I mean, everyone, including the fans know she is only with him to make her more famous and for his money. Have you seen the price of the new car he's bought her? €1.5,000,000, f**king hell, is he blind?" Kian said
"Mark's spent 1.5 Million Euro on a car for Christina?" Nicky said shocked
"Because he obviously loves her" Shane said
"Love? Ha, if he's in love then what are we? Out of love?" Kian said laughing
"If Mark and Christina are "in love" then I hate to think what me and Anna, you and Jo, Chris and Brian, Carm and Nicky are" Kian said
"I agree with Kian. I mean, who in their right mind would go out and spend 1.5 million Euro on a f**king car? Jesus, I'd rather walk on a f**king Ice Burg on the middle of the atlantic than spend that kinda money on a car" Nicky said
"I wouldn'y pay it for 5 cars let alone 1. I'd expect 10 cars for that f**king price" Kian said
"So when will you two start talking to him again?" Anna asked
"I'll never ever speak to him again" Kian stated as a matter of fact
"I agree with Kian. Lucy is Kian's cousin and after everything he's put her through I don't see why we should talk to him again" Nicky said
"she suffered a breakdown because of what he did to her. Lucy still goes to counselling even four years after he hurt her and she still has to go to counselling because if she doesn't or didn't, should wouldn't cope" Kian said
"She tried to end her life 5 times because of what the break-down and everything he put her through. If it wasn't for Mark she wouldn't have had the miscarriage" kian blurted out the last part without thinking
"Excuse me? Miscarriage?" Shane said shocked
"Kian" Nicky said giving him a dirty look
"Somthing I don't know?" Shane said
"I..er..well it's not for me to say" Kian quickly said
"I don't give a nuts. Tell me now" Shane said raising his voice with every word
"Lucy was pregnant with twins but the first time she tried to end her life she lost the twins. She didn't know she was pregnant until the nurses told her after she woke up" Kian said
"Why didn't you tell us Anne?" Carm said
"I didn't know" Anne replied while looking at Kian then back to Carm
"Kian's your boyfriend, you had to know, he wouldn't keep somthing like that from you" Jo said
"Anna's right. I never told her. I couldn't. It was too painful for me to talk about and I knew if I told Anne then she would make me talk about it because I always bottle things up" Kian sobbed
"Im sorry Kian I never knew" Shane said
"It's ok, you couldn't have known" Kian said while wiping his eyes
"Arvo lads" Brian said smiliing while wlaking up to them
"Er...eh...Brian theres somthing we have to tell you" Nicky said barely hearable which worried Brian
"Anne you come with me, Carm and Chris up to our room. Let the lads talk for a while" Jo said
"Lads whats going on?" Brian asked
"It's about Mark and Christna and the time he hurt Lucy, but theres some new info you need to know cos I think it could effect Westlife" Nicky said
"Sit down and promise you won't get mad?" Nicky said and began telling him
"Lucy was pregnant with twins but the first time she tried to end her life she lost the twins. She didn't know she was pregnant until the nurses told her after she woke up" Nicky finished
"I'll break that bastards neck" Brian said angrily while marching over to the lifts
"Brian, Mark doesn't know. No one told him and Lucy doesn't want him to know" Shane said while following him
"Whether he knows or not is not the god d**n f**king point Shane. He deserve to suffer the pain he caused Lucy to suffer" Brian said
"Maybe we should leave it till the promo tour is over, eh?" Kian siad
"Theres only one thing that will be over sooner then planned and that's Mark's life" Brian said and started banging on Mark's door
CHAPTER 2
"DO YOU KNOW THE DAMAGAE YOU'VE DONE FEEHILY?" Brian yelled while entering the room
"What are you babbling on about?" Mark asked
"The misscarriage, the break-down?" Brian said not able to keep his mouth shut
"Christina have you had a misscarriage?" Mark asked in total disbelief that sde could or would keep somthing like this from him
