Post by lucyfeehily on Sept 24, 2007 23:15:32 GMT
CHAPTER 1
I was shocked I could not believe my eyes.He was getting married.And I was left alone yet again...
"Kikki what am I gonna do? I need him so much. Why? Why did she have to be there that night? I sobbed while my best friend Kikki comforted me
"He hates me. I wish I hadn't gone to that d**n party.He brought me as his guest and then when she barged into us in the middle of our dance he left me there all alone. Im not good enough for any man let alone Mark. How could I be so stupid." I sobbed even harder
"Lucie calm down.Mark knows how you feel about him and so does Mandi but he's obviously not worth it if he can dump you and date some stranger. But I honestly cannot see them together forever. Mark's making a mistake marrying Mandi and he knows it, he's just scared of being all alone for his whole life." Kikki said to me
"Alone?!? He should know what it feels like to be dumped for a random stranger and then be alone like he did to me. How could he." I said
"We were engaged for 6 months and then he dumps me. How could I even think he loved me.y god I was and still a complete fool. How could I even think he liked me let alone loved me.He used me and it hurts so much." I said through my tears
"Did he have to hurt me all over again by sending me an invitation to his stupid wedding? Was once not enough. I bet the pair of them are laughing at me right now." I sobbed harder
"Lucy he left you 4 months ago. You have been out of this house once since he left you and that was when you stupidly decided to quit you're job as a teacher. You need to try and get yorself sorted out." Kikki said to me
"Kikki I really do appreciate everything you're doing for me but right now I can't even sort a meal out, let alone myself. i lvoe him, I always have and I always will. Theres nothing that can ever change that.Theres only one person that can make me better and thats Mark, but he won't make me better he'll only make me worse." I said
"Lucy please get yourself a part-time job somewhere. As a waitress or somthing." Kikki said to me again
"Im trash. I'm nothing but absolute dirt. I wish I was dead then I wouldn't be suffering like this." I sobbed
"Why did he have to hurt me? Why did he cheat on me with her?" I sobbed
"Lets go clubbing tonight and I'll try to move on form him. Since I'm obviously not good enough for him." I said to Kikki
"Lucie you are too good for Mark. He's a blind fool to leave you and marry Mandi.Mark and Mandi will not stay together.Theres not a chance in hell she loves him. Shes only after his money but he's to blind too see that.And about clunning, I'll make us a quick meal and then we'll get ready and go party the night away." Kikki said to me
"Great" I said.
I always loved having Kikki as my best friend we got on so well and whenever she was down or I was down we were always there for each other no matter what.We were friends since the very first day I started collage and have been inseperable ever since.
CHAPTER 2
"What are you wearing out tonight Lucie?" Kiiki asked me
"My sparkly short strapless dress. Why?" I said abck
"Was wondering. Can I borrow you'rered haleer-neck top since you're not wearing it?" Kikki said back to me
"Sure." I replied
30 minutes later Kikki and I were ready to go party te night away
"Taxi is here Kikki." I shouted up to her
"Ok. Coming." She replied
10 minutes later we arrived at the club.
"Hi Lucie." Mandi said to me as sonn as I was inside
"Hi." I said and began to walk away
"Mark's over there. Why don't you go and say hi." Mandi tried again
"You gonna make me?" I said
"Look Lucie just because Mark chose me over you because you're not good enough for him or any other man is not my fault.I don't even like Mark let alone love him. It's only his money I'm after.I'm having an affair with David Mark's best friend." Mandi said
"Lucie, you're fat, ugly, horrible, nasty, you have a big head and you're just simply not good enough for any man let alone Mark. You're no good for him and you never will be." Mandi said to me
"I have to go find Kikki." I said and walked of while tears silently fell
"Lucie whats wrong?" Kikki asked me when I foud her
"I was looking for you, after we got seperated on the way in and then Mandi saw me and came over and Mark just stayed in the corner and loked at me once. He didn't even smile. Then she started saying all this stuff about me not being good enough for Mark or anyt other man and that I'm fat etc etc. So I'm going home." I said and walked off towards the door bumping into someone on the way out, not realising it was Mark until I looked up and saw his beautiful blue eyes
"Lucie whats wrong?" Mark asked me
"You're girlfriend is whats wrong Mark. Apparently I'm not good enough for you or any other man. I never was and never will be. And guess what else she told me?" I said crying
"What? he asked me
"Mandi is having an affair, with one of you're best friends, David." I said through my tears