"What? No f**king way" Christina said
"I meant Lucy" Brian said
"Don't get me wrong or take this the wrong way but I haven't seen Lucy since the day she found out about me and Christina so if she's had a misscarriage what has it got to do with me?" Mark asked
"Lucy was pregnant with your baby sorry I mean babies. Twins. But after she found you and Christina in bed she went home and tried to end her life and as a result she lost the babies. Since then she's suffered a break-down, depression, and she tried to end her life 4 times in the last year" Kian said while Shane calmed Brian down
"Why didn't Lucy contact me and tell me about the misscarriage?" Mark asked
"What did you expect her to do? Pick up the phone and say 'Hi Mark jsut to let you know I was pregnant with your babies but I tried to end my life which resulted in me having a misscarriage' she's lucky she's not dead. She still goes to councselling every week to help her deal with her life. She suffered deprission and a break-dwn Mark." Kian said
"Sorry for butting in but Mark I've just remembered, when I asked you who Lucy was you never told me, you told her about you and me but you never actually told me who she is and now with this happening here today I think you and me need to have a long chat. Lads I'd be grateful if you'd stay here, as my temper isn't in a good mood right now and Mark will probably need some bodyguards" Christina said throwing Mark a dirty look
"So you don't know Lucy or anything about her?" Shane said
"No. Mark said she was a friend but he never told me anything more" Christina said
"I'll fill you on some details Christina" Kian said and started talking
"Mark and Lucy had met at the Turnaround Tour in 2004 when Lucy's friend was our make-up girl and she invited Lucy to one of our shows and after we went back to the hotel and Llucy and Mark got chatting the whole evening and a week later they started seeing each other. Lucy was very weary because the boyfriend she had before Mark ahd hurt her in the same way as Mark did and Lucy didn't want tof all in love but Mark did eevrything he could to make her fall in love with him. 2 months later after they realised they were in love Lucy came to see Mark here but she found him in bed with you. So they split up but since then Lucy suffered a breakdown because of what he did to her. Lucy still goes to counselling even four years after he hurt her and she still has to go to counselling because if she doesn't or didn't, should wouldn't cope. She tried to end her life 5 times because of what the break-down and everything he put her through. If it wasn't for Mark she wouldn't have had the miscarriage" Kian said
"WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU TELL ME YOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND MARK? I'VE BEEN HURT THE SAME WAY WE'VE HURT LUCY . I'VE NEEVR HAD A MISSCAIRRIAGE, I'VE NEVER SUFFERED A BREAK-DOWN AND I'VE NEVER HAD EPRISSION BUT LUCY HAS BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU AND ME DID TO HER" Christina yelled
"Mark I think it's better if we split up. You should go and see Lucy and if you can, help her get back to her old self. Going by what Kian said Lucy was a person who loved to have fun, who was full of life etc before we hurt her. Try and put that right Mark and you can only do that if Im not around. Christnia said and began to put her stuff into a suitcase
"Kian if you wouldn't mind, I want to explain everything to Lucy, so if I write her a letter can you give it to her for me please? And if I can can I want to take away some of the hurt that me and Mark caused her" Christina said
"Yes sure" Kian said shocked
Shane looked at Mark who was sitting in the corner not paynig attention to the world around him
"Is he ok?" Shane said to Nicky while looking at Mark
"Mark?" Nicky called
"Mark?" Nicky said again when Mark didn't erply
"Markie?" Kian said
"It's all my fault" Mark said and started shaking and crying
Everyone looked at each other not knowing what to do
They had never seen Mark cry or never seen him like tis before
CHAPTER 3
"Can I see Lucy?" Mark asked
"I don't know Mark. If she see's you it might set her back in her treatement" Kian said
"Please Kian?" Mark sobbed
"Well, ok, come to my room tonight. Lucy will be there. Be there at 6pm but pretend you no nothiong about Lucy being there. Act suprised when you see her" Kian said
"Thanks Kian" Mark said
"Mark, prepare yourself, the Lucy you used to know has changed. She's a completlty different person now Mark. She's fragile" Kian said
"Ok" Mark said
"Shane help me choose somthing to wear. I know Lucy likes everything to be perfect & that's how I want tonight to be, perfect just the way Lucy lkes it" Mark said
"Ok. Lets go shopping and you can get enw clothes" Shane said
"Ok" Mark said
*4 hours later*
"Shane we have to go back to the hotel now. It's 5pm" Mark said
"Ok." Shane said & started walking towards the car with Mark
*At The Hotel - In Mark's Room*
"Shane are you sure I look okay? I don't look bad or anything?" Mark said panicking
"Mark ya a man not a woman so pull ya'self toether" Shane said
"Shane, tonight has to be perfect" Mark said
"Mark ya look great now it's 6pm ya better go" Shane said
"Ok." Mark said
"Your sure I look okay?" Mark asked for what seemed like the millionth time
"You look great now go" Shane said
"Is my hair ok?" Mark asked
"Feehily if you ask me that again I will kill ya now go" Shane said in a pissed off tone
"Ok. Bye" Mark said adn elft
"Finally! f**king finally" Shane said when Mark left
*At Kian's Room*
"Lucy babes will you answer the door?" Kian said forgetting it oculd be Mark
"Mark" Lucy said when she opened he door
Mark gasped when he saw her. She was so different. She lost weight, she looked so fragile and when he looked in her eyes, he could see the same pain he saw the day she had found him in bed with Christina
"Hi Lucy" Mark whispered
"Come in" Lucy said looking to the ground
"Thanks" Mark said and followed her
"How are you?" Mark asked but regretted it when he heard her sob softly
"Lucy?" Mark said
"Im sorry" Lucy said while wiping her eyes
"It's ok" Mark said
"Hey" Kian said walking over to them
"Hi Kian" Mark said
"Somthing wrong?" Kian asked when he felt the tension in the air
"I should go" Mark said
"No stay" Lucy said
Mark & Kian looked at her in suprise
"If your sure?" mark said
"Positive" Lucy said
*6 hours later*
"I should go. It's 2am" Mark said and stood up
"Ok. See you tomorrow mate" Kian said
"Yeah. Bye" Mark said and left
CHAPTER 4
The Next Day...
"How was last night?" Shane asked Mark
"Hmm...what?" Mark asked
"Your miles away today Mark. It's not like you. Did somthing happen?" Shane asked worriedly
"Last night at Kian's, I wasn't really watching the film I was more focused on Lucy & last night I couldn't sleep. So at 2.30am I got up & went into the living room or my room & I thought about everything & I realised I still love Lucy. I never really loved Christina. I did love Christina but not the way I love Lucy. Last night when I thought about Lucy & how she looked, acted. She's a completly different person Shane. She's fragile. She's not the Lucy I used to know. I jsut want to make all her pain go away. I want to make her better again. I want the old Lucy back. Shane. I want my Lucy back" Mark said & started sobbing
"Wow Mark you reallyknow how to complicate things" Shane said
"Just give her time & space Let her get used to having you around again. And who knows maybe she still feels the same. But just let her get better & then gently tell her how you feel & hope she still feels the same for & about you" Shane said
"Yeah, your right" Mark said
"Try & get some sleep. I'll call you at 5pm to get ready for dinner" Shane said
"Thanks" Mark said & got up
"Where are you going?" Shane asked Mark
"To my room to sleep. Like you said" Mark said
"Markie sleep here in the spare room in my room. Lucy & Kian are in your room so Kian can finish whatever it is he is doing. And it's not god for you or Lucy if your around her right now" Shane said
"Thanks mate" Mark said
"No worries" Shane said
CHAPTER 5
2 weeks later...