"You're lying. Mandi wouldn't do such a thing." Mark said abck
"Don't believe me. Well then look over there and see." I said pointing to the quiet corner of the club where Mandi and David were snogging each other
"Lucie I'm sorry." Mark said
'And what." I answered back
"Can we be friends?" Mark said
"No.I want nothing to do wiht you Mark. You hurt me so much and I'm still not healed. And until I am we won't have anything to do with each other. Goodbye Mark." I said and walked away
CHAPTER 3
"Lucie you have to start easting properly again. You've lost shed loads of weight since what happened at the club.Just because Mandi said to you that you're fat doesn;t mean it's true because you're not fat.You were a sixe 10 and now a size six barely fits you."Kikki said to me
"Kikki I am fat. Sam and you are oth thin and oerfect and I'm not. Any wonder he left me for her. she's perfect and I'm not' I'm pure trsh. Nothing but dirt and that's why he left me for her. If I was half as perfect as everyone else is then I'd be happy but Im not and Im not happy." I said to kikki
"Sam is coming around tonight.Will we get a takeaway and some alcohol? I have to go into town later and pick up a few things so I could pick it p on my way home." Kikki asked me
"Yeah sure. I don't want anything but thank you anyway." I said and turned on the TV
"KIKKI! LOOK AT THIS!" I screamed
"What?" She asked
" Mark and Mandi have split up." I said
"I told you they wouldn't stay together." she said
*KNOCK KNOCK*
"Whos that?" I asked
"Couldbe Sam. I'll get it." Kikki said
"MARK!Kikki said in shock
"What do you want?" she asked him
"is Lucie here? I need to see her." Mark said while crying
"Come in." Kikki said
"Lucy, Mark's here, he wants to see you. Go through Mark." Kikki said
"Yes Mark?" I said coldly
"Lucie I'm so so sorry. I love you only you. I should never have left you. Please can we be friends?" Mark asked me while crying
"Excuse me? LOVE? Mark if you loved me you wouldn't have cheated on me. " I said to him with tears fighting to get out
"It was a mistake a huge mistake and I'll never forgive myself.Please can webe firnds? I'll do anything Lucie but I need you in my life." He begged
"I don't know Mark. You hurt me so much. It would be so easy for me to say "yes sure. Lets be firnds and maybe in time we can be lovers again" but theres always going to be that niggling doubt there. I'll always be wondering if you're cheating on me. I'll never be able to fully trust you 100% Mark.I need time to think about this Mark but you have ti prove that I can trust you again and you have to prove & show me that you won't ever hurt me again." I said
"I promise.I'll do anything. I'll never look at another girl again.As long as you're in my life." Mark replied while hugging me
It was two weeks since Lucy and Mark were friends again and Lucy wasnt feeling herself. She felt sick everyday and couldnt eat. She kenw the symptoms straight away. Could she be pregnant with Mark's baby? What would she do if she was? Would she tell him? Would she keep it?
"Kikki I think I'm pregnant with Mark's baby." I told Kikki
"You're WHAT??!!" Kikki said shocked
"What am I gonna do?" I said crying
"A test!" Kikki said faintly smiling
"And if you are pregnant with his baby then you'll have to tell him." Kikki said again
"Will you pick me up a test while you're out this afternoon please? Im not feeling like going out at all." I said
'Sure.I'll go now.I'll be back in 20 minutes." Kikki said while rushing out the door
30 minutes later Kikki was back
"I'm back!!" Kikki shouted when she got in the door
"Did you get my test?" i asked
"Yes here it is." Kikki replied handing me the test
"OMG KIKKI!" I scrwamed after I done the test
"What?" She asked
"I'm pregnant!" I replied
"I'm calling Mark and asking over here to tell him" I sad while dialing Mark's number on the phone
"MARK!" I shouted
"Lucy? Is somthing wrong? Whats wrong?" He asked worried
"Mark I need to see you. It important. Can you come over now please?" I cried
"Im on my way." He replied and hung up
*KNOCK KNOCK*
"Mark come in" I said while crying
"OMG Luce whats wrong?" He asked while cuddling me.
"I'm pregnant with you're baby." I said
"W...wh..what?" He asked
"I'm pregnant by you." I said again
"How?" He asked
"We had sex and I fell pregnant?" I said
"How do you think?!" I said
"OMG!" he said while hugging me
"What happens now?"
"I'm having this baby and if you want to be part of it's life then great but if you don't then I won't foce you." I said
"I want to be part of it's life of course I do. It's my child." He said back
"Great. SO why don't we give things another go and see what happens. But I still don't trust you fully 100% but I'm sure I will soon." I replied
Instead of saying anything Mark kissed me passionately.
"I love you and I'm never doing anything that stupid ever again" Mark said when he broke the kiss
"Good. I lvoe you too." I saod while kissing him again
THE END...