"Shane Im going crazy watching her with him" Mark said
"Mark he's her boyfriend you have to accept that" Shane said
"No Shane. If I can't have Lucy then theres no point in living anymore" Mark said & left
"Mark what do you mean?" Shane said following him
"I can't live without her anymore Shane. It's killing me seeing her with him" Mark sobbed
"Mark you won't harm yourself will you?" Shane said concerned
"I don't know" Mark said & went into hos own room leaveing a shocked, scared & worried Shane outside
"Nicky open up" Shane sad banging on his door
"Calm down" Nicky said when he answered the door
"I think Mark is going to kill himself" Shane said
"Shane you know I hatre jokes like this" Nicky said
"It's not a f**king joke Nicky. He said he can't live without Lucy anymore it's killimg him seeing her with he rnew boyfriend" Shane said
"Go tell Kian for f**ks sake. Im going to Mark" Nicky said & went to Mark's room
"Mark" Nicky said walking into his room
"How did you get in here?" Mark asked walking up behind him
"Never mind. Shane told me" Nicky said
"Good for him" Mark said
"For gods sake Mark.What is happening to you?" Nicky almost yelled
"I love Lucy & i can't live without her much longer" Mark said
"I need her Nicky. You don't understand" Mark said
"Mark whats going on?" Lucy & Kian asked walking into his room
"Lucy I love you I have always loved you & I made a mistake with Chrsitina. I can't go on much longer without you Lucy. I need you" Mark said
"I love you too Mark. I always have but you hurt me badly" Lucy said
"Plewase Lucy just give me, us another chance & let prove how much I love you" Mark pleaded
"Ok" Lucy said & kissed him
THE END
In the hotel lobby,
"Why Mark?" Lucy sobbed
Mum said you should always aim high
"Was I not enough? She sobbed louder
And now they're 4 years on
Lucy sat on her bed and sobbed like she didn't think possible it had been 4 years since her and Mark had split up or rather he broke her heart...
She couldn't believe it. It took him two years to make her fall in love with him after her previous experience with falling in love and when he did, he still wasn't happy
~ Flashback 4 years eariler~
"Lucy is coming here tonight?" Shane said
"Really?" Kian asked
"Yeah. She says she can't stand to be away from Mark any longer, she misses him too much so she'll be here for three days and then she's going back to Ireland for a week and then she's flying to Holland and meeting us there" Shane said
"It'll be good for her and Mark to spend some time together" Nicky said
"I agree. "Shane said
"Hey Lucy" Kian said when he saw her
"Hello boys. Wheres my man?" Lucy asked looking for Mark
"Upstairs in his room. He said he didn't fele like coming down here so we left him. He's on rom 302 and the third floor. I'll sort your check-in you go on up to Mark and suprise him. He's been miserable without ya" Kian said
"Thanks Kian. See ye tomorrow" Lucy winked and went to Mark's room
*In Mark's Room*
"MARK!" Lucy yelled when she saw him in bed with another woman
"Mark who is she?" Christina asked
"Lucy Im sorry, I love Christina not you. I started seeing Christina about 6 months ago" Mark blurted out
"But why?" Lucy sobbed
"Whats wrong with me? Am I ugly? Fat? Not good enough?" Lucy sobbed
"My mam said I should aim high and since Christina is an actress & a reporter she understands what my life is like more than you and she's better for me than you. Anyway you and me wasn't serious, but me and Christina are engaged" Mark said
"I...I have to go" Lucy sobbed and left
~End Of Flashback~
"Kian it's been 4 years since he and Lucy split up. Don't you think you should start talking to him again?" Shane said
"No I don't Shane. Lucy is my cousin and I will not speak to Mark after everything he;s done to her and the hurt he's caused her. I actually can't believe he is still with Christina after fours years. I mean, everyone, including the fans know she is only with him to make her more famous and for his money. Have you seen the price of the new car he's bought her? €1.5,000,000, f**king hell, is he blind?" Kian said
"Mark's spent 1.5 Million Euro on a car for Christina?" Nicky said shocked
"Because he obviously loves her" Shane said
"Love? Ha, if he's in love then what are we? Out of love?" Kian said laughing
"If Mark and Christina are "in love" then I hate to think what me and Anna, you and Jo, Chris and Brian, Carm and Nicky are" Kian said
"I agree with Kian. I mean, who in their right mind would go out and spend 1.5 million Euro on a f**king car? Jesus, I'd rather walk on a f**king Ice Burg on the middle of the atlantic than spend that kinda money on a car" Nicky said
"I wouldn'y pay it for 5 cars let alone 1. I'd expect 10 cars for that f**king price" Kian said
"So when will you two start talking to him again?" Anna asked
"I'll never ever speak to him again" Kian stated as a matter of fact
"I agree with Kian. Lucy is Kian's cousin and after everything he's put her through I don't see why we should talk to him again" Nicky said
"she suffered a breakdown because of what he did to her. Lucy still goes to counselling even four years after he hurt her and she still has to go to counselling because if she doesn't or didn't, should wouldn't cope" Kian said
"She tried to end her life 5 times because of what the break-down and everything he put her through. If it wasn't for Mark she wouldn't have had the miscarriage" kian blurted out the last part without thinking
"Excuse me? Miscarriage?" Shane said shocked
"Kian" Nicky said giving him a dirty look
"Somthing I don't know?" Shane said
"I..er..well it's not for me to say" Kian quickly said
"I don't give a nuts. Tell me now" Shane said raising his voice with every word
"Lucy was pregnant with twins but the first time she tried to end her life she lost the twins. She didn't know she was pregnant until the nurses told her after she woke up" Kian said
"Why didn't you tell us Anne?" Carm said
"I didn't know" Anne replied while looking at Kian then back to Carm
"Kian's your boyfriend, you had to know, he wouldn't keep somthing like that from you" Jo said
"Anna's right. I never told her. I couldn't. It was too painful for me to talk about and I knew if I told Anne then she would make me talk about it because I always bottle things up" Kian sobbed
"Im sorry Kian I never knew" Shane said
"It's ok, you couldn't have known" Kian said while wiping his eyes
"Arvo lads" Brian said smiliing while wlaking up to them
"Er...eh...Brian theres somthing we have to tell you" Nicky said barely hearable which worried Brian
"Anne you come with me, Carm and Chris up to our room. Let the lads talk for a while" Jo said
"Lads whats going on?" Brian asked
"It's about Mark and Christna and the time he hurt Lucy, but theres some new info you need to know cos I think it could effect Westlife" Nicky said
"Sit down and promise you won't get mad?" Nicky said and began telling him
"Lucy was pregnant with twins but the first time she tried to end her life she lost the twins. She didn't know she was pregnant until the nurses told her after she woke up" Nicky finished
"I'll break that bastards neck" Brian said angrily while marching over to the lifts
"Brian, Mark doesn't know. No one told him and Lucy doesn't want him to know" Shane said while following him
"Whether he knows or not is not the god d**n f**king point Shane. He deserve to suffer the pain he caused Lucy to suffer" Brian said
"Maybe we should leave it till the promo tour is over, eh?" Kian siad
"Theres only one thing that will be over sooner then planned and that's Mark's life" Brian said and started banging on Mark's door
CHAPTER 2
"DO YOU KNOW THE DAMAGAE YOU'VE DONE FEEHILY?" Brian yelled while entering the room
"What are you babbling on about?" Mark asked
"The misscarriage, the break-down?" Brian said not able to keep his mouth shut
"Christina have you had a misscarriage?" Mark asked in total disbelief that sde could or would keep somthing like this from him
"What? No f**king way" Christina said
"I meant Lucy" Brian said
"Don't get me wrong or take this the wrong way but I haven't seen Lucy since the day she found out about me and Christina so if she's had a misscarriage what has it got to do with me?" Mark asked
"Lucy was pregnant with your baby sorry I mean babies. Twins. But after she found you and Christina in bed she went home and tried to end her life and as a result she lost the babies. Since then she's suffered a break-down, depression, and she tried to end her life 4 times in the last year" Kian said while Shane calmed Brian down
"Why didn't Lucy contact me and tell me about the misscarriage?" Mark asked
"What did you expect her to do? Pick up the phone and say 'Hi Mark jsut to let you know I was pregnant with your babies but I tried to end my life which resulted in me having a misscarriage' she's lucky she's not dead. She still goes to councselling every week to help her deal with her life. She suffered deprission and a break-dwn Mark." Kian said
"Sorry for butting in but Mark I've just remembered, when I asked you who Lucy was you never told me, you told her about you and me but you never actually told me who she is and now with this happening here today I think you and me need to have a long chat. Lads I'd be grateful if you'd stay here, as my temper isn't in a good mood right now and Mark will probably need some bodyguards" Christina said throwing Mark a dirty look
"So you don't know Lucy or anything about her?" Shane said
"No. Mark said she was a friend but he never told me anything more" Christina said
"I'll fill you on some details Christina" Kian said and started talking