I was shocked I could not believe my eyes.He was getting married.And I was left alone yet again...
"Kikki what am I gonna do? I need him so much. Why? Why did she have to be there that night? I sobbed while my best friend Kikki comforted me
"He hates me. I wish I hadn't gone to that d**n party.He brought me as his guest and then when she barged into us in the middle of our dance he left me there all alone. Im not good enough for any man let alone Mark. How could I be so stupid." I sobbed even harder
"Lucie calm down.Mark knows how you feel about him and so does Mandi but he's obviously not worth it if he can dump you and date some stranger. But I honestly cannot see them together forever. Mark's making a mistake marrying Mandi and he knows it, he's just scared of being all alone for his whole life." Kikki said to me
"Alone?!? He should know what it feels like to be dumped for a random stranger and then be alone like he did to me. How could he." I said
"We were engaged for 6 months and then he dumps me. How could I even think he loved me.y god I was and still a complete fool. How could I even think he liked me let alone loved me.He used me and it hurts so much." I said through my tears
"Did he have to hurt me all over again by sending me an invitation to his stupid wedding? Was once not enough. I bet the pair of them are laughing at me right now." I sobbed harder
"Lucy he left you 4 months ago. You have been out of this house once since he left you and that was when you stupidly decided to quit you're job as a teacher. You need to try and get yorself sorted out." Kikki said to me
"Kikki I really do appreciate everything you're doing for me but right now I can't even sort a meal out, let alone myself. i lvoe him, I always have and I always will. Theres nothing that can ever change that.Theres only one person that can make me better and thats Mark, but he won't make me better he'll only make me worse." I said
"Lucy please get yourself a part-time job somewhere. As a waitress or somthing." Kikki said to me again
"Im trash. I'm nothing but absolute dirt. I wish I was dead then I wouldn't be suffering like this." I sobbed
"Why did he have to hurt me? Why did he cheat on me with her?" I sobbed
"Lets go clubbing tonight and I'll try to move on form him. Since I'm obviously not good enough for him." I said to Kikki
"Lucie you are too good for Mark. He's a blind fool to leave you and marry Mandi.Mark and Mandi will not stay together.Theres not a chance in hell she loves him. Shes only after his money but he's to blind too see that.And about clunning, I'll make us a quick meal and then we'll get ready and go party the night away." Kikki said to me
"Great" I said.
I always loved having Kikki as my best friend we got on so well and whenever she was down or I was down we were always there for each other no matter what.We were friends since the very first day I started collage and have been inseperable ever since.
CHAPTER 2
"What are you wearing out tonight Lucie?" Kiiki asked me
"My sparkly short strapless dress. Why?" I said abck
"Was wondering. Can I borrow you'rered haleer-neck top since you're not wearing it?" Kikki said back to me
"Sure." I replied
30 minutes later Kikki and I were ready to go party te night away
"Taxi is here Kikki." I shouted up to her
"Ok. Coming." She replied
10 minutes later we arrived at the club.
"Hi Lucie." Mandi said to me as sonn as I was inside
"Hi." I said and began to walk away
"Mark's over there. Why don't you go and say hi." Mandi tried again
"You gonna make me?" I said
"Look Lucie just because Mark chose me over you because you're not good enough for him or any other man is not my fault.I don't even like Mark let alone love him. It's only his money I'm after.I'm having an affair with David Mark's best friend." Mandi said
"Lucie, you're fat, ugly, horrible, nasty, you have a big head and you're just simply not good enough for any man let alone Mark. You're no good for him and you never will be." Mandi said to me
"I have to go find Kikki." I said and walked of while tears silently fell
"Lucie whats wrong?" Kikki asked me when I foud her
"I was looking for you, after we got seperated on the way in and then Mandi saw me and came over and Mark just stayed in the corner and loked at me once. He didn't even smile. Then she started saying all this stuff about me not being good enough for Mark or anyt other man and that I'm fat etc etc. So I'm going home." I said and walked off towards the door bumping into someone on the way out, not realising it was Mark until I looked up and saw his beautiful blue eyes
"Lucie whats wrong?" Mark asked me
"You're girlfriend is whats wrong Mark. Apparently I'm not good enough for you or any other man. I never was and never will be. And guess what else she told me?" I said crying
"What? he asked me
"Mandi is having an affair, with one of you're best friends, David." I said through my tears