"Mark and Lucy had met at the Turnaround Tour in 2004 when Lucy's friend was our make-up girl and she invited Lucy to one of our shows and after we went back to the hotel and Llucy and Mark got chatting the whole evening and a week later they started seeing each other. Lucy was very weary because the boyfriend she had before Mark ahd hurt her in the same way as Mark did and Lucy didn't want tof all in love but Mark did eevrything he could to make her fall in love with him. 2 months later after they realised they were in love Lucy came to see Mark here but she found him in bed with you. So they split up but since then Lucy suffered a breakdown because of what he did to her. Lucy still goes to counselling even four years after he hurt her and she still has to go to counselling because if she doesn't or didn't, should wouldn't cope. She tried to end her life 5 times because of what the break-down and everything he put her through. If it wasn't for Mark she wouldn't have had the miscarriage" Kian said
"WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU TELL ME YOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND MARK? I'VE BEEN HURT THE SAME WAY WE'VE HURT LUCY . I'VE NEEVR HAD A MISSCAIRRIAGE, I'VE NEVER SUFFERED A BREAK-DOWN AND I'VE NEVER HAD EPRISSION BUT LUCY HAS BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU AND ME DID TO HER" Christina yelled
"Mark I think it's better if we split up. You should go and see Lucy and if you can, help her get back to her old self. Going by what Kian said Lucy was a person who loved to have fun, who was full of life etc before we hurt her. Try and put that right Mark and you can only do that if Im not around. Christnia said and began to put her stuff into a suitcase
"Kian if you wouldn't mind, I want to explain everything to Lucy, so if I write her a letter can you give it to her for me please? And if I can can I want to take away some of the hurt that me and Mark caused her" Christina said
"Yes sure" Kian said shocked
Shane looked at Mark who was sitting in the corner not paynig attention to the world around him
"Is he ok?" Shane said to Nicky while looking at Mark
"Mark?" Nicky called
"Mark?" Nicky said again when Mark didn't erply
"Markie?" Kian said
"It's all my fault" Mark said and started shaking and crying
Everyone looked at each other not knowing what to do
They had never seen Mark cry or never seen him like tis before
CHAPTER 3
"Can I see Lucy?" Mark asked
"I don't know Mark. If she see's you it might set her back in her treatement" Kian said
"Please Kian?" Mark sobbed
"Well, ok, come to my room tonight. Lucy will be there. Be there at 6pm but pretend you no nothiong about Lucy being there. Act suprised when you see her" Kian said
"Thanks Kian" Mark said
"Mark, prepare yourself, the Lucy you used to know has changed. She's a completlty different person now Mark. She's fragile" Kian said
"Ok" Mark said
"Shane help me choose somthing to wear. I know Lucy likes everything to be perfect & that's how I want tonight to be, perfect just the way Lucy lkes it" Mark said
"Ok. Lets go shopping and you can get enw clothes" Shane said
"Ok" Mark said
*4 hours later*
"Shane we have to go back to the hotel now. It's 5pm" Mark said
"Ok." Shane said & started walking towards the car with Mark
*At The Hotel - In Mark's Room*
"Shane are you sure I look okay? I don't look bad or anything?" Mark said panicking
"Mark ya a man not a woman so pull ya'self toether" Shane said
"Shane, tonight has to be perfect" Mark said
"Mark ya look great now it's 6pm ya better go" Shane said
"Ok." Mark said
"Your sure I look okay?" Mark asked for what seemed like the millionth time
"You look great now go" Shane said
"Is my hair ok?" Mark asked
"Feehily if you ask me that again I will kill ya now go" Shane said in a pissed off tone
"Ok. Bye" Mark said adn elft
"Finally! f**king finally" Shane said when Mark left
*At Kian's Room*
"Lucy babes will you answer the door?" Kian said forgetting it oculd be Mark
"Mark" Lucy said when she opened he door
Mark gasped when he saw her. She was so different. She lost weight, she looked so fragile and when he looked in her eyes, he could see the same pain he saw the day she had found him in bed with Christina
"Hi Lucy" Mark whispered
"Come in" Lucy said looking to the ground
"Thanks" Mark said and followed her
"How are you?" Mark asked but regretted it when he heard her sob softly
"Lucy?" Mark said
"Im sorry" Lucy said while wiping her eyes
"It's ok" Mark said
"Hey" Kian said walking over to them
"Hi Kian" Mark said
"Somthing wrong?" Kian asked when he felt the tension in the air
"I should go" Mark said
"No stay" Lucy said
Mark & Kian looked at her in suprise
"If your sure?" mark said
"Positive" Lucy said
*6 hours later*
"I should go. It's 2am" Mark said and stood up
"Ok. See you tomorrow mate" Kian said
"Yeah. Bye" Mark said and left
CHAPTER 4
The Next Day...
"How was last night?" Shane asked Mark
"Hmm...what?" Mark asked
"Your miles away today Mark. It's not like you. Did somthing happen?" Shane asked worriedly
"Last night at Kian's, I wasn't really watching the film I was more focused on Lucy & last night I couldn't sleep. So at 2.30am I got up & went into the living room or my room & I thought about everything & I realised I still love Lucy. I never really loved Christina. I did love Christina but not the way I love Lucy. Last night when I thought about Lucy & how she looked, acted. She's a completly different person Shane. She's fragile. She's not the Lucy I used to know. I jsut want to make all her pain go away. I want to make her better again. I want the old Lucy back. Shane. I want my Lucy back" Mark said & started sobbing
"Wow Mark you reallyknow how to complicate things" Shane said
"Just give her time & space Let her get used to having you around again. And who knows maybe she still feels the same. But just let her get better & then gently tell her how you feel & hope she still feels the same for & about you" Shane said
"Yeah, your right" Mark said
"Try & get some sleep. I'll call you at 5pm to get ready for dinner" Shane said
"Thanks" Mark said & got up
"Where are you going?" Shane asked Mark
"To my room to sleep. Like you said" Mark said
"Markie sleep here in the spare room in my room. Lucy & Kian are in your room so Kian can finish whatever it is he is doing. And it's not god for you or Lucy if your around her right now" Shane said
"Thanks mate" Mark said
"No worries" Shane said
CHAPTER 5
2 weeks later...
"Shane Im going crazy watching her with him" Mark said
"Mark he's her boyfriend you have to accept that" Shane said
"No Shane. If I can't have Lucy then theres no point in living anymore" Mark said & left
"Mark what do you mean?" Shane said following him
"I can't live without her anymore Shane. It's killing me seeing her with him" Mark sobbed
"Mark you won't harm yourself will you?" Shane said concerned
"I don't know" Mark said & went into hos own room leaveing a shocked, scared & worried Shane outside
"Nicky open up" Shane sad banging on his door
"Calm down" Nicky said when he answered the door
"I think Mark is going to kill himself" Shane said
"Shane you know I hatre jokes like this" Nicky said
"It's not a f**king joke Nicky. He said he can't live without Lucy anymore it's killimg him seeing her with he rnew boyfriend" Shane said
"Go tell Kian for f**ks sake. Im going to Mark" Nicky said & went to Mark's room
"Mark" Nicky said walking into his room
"How did you get in here?" Mark asked walking up behind him
"Never mind. Shane told me" Nicky said
"Good for him" Mark said
"For gods sake Mark.What is happening to you?" Nicky almost yelled
"I love Lucy & i can't live without her much longer" Mark said
"I need her Nicky. You don't understand" Mark said
"Mark whats going on?" Lucy & Kian asked walking into his room
"Lucy I love you I have always loved you & I made a mistake with Chrsitina. I can't go on much longer without you Lucy. I need you" Mark said
"I love you too Mark. I always have but you hurt me badly" Lucy said
"Plewase Lucy just give me, us another chance & let prove how much I love you" Mark pleaded
"Ok" Lucy said & kissed him
THE END