"You're lying. Mandi wouldn't do such a thing." Mark said abck
"Don't believe me. Well then look over there and see." I said pointing to the quiet corner of the club where Mandi and David were snogging each other
"Lucie I'm sorry." Mark said
'And what." I answered back
"Can we be friends?" Mark said
"No.I want nothing to do wiht you Mark. You hurt me so much and I'm still not healed. And until I am we won't have anything to do with each other. Goodbye Mark." I said and walked away
CHAPTER 3
"Lucie you have to start easting properly again. You've lost shed loads of weight since what happened at the club.Just because Mandi said to you that you're fat doesn;t mean it's true because you're not fat.You were a sixe 10 and now a size six barely fits you."Kikki said to me
"Kikki I am fat. Sam and you are oth thin and oerfect and I'm not. Any wonder he left me for her. she's perfect and I'm not' I'm pure trsh. Nothing but dirt and that's why he left me for her. If I was half as perfect as everyone else is then I'd be happy but Im not and Im not happy." I said to kikki
"Sam is coming around tonight.Will we get a takeaway and some alcohol? I have to go into town later and pick up a few things so I could pick it p on my way home." Kikki asked me
"Yeah sure. I don't want anything but thank you anyway." I said and turned on the TV
"KIKKI! LOOK AT THIS!" I screamed
"What?" She asked
" Mark and Mandi have split up." I said
"I told you they wouldn't stay together." she said
*KNOCK KNOCK*
"Whos that?" I asked
"Couldbe Sam. I'll get it." Kikki said
"MARK!Kikki said in shock
"What do you want?" she asked him
"is Lucie here? I need to see her." Mark said while crying
"Come in." Kikki said
"Lucy, Mark's here, he wants to see you. Go through Mark." Kikki said
"Yes Mark?" I said coldly
"Lucie I'm so so sorry. I love you only you. I should never have left you. Please can we be friends?" Mark asked me while crying
"Excuse me? LOVE? Mark if you loved me you wouldn't have cheated on me. " I said to him with tears fighting to get out
"It was a mistake a huge mistake and I'll never forgive myself.Please can webe firnds? I'll do anything Lucie but I need you in my life." He begged
"I don't know Mark. You hurt me so much. It would be so easy for me to say "yes sure. Lets be firnds and maybe in time we can be lovers again" but theres always going to be that niggling doubt there. I'll always be wondering if you're cheating on me. I'll never be able to fully trust you 100% Mark.I need time to think about this Mark but you have ti prove that I can trust you again and you have to prove & show me that you won't ever hurt me again." I said
"I promise.I'll do anything. I'll never look at another girl again.As long as you're in my life." Mark replied while hugging me
It was two weeks since Lucy and Mark were friends again and Lucy wasnt feeling herself. She felt sick everyday and couldnt eat. She kenw the symptoms straight away. Could she be pregnant with Mark's baby? What would she do if she was? Would she tell him? Would she keep it?
"Kikki I think I'm pregnant with Mark's baby." I told Kikki
"You're WHAT??!!" Kikki said shocked
"What am I gonna do?" I said crying
"A test!" Kikki said faintly smiling
"And if you are pregnant with his baby then you'll have to tell him." Kikki said again
"Will you pick me up a test while you're out this afternoon please? Im not feeling like going out at all." I said
'Sure.I'll go now.I'll be back in 20 minutes." Kikki said while rushing out the door
30 minutes later Kikki was back
"I'm back!!" Kikki shouted when she got in the door
"Did you get my test?" i asked
"Yes here it is." Kikki replied handing me the test
"OMG KIKKI!" I scrwamed after I done the test
"What?" She asked
"I'm pregnant!" I replied
"I'm calling Mark and asking over here to tell him" I sad while dialing Mark's number on the phone
"MARK!" I shouted
"Lucy? Is somthing wrong? Whats wrong?" He asked worried
"Mark I need to see you. It important. Can you come over now please?" I cried
"Im on my way." He replied and hung up
*KNOCK KNOCK*
"Mark come in" I said while crying
"OMG Luce whats wrong?" He asked while cuddling me.
"I'm pregnant with you're baby." I said
"W...wh..what?" He asked
"I'm pregnant by you." I said again
"How?" He asked
"We had sex and I fell pregnant?" I said
"How do you think?!" I said
"OMG!" he said while hugging me
"What happens now?"
"I'm having this baby and if you want to be part of it's life then great but if you don't then I won't foce you." I said
"I want to be part of it's life of course I do. It's my child." He said back
"Great. SO why don't we give things another go and see what happens. But I still don't trust you fully 100% but I'm sure I will soon." I replied
Instead of saying anything Mark kissed me passionately.
"I love you and I'm never doing anything that stupid ever again" Mark said when he broke the kiss
"Good. I lvoe you too." I saod while kissing him again
THE END